Oh My Goodness! Hello there, James-Patches Dad! I'm so glad you came here. Bless You!
I've written you an e-mail and a "PS" email to show you a test image. You'll read and then know all about what I'm saying. I'm still feeling so very surprised, honored and humbled ... Like I said, It's all in the email. God Bless You and Patches Most Abundanty!!!
Funny you should talk about Patches treating Alex to all those piggy back rides because I mention that in my email to you and had not yet seen this. I'll be in touch and thank you so very much!
Big Hugs to You and Lotsa Pats, Hugs and Kisses to Fur Angel Patches!!!
Always, Dottie xoxoxox
AngelCareOne
Oct 11 2009, 06:41 PM
My Most Beloved Feather Child Alex, tomorrow begins our second Angelversary. The last time I saw you, kissed you and ... Well, it's the last day I ever saw your precious self, Sweet Baby Boy. I'll try my very best to come back tomorrow, but just in case, don't you feel it would be oh so lovely to go "Walking in the Air" ... Right now? Let's you and I do that. Okay? Here we go!
"Walking in the Air"
We're Walking in the Air ... Floating in the Sky ... Floating in the Air ...
We're walking in the Air We're floating in the moonlit Sky The people far below are sleeping as we Fly
We're holding very tight I'm riding in the midnight blue I'm finding I can Fly so high above with you!
Far across the world The villages go by like dreams The rivers and the hills The forests and the streams
Children gaze open mouth Taken by surprise Nobody down below believes their eyes!
We're surfing in the Air We're swimming in the frozen sky We're drifting over icy Mountains floating by
Suddenly swooping low on an ocean deep Arousing of a mighty monster from its sleep!
We're walking in the Air We're dancing in the midnight sky And everyone who sees us greets us as we Fly!
Mama's blowing Many, Many Kisses to You, My Angel Feather Child Baby Boy!
I Love You and Miss You So Much!!!
Eternally, Your Loving Mama Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
AngelCareOne
Oct 11 2009, 09:29 PM
Hello to whomever may be reading this. Bless You and your Most Immortal Beloved Angel Fur and/or Feathered Angel Babies.
First of all, for those new members who have not read my past posts, please know that I simply cannot, cannot, cannot bear to be pitied in any way, shape nor form and don't even take to people expressing genuine sympathy very well unless it's something to the effect of, "Dang! What a bummer! That really bites, dudette! Man, like I said: Major Bummer, Kiddo." Now, that I can cope with. That having been said, I shall continue ...
Just think of me speaking in the tone, manner and expressions of Joe Friday from the old Dragnet TV show series. Honest: "Just the facts, Ma'am" ... You know what I'm saying. Okay, in my Joe Friday persona, I wish to share because I have absolutely no one else to turn to and feel the need to talk. Okay? But! Remember, no pity party. Please? Thank so much! Here goes ...
Alex was my heart, soul, world, everything and the last time I saw him was October 11, 2007. Kissed, snuggled, conversed. Yes, he knew the meanings of every word and phrase in his huge vocabulary with the exception of one "play phrase" which I just don't see how he'd know what it meant. I could very well be wrong, but I don't think so. Hmmm? Put it this way, I'd be surprised as heck if he knew the meaning of: "Be a duck! Be a Duck! Quack! Quack! Quack! Quack! Quack!" Shrug. He did figure a whole lot out on his own though ... From TV, the PC, listening and observing other people, so forth and so on.
According to experts who did not know him nor me, Alex had the cognizance (memory, recognition, reasoning. comprehension, vocalizations), emotions, behavior, personality and so on just the same as a "3 to 4 year old 'normal' human child." Dang! He'd have amazed, astounded and astonished you carrying on simple conversations with him ...
There's more and please, please, please ... Remember NO pity. Thank you all for that and Hugs!!!
Yeah, I'm mostly housebound as a "disabled" dudette and the PC is pretty much my window to the outside world. Beginning each morning with Alex: "Wake up! Wake up!" ... All day long he'd sit on my right shoulder watching videos on the PC, "helping me" create images, had his favorite TV shows, yada, yada, yada ...
Ummm, I think I'll have to come back and continue and I'll bet you can guess why ...
I wish to make a selfish request. Please hold me (and Alex) close in your thoughts and/or prayers as I relive the guilt ... I could have stopped what happened! I need to know how to forgive myself and pray to God that Alex forgives me. I could have stopped all this from happening!
Alex, I'm sorry! I'm so, so, so very sorry!!! He had such a kind and gentle mind and soul. Unfortunately very loving, friendly and TRUSTING. I failed him. Alex, I am SO Very Sorry!!!
Ummm ... Well, that's "Just the facts" and I'd sure appreciate it so very, very much if you'd kindly send me and Alex some positive vibes or thoughts or prayers ... Or all I just mentioned and ...
Dear Loving God, please send Angels to soothe and gently guide both myself and my Most Cherished Feather Child Angel Baby Boy Alex beginning tomorrow through October 16th: That devastatingly fateful day. Thank you, God! Amen.
Gotta go now. October 16th is the gosh awful day and ...
That's all for now. More later hopefully. Thank you all so very, very much for your awesome support to me! Hugs! Sorry that I can't keep that "happy face" right now ...
God Bless You and Your Angel Fur and Feather Babies Most Abundantly and Eternally!!!
Later ... Bye for now ...
Always, Angel - Dottie xoxoxox
PS. Many thanks also to everyone for letting me talk. More Hugs!!!
And Alex, mere words cannot even begin to describe how I feel that "The Plans They Made Put an End to You." I beg your forgiveness! Mama Loves You and Misses You So Much!!! Lord, please help me to stop being haunted by this song. Thank you and Amen.
AngelCareOne
Oct 12 2009, 11:24 AM
Hi, Sweet Baby Boy Alex. I pulled myself up by the boot straps and got here to begin our five day Angelversary year two. You're always on my mind, in my thoughts, my heart and my very soul. So, I just had to do something really special.
This is a song I've never heard before, but it pays Tribute in Loving Memory to a family's parrot who crossed over to The Rainbow Bridge. Guess what? Her name is Angel. Isn't that something? Please say hi to her for me. Okay? Okay!
I chose and enhanced this image adding all the flashing lights which, to me, look a lot like tiny fireflies, fairies and even Angels. See the expression on the Vale Fairy's face? That's me smiling and thinking about you, Precious One. These lyrics are truly perfect and speak my feelings exactly. I pray you enjoy, my Darling Feather Child. Kisses!!!
"Here Without You"
A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face. A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same.
But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face ...
I'm here without you Baby But you're still on my lonely mind. I think about you Baby And I dream about you all the time!
I'm here without you Baby But you're still with me in my dreams.
And tonight, it's only you and me ...
The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello. I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go.
I'm here without you Baby But you're still on my lonely mind. I think about you Baby And I dream about you all the time. I'm here without you Baby ...
But you're still with me in my dreams!
And tonight Boy, its only you and me ...
Everything I know, and anywhere I go It gets hard, but it wont take away my Love! And when the last one falls When it's all said and done It gets hard, but it wont take away my Love!
I'm here without you Baby But you're still on my lonely mind. I think about you Baby.
And I dream about you all the time ...
I'm here without you Baby But you're still with me in my dreams ...
And tonight Boy, its only you and me!
Eternally, Your Loving Mama Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
AngelCareOne
Oct 13 2009, 04:51 PM
AngelCareOne
Oct 16 2009, 01:05 AM
Hi, Sweet Alex. I've come to visit you at The Rainbow Bridge so I can sing you a song. You loved watching Space Jam with Michael Jordan, Bugs Bunny and all the gang. And you loved this song oodles, too. From my very heart and soul to you, my precious baby boy.
"I Believe I Can Fly"
I used to think that I could not go on. And life was nothing but an awful song. But now I know the meaning of True Love. I'm leaning on the Everlasting Arms.
If I can see it, then I can do it. If I just Believe it, there's nothing to it.
I Believe I can Fly. I Believe I can touch the Sky. I think about it every night and day. Spread my Wings and Fly away.
I Believe I can Soar. I see me running through that Open Door. I Believe I can Fly. I Believe I can Fly.
I Believe I can Fly ...
See I was on the verge of breaking down. Sometimes silence can seem so loud. There are Miracles in life I must achieve. But first I know it starts inside of me. Oh!
If I can see it, then I can be it. If I just Believe it, there's nothing to it! Hey, cuz I Believe in me. Oh ...
If I can see it, then I can do it. If I just Believe it, there's nothing to it!
Hey, if I just spread my Wings. I can Fly. I can Fly ...
I can Fly, hey. If I just spread my Wings! I can Fly!
Fly-eye-eye!
I Love You And Miss You So Much!!!
Many Kisses!!!
Always Your Loving Mama, Angel xoxoxoxox
AngelCareOne
Oct 19 2009, 09:02 PM
mouse89145
Oct 22 2009, 01:24 AM
Hi Dottie, Hi Mommy,
Alex and I worked hard to put this picture together for you. We hope you like it.
Love, Patches & Alex
AngelCareOne
Oct 22 2009, 10:16 AM
Thank You Patches and Alex!!!
It's Beautiful!!!
Hugs and Kisses To Patches and Alex!!!
I Love You Two!!!
Always, Dottie xoxoxox
AngelCareOne
Nov 8 2009, 01:27 AM
{*{*{*{*{*Good Night Precious Alex and Sweet Dreams*}*}*}*}*}
I Love You and Miss You So Much!!!
Eternally, Your Loving Mama Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
AngelCareOne
Nov 8 2009, 07:52 AM
AngelCareOne
Nov 9 2009, 09:40 PM
{*{*{*{*{*For Alex*}*}*}*}*}
Spoken: "Everybody out there, don't ever take anybody for granted. Cuz you never know when you might lose them. And, you may never get a chance to tell them how you really feel."
"Never Too Far Away"
You're with me Til the bitter end What we had transcends This experience Too painful to talk about.
So I'll hold it in Til my heart can mend And be brave enough to Love again.
A place in time still belongs to us. Stays preserved in my mind. In the memories there is solace.
Never too far away. I won't let time erase one bit of yesterday. Cause I have learned that nobody can take your place. Though we can never be I'll keep you close to me.
When I remember ...
Glittering lights Incandescent eyes Still preserved in my mind.
In the memories I'll find solace.
Never too far away I won't let time erase One bit of yesterday. And I have learned that Nobody can take your place. Though we can never be I'll keep you close to me.
And I'll remember ...
A place in time Still belongs to us. Stays preserved in my mind.
In the memories there is solace.
Never too far away. I won't let time erase one bit of yesterday. Cause I have learned that nobody can take your place. And though we can never be I'll always think of you and me.
Always remember ...
Love! You're never too far.
I Love You And Miss You So Much Sweet Baby Boy!!!
Eternally, Your Loving Mama Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
<font size="4"><font color="#4169E1">Spoken: "Everybody out there, don't ever take anybody for granted. Cuz you never know when you might lose them. And, you may never get a chance to tell them how you really feel." </font></font></div>
<font size="4"><font color="#4169E1">"Never Too Far Away"</font></font>
<font size="4"><font color="#4169E1">You're with me Til the bitter end What we had transcends This experience Too painful to talk about.
So I'll hold it in Til my heart can mend And be brave enough to Love again.
A place in time still belongs to us. Stays preserved in my mind. In the memories there is solace.
Never too far away. I won't let time erase one bit of yesterday. Cause I have learned that nobody can take your place. Though we can never be I'll keep you close to me.
When I remember ...
Glittering lights Incandescent eyes Still preserved in my mind.
In the memories I'll find solace.
Never too far away I won't let time erase One bit of yesterday. And I have learned that Nobody can take your place. Though we can never be I'll keep you close to me.
And I'll remember ...
A place in time Still belongs to us. Stays preserved in my mind. In the memories there is solace.
Never too far away. I won't let time erase one bit of yesterday. Cause I have learned that nobody can take your place. And though we can never be I'll always think of you and me.
Always remember ...
Love! You're never too far. </font></font>
<font size="4"><font color="#4169E1">I Love You And Miss You So Much Sweet Baby Boy!!!
Eternally, Your Loving Mama Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox</font></font>
I am really liking this song...and yes perfect for this situation and feelings....this one is also for Ceaser....and for little Alex....who is there with Ceaser in Heaven....
AngelCareOne
Nov 11 2009, 02:15 AM
Thank you, ceaserthings! I'm so glad you love the song and its meaning as much as I do.
Many Comforting Hugs and Love to You and Angel Fur Kid Ceaser!!!
Always, Dottie xoxoxox
AngelCareOne
Nov 12 2009, 02:45 AM
{{{{{{{Good Night Sweet Baby Boy}}}}}}}
"Guardian Angel" By: Chelsea and Michelle Dock
Life gets confusing, complicated. I get myself worked up and frustrated. Think to myself how can we make it With everything going wrong. Why does the struggle seem so long Trying to stay strong? And keep my family holding on.
'Cause this pain inside I just can't hide. No more sleepless nights. No more tears in my eyes. Is this reality? Is all I want just a dream? I know now what I need ...
My Guardian Angel. Sent from Heaven. Who watches over me. Protects and defends. Picks me up when I have fallen.
Oh so Special. My Guardian Angel.
Seems like the storm gets stronger each day. Nothing good seems to last. It never stays. Trying to keep my head up always. 'Cause once you put it down The enemy wins.
Keep holding on and don't give in.
Even thought there's pain inside I just can't hide. No more sleepless nights. No more tears in my eyes. Is this reality? Is all I want just a dream? I know now what I need ...
My Guardian Angel. Sent from Heaven. Who watches over me. Protects and defends. Picks me up when I have fallen.
Oh so special. My Guardian Angel.
Reach out and take my hand. Reach out and hold me close. Hold me like there is no tomorrow. And don't ever let go.
'Cause this pain inside I just can't hide. No more sleepless nights. No more tears in my eyes. Is this reality? Is all I want just a dream? I know now that I need ... my Guardian Angel.
My Guardian Angel.
Sweet Dreams My Precious Feather Child Alex
I Love You and Miss You So Much!!!
Eternally, Your Loving Mama Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
AngelCareOne
Nov 14 2009, 12:25 AM
Dearest Alex "Whooo Whooo Whooo" Said It's Bedtime?
Me thinks that they did.
Sweetest of Dreams Precious Jewel Angel Feather Child.
I Love You and Miss You So Much!!!
Eternally, Your Loving Mama Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
AngelCareOne
Nov 20 2009, 12:27 PM
Good Morning Sweet Alex!
Have a Beautiful Day at The Rainbow Bridge.
You're really never too far away. It's true!
I Love You And Miss You So Much!!!
Eternally, Your Loving Mama Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
AngelCareOne
Nov 23 2009, 11:37 PM
{{{{{Good Night My Most Precious Feather Child Alex}}}}}
I Love You And Miss You More Than One Can Imagine!!!
Eternally, Your Loving Mama Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Brutus
Nov 29 2009, 09:48 AM
Dottie...Alex was so lucky to have you...and you to have him. Hugs
AngelCareOne
Nov 29 2009, 06:31 PM
QUOTE (Brutus @ Nov 29 2009, 09:48 AM)
Dottie ... Alex was so lucky to have you ... and you to have him. Hugs
Thank you so very much, Sonya. Blessings!
Many Comforting Hugs to you and your Angel Fur Kid Brutus!!!
Always, Dottie xoxoxox
Brutus
Dec 1 2009, 09:15 AM
Good Morning Alex and Dottie,
Sending healing prayers for Styx Kitty.
Hugs, Brutus' Mom
AngelCareOne
Dec 1 2009, 07:10 PM
QUOTE (Brutus @ Dec 1 2009, 09:15 AM)
Good Morning Alex and Dottie,
Sending healing prayers for Styx Kitty.
Hugs, Brutus' Mom
Hi, Brutus's Mom! Alex says, "Thank You!"
Styx Kitty says, "Thank You!"
And I say, "Thank you so much, too!"
Many Comforting Hugs to you and your Fur Kid Angel Brutus!!!
Always, Dottie xoxoxox
AngelCareOne
Dec 3 2009, 04:57 PM
Hi, my Most Precious Feather Child Alex! I don't believe that you and I ever saw this movie together since it came out in 2007 and had probably not come to TV yet. Still, I know you would have loved it! It's an awesome story showing how we're all connected in space and time. Just like you and me, Sweet Baby Boy. Here, I'll set it up for you just a bit then show you some scenes. Oh, and I'm certain you'll love the music throughout the entire movie very much, too. Let me tell you a little about the movie plot so you can follow along in the video.
Siblings Noah and Emma travel with their mother Jo from Seattle to their family cottage on Whidbey Island to spend a couple of days while their father David Wilder is working. There in the ocean, they discover a box of toys from the future and bring it home. Emma finds a stuffed rabbit called Mimzy, some stones and a weird object. But, they hide their findings from their parents. Stuffed bunny Mimzy talks telepathically with Emma and the siblings begin to develop special abilities increasing their intelligence to the level of genius.
Their father becomes very proud when Noah presents a magnificent design in the fair of science and technology and his teacher Larry White along with Larry's mystic wife Naomi Schwartz become interested in the boy when he draws a picture of a Mandala even though the child has never seen one before and doesn't even know what it means. Then Noah accidentally assembles the objects and activates a powerful generator creating a blackout in the state. The FBI locates and arrests the family trying to disclose the mystery.
But, Emma unravels the importance to send Mimzy back to the future. And why is that? Mimzy is the last hope which was sent by a Scientist living on earth many light years into the future. It's an intergalactic package that the kindly, hard working and very worried Scientist had sent several other times in the past in hopes of obtaining DNA which would save their dying planet earth, their existence and assure us a most magnificent, wondrous future filled with Beauty, Hope, Love, and magic, too! There was no success before Emma.
Thanks to the children Emma and Noah, our future was saved from dying. They are Heroes and Emma is named the Mother of the new and exciting earth civilization after Mimzy was returned to the future. You see, she had shed tears on Mimzy bunny when she thought Mimzy was sick and dying. Those tears on Mimzy bunny were exactly what the scientist was looking for in order to gather the sorely needed DNA he required to turn the dead earth back to life. This movie truly unleashes an adventure beyond imagination. See, Alex? Time can indeed be transcended! I hope you like the pictures and graphics I chose in keeping with the theme of the move. Do you have your popcorn ready? Good. Well, on with the show. Enjoy the film and pictures, my Sweet Baby Boy!
"Hello I Love You" From the Movie: The Last Mimzy
Whispered: Is there anybody in there?
Have you heard? It was on the news. Your child can read you Like a bedtime story.
Like a Magazine. Like a has-been out to grass. Like afternoon TV. Why is my life going by so fast?
Hello I love you. Is there anybody in there?
Put down the phone. Shut up the shop. Make all their techno babble stop. We'll find a short-waved frequency. The wave connecting you and me.
Hello I love you.
Have you heard? It was on the news. The general staff can't figure out. Is this campaign win or lose?
Life is long but it goes fast. The kids will have to separate Their future from our past.
Hello I love you. Is there anybody in there?
The ghosts are walking by my side. I feel their love. I feel their pride. For I have built a Bridge or two. Bridges between me and you.
Hello I love you.
Have you heard? It was on the news. You can make your peace On the dark side of the moon.
I’ll see you there. We can rock ‘n’ roll. We can make our choice. We can say good-bye or say hello.
Hello I love you. Is there anybody in there? Hello, Hello, Hello, Hello, Hello, Hello.
Hello. Is there anybody in there?
Hello I love you. Is there anybody in there? Hello, Hello, Hello, Hello. Hello!
I Love You and Miss You So Much!!!
See You at The Rainbow Bridge, Alex!
Eternally, Your Loving Mama Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Brutus
Dec 8 2009, 09:53 AM
Alex...found this youtube for you to watch..it's an older one, you may have seen it before.
I didn't get to watch the whole thing...on dial-up right now...you will have to let me know how you like it!
Oh My Gosh! Sonya, I can even hear that Quaker parrot singing the part, "Dashing through the snow. Ho, Ho, Ho. In a one horse open sleigh. Ho, Ho, Ho. 'Or the fields we go. Ho, Ho, Ho. Laughing all the way. Ho, Ho, Ho. Bells on bob tails ring. Ho, Ho, Ho." Can't quite make out the rest of it after hearing it just once, but him singing, "Jingle Bells! Jingle Bells! Jingle all the way. Oh, what fun it is to ride in a one horse open sleigh." That's very clear ...
Then that parrot goes into the entire song. Awww! Simply too precious for words. Thank you so much! And, Alex says, "Thank you!" He can see, hear and loves it very much. Look at him doing his Happy Dance. Bless you, Dear One!
Thank you so much and Big Hugs to you, Jan and all your Angel Fur Kids!!!
Always, Dottie xoxoxox
AngelCareOne
Dec 13 2009, 08:50 PM
This is only a test to see if I can figure out how to attach an image or photo to LS Support board so I can then help someone else on her thread. Hopefully, I'll be successful. Many thanks for your kind understanding. Hmmm? What to attach? I know! The Alex "Thanks For The Add" image and message that I made to send to others. Wish me luck. Here goes ...
Hello there my Sweet Baby Boy Alex. I don't know quite why, but a few days ago this song came to my mind to give you. So, I searched for the perfect video and found this one which has many stars, galaxies and other celestial bodies within our universe. I know you'll love it, Sweetie! I had the perfect image in mind that I'd seen before and wished to give you along with this song and awesome, incredible, mystical, magical, marvelous galactic journey. Then, something remarkable happened!
When I did my very first google image search to find the image of birds in God's Hands, I located it immediately. But, it was one of hundreds of photographs, graphics and images on someone's MySpace page. Someone who I don't even know. There were nine pages of messages and images to look through at that person's MySpace page and I didn't see it even though I had searched all nine pages. Me give up? Never!
At that point, I had another go at finding the image I wished to give you and paid very close attention to each and every message, photo, graphic and image going backwards from page nine back to page one. Guess what? It was on the very first page and I had missed it. Now, I know there's a reason that I didn't see it the first time ...
You know Jan, Alex. Right? Well, on my way back from page nine, I saw four images of her most precious Angel Fur Kids Noushka and Tasha and clicked on the properties of each one to get the URL codes and post them on Jan's thread telling her what I'd found while looking for the birds in God's Hands graphic. Alex, each and every photo of Noushka and Tasha held specific meaning for Jan. Wow! And, it just so happens that her Angel Fur Kids sent those signs just when Jan needed them the most. Isn't that wonderful, Alex? You bet!
I decided to retrace my steps to give Jan that link so she could see for herself. Back to google image search and guess what happened then? Upon two different searches, I found the image again, but it led me to two other Websites. Both of them were you sending signs to me as well as to Madi! Amazing! Thank you so very much my Most Cherished Immortal Beloved for sending those signs to me letting me know you're home and tremendously happy! And, I know you'll wait there for me with Kenny until that One Sweet Day when we'll all be reunited for all Eternity. Oodles and boodles of sloppy kisses to you my darling Feather Child!!!
"Now We Are Free" By: Lisa Gerrard of Enya and Hans Zimmer From the Movie: Gladiator
Anol shalom Anol sheh lay konnud de ne um {shaddai} Flavum
Nom de leesh Ham de nam um das La um de Flavne
We de ze zu bu We de sooo a ru Un va-a pesh a lay Un vi-i bee
Un da la pech ni sa Un di-i lay na day Un ma la pech a nay Mee di nu ku
La la da pa da le na da na Ve va da pa da le na la dumda La la da pa da le na da na Ve va da pa da le na la dumda La la da pa da le na da na Ve va da pa da le na la dumda La la da pa da le na da na Ve va da pa da le na la dumda
Anol shalom Anol sheh ley kon-nud de ne um. Flavum
Flavum M-ai shondol-lee Flavu ... {Live on ...}
Lof flesh lay Nof ne Nom de lis Ham de num um dass La um de
Flavne
Flay
Shom de nomm Ma-lun des Dwondi. Dwwoondi Alas sharum du koos Shaley koot-tum.
I Love You and Miss You so Much!!!
Be Happy My Sweet Baby Boy Alex!!!
Eternally, Your Loving Mama Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
AngelCareOne
Dec 15 2009, 08:50 PM
Dearest Baby Boy Alex,
Another Christmas without you and I thought that Thanksgiving was bad. These holidays we shared are not only filled with despair because you're not here, but also due to the manner in which you were abducted. Will there ever be any closure?! That's most dubious. It's at these times that I ruminate terribly regarding my stupidity and how I had several chances to stop what happened. Yeah, yeah, yeah ... Those three monsters made the plans that put an end to you, however there were so many red flags screaming in my face that what did happened was going to happen. And, it did. I am so sorry, Alex! Please forgive me!
You know, a song and specific images came to me relating to what happened. So, I found and enhanced the images then went in search of the best video for this song. Cher is pretty scantily clad in this film so I do have a back up just in case anyone takes offense. I do not intend to offend. Honest. I'll edit and put my second choice in here if anyone takes exception. No problem in the least. You all have my word.
Ya know what, Alex? The word "if" truly has got to be one of the saddest words on the planet and here I am singing every word of this song to you. This is me talking with you, my precious Feather Child. Dang physics and the time/space continuum all to heck. I'd do anything if only I really could turn back the hands of time. You'd still be with me and none of this would have ever happened to Buddy dog, Styx kitty, myself, my home and ... I could keep on going like the Ever Ready Bunny ... If only, Alex. If only ...
Most Cherished Alex, every word is from me to you. Except that I am sorry! I Love You!!!
"If I Could Turn Back Time"
If I could turn back time If I could find a way I'd take back those words that have hurt you ...
And you'd stay!
I don't know why I did the things I did. I don't know why I said the things I said. Love's like a knife. It can cut deep inside. Words are like weapons! They wound sometimes.
I didn't really mean to hurt you! I didn't wanna see you go! I know I made you cry, but baby ...
If I could turn back time If I could find a way I'd take back those words that have hurt you and you'd stay.
If I could reach the Stars I'd give 'em all to you! And you'd Love me, Love me, like you used to do.
If I could turn back time ...
My world was shattered! I was torn apart! Like someone took a knife and drove it deep in my heart! You walked out that door. I swear that I didn't care.
But I lost everything darlin' then and there!!!
Too strong to tell you I was sorry ... Too proud to tell you I was wrong ... I know I was blind, but darlin' ...
If I could turn back time If I could find a way I'd take back those words that have hurt you and you'd stay!
If I could reach the Stars I'd give 'em all to you! And you'd Love me, Love me, like you used to do.
Ahhh...
If I could turn back time ... If I could turn back time ... If I could turn back time ...
Ahhh Baby ...
I didn't really mean to hurt you! I didn't wanna see you go! I know I made you cry, but oh ...
If I could turn back time If I could find a way I'd take back those words that have hurt you!
If I could reach the Stars I'd give 'em all to you! And you'd Love me, Love me, like you used to do.
If I could turn back time ...
If I could find a way ...
And maybe, maybe, maybe you'd stay ...
If I could reach the Stars I'd give 'em all to you!!!
I Love You and Miss You So Much!!!
And, I shall Never, Never, Never Forget You!!!
Eternally, Your Loving Mama Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
AngelCareOne
Dec 15 2009, 11:57 PM
Brutus
Dec 16 2009, 08:49 AM
Beautiful image Dottie...swans are one of my fav's. We have tons of them over here at the lake by our weekend house. I will try to find a pic of them for Alex.
Brutus
Dec 16 2009, 09:14 AM
Here is a swan with her babbies..
oh and I thought Alex might enjoy these too...some winged friends, not all feathered though:
A Loon on the lake, I love these birds too:
Butterflies on the beach:
Hope you enjoyed Dottie and Alex.
AngelCareOne
Dec 16 2009, 05:52 PM
Oh, Sonya! Thank you so much for the awesome photos. I have a really huge thing for swans myself. That they have one mate for life is very dear indeed. I've posted swans for Alex several times. And, you know how much I love butterflies. Alex gets a bunch of those, too. Awww! Say, isn't it just oh so cute, adorable and precious when the mommy swans carry their babies on their backs?
And when two swans face each other to form a heart shape? Awww!
Ya know what else forms a heart shape? Our hands! And the following is oh so true ...
What boundless treasures we've found in our friends here!
Many Comforting Hugs to you and your Angel Fur Kid Brutus!!!
Always, Dottie xoxoxox
madi
Dec 17 2009, 06:02 AM
Sonya and Dottie, what beautiful photos, Alex would love them all I'm sure. Hope you are both doing ok.
Luv madi xx
AngelCareOne
Dec 17 2009, 08:15 PM
QUOTE (madi @ Dec 17 2009, 06:02 AM)
Sonya and Dottie, what beautiful photos, Alex would love them all I'm sure. Hope you are both doing ok.
Luv madi xx
Thank you so much, Madi. Big Hug! I've been thinking an awful lot about you and wondering how you're holding up especially when holidays intensify our grief from having lost our fur and feather kids. And, I've been feeling so bad also cuz I have lots of photos from Jan and Sonya to enhance and make pretty, but you won't be able to send me any until your son shows you how to send pictures of your precious Ulriich at a normal size. So, guess what? After reading about how much you love horses, unicorns, Pegasus, fairies, Angels and so on, I decided to make something especially for you for Christmas. Been working on it for about a week or so and just finished it last night. Oh, so gold and sparkly.
Now, don't get too excited. LOL. It did come out awesome, however it's a fairly small image and I just know you're going to love it! Would you like me to post it on your thread here in this area or in the getting to know you thread in the cyber shoulder area? I'm working on a couple others for you, too. Sure do hope they look lovely when I'm done. Please let me know where to post the Christmas present I made for you. Okay? Until then, you know I'm thinking about you and your cherished fur baby. Wishing you mystical, magical, marvelous dreams tonight and always!
Many Comforting Hugs to you and your Angel Fur Kid Ulriich!!!
Always, Dottie xoxoxox
PS. No, that ain't the image I made for you. Hehehe. Viva Australia!
madi
Dec 18 2009, 02:18 AM
Hi Dottie, Jan uploaded some photos of Ulriich for me from my face book album. What a treasure she is. They are on my Ulriich " I would like some help" post, can't wait for you to have a look Dottie, it's exciting.
madi xx
madi
Dec 18 2009, 02:22 AM
Post them here Dottie, I would love to see what special thing you have done for me. The angel photo is awsome, but how did you know I looked like that? LOL, I wish.
madi xx (awesome flag)
AngelCareOne
Dec 18 2009, 04:51 AM
QUOTE (madi @ Dec 18 2009, 02:18 AM)
Hi Dottie, Jan uploaded some photos of Ulriich for me from my face book album. What a treasure she is. They are on my Ulriich " I would like some help" post, can't wait for you to have a look Dottie, it's exciting.
madi xx
Doh on me, Madi.
I just saw them posted by Jan about an hour or so ago so went straight to work.
Here's the first one I enhanced and also posted it on your thread.
Hope you like it.
He is so very beautiful, Madi. I Love him to bits and pieces!
Many Comforting Hugs to you and your Angel Fur Kid Ulriich!!
Always, Dottie xoxoxox
AngelCareOne
Dec 18 2009, 05:04 AM
QUOTE (madi @ Dec 18 2009, 02:22 AM)
Post them here Dottie, I would love to see what special thing you have done for me. The angel photo is awsome, but how did you know I looked like that? LOL, I wish.
madi xx (awesome flag)
You silly woman. Madi, don't you know I'm psychic? And, yes you do look exactly like that Angel. In my eyes, you sure do. I am smiling at you! Say, I replied to your last post in the Cyber Shoulder Getting to Know You area. Sneak a peek. It will make you smile, too.
Oh, so you want your Christmas present here and now? Sure thing, Hon! Here it is and, if you wish, I'll tell you how I put it all together. By the way, I've never tried doing something like this before and am so glad it turned out really pretty for you.
Merry Christmas, Madi Dear!
I think "Yule" love it.
Kisses to you and your Angel Fur Kid Ulriich!!!
Big Hugs!!!
Always, Dottie xoxoxox
madi
Dec 18 2009, 06:09 AM
I do love it Dottie, it's absolutely beautiful, I'm going to try and print it off and blow it up, (not like I do in the kitchen though, I hope) I will go and try and find the cyber shoulder now. Thanks again, take care.
madi xx
Brutus
Dec 18 2009, 10:09 AM
Love the swan pic with the babies on her back...great job Dottie with Ulriich's photo.
Thinking of you and Alex, Brutus' Mom
AngelCareOne
Dec 18 2009, 02:01 PM
Hi Madi and Sonya. Madi, I'm so glad you love the image I made for you. Thank you! And, that is a wonderful Australian flag. I've got animated and non animated flags that represent countries, nations, states as well as other flags and in all sizes, too. That's a medium sized one of Australia and I love it, too. Jan and Sonya, would you love to have a neato waving flag of your countries? It would be my pleasure. Just say the word.
Oh, Sonya. Swans. I've got a million of them. Well, photos, images, Website backgrounds and so on. I don't have any where I live now, but have in the past. Not exactly where I lived. Still, only a short walk away. Beautiful! And, here's another beautiful, breathtaking moment of "Ahhh!" My good friend Debbie who I've spoken about many times here sent this to me and I have done nothing but host it. No enhancements whatsoever. A very sweet photo.
Oh my goodness! That is truly a "Kodak Moment" for sure. Ya know what? It sure looks like an actual photograph to me, however there are some very brilliant artist out there. Can anyone read the name at the lower left so I can google to make sure it's a photo and not art? It looks like "Lasnauga" with the date of 2005. Let me take a quick look see. BRB. Nope. Can't find it, but I feel certain that's photography. Awesome!
Talk at ya'll later. Have a lovely day. Big Hugs!!!
Always, Dottie xoxoxox
Brutus
Dec 18 2009, 05:14 PM
Wow...that above pic is gorgeous...stunning! Here is some furry little chicks...these were my girls when they were little babies:
janika
Dec 18 2009, 05:21 PM
Dottie I love the Swan picture. Sonya your darling little chicks are so cute.
Love Jan x
AngelCareOne
Dec 18 2009, 10:45 PM
Hi, Sonya and Jan. I'm so glad you love the swan photo as much as I do. Sonya, I'm wondering if those are your goldens as chicks. I love the photos you posted of them in their eggs (not yet hatched) taken through the glass of the incubator. Then, following their progress as they make in into this world, your home and your heart. The fully matured one that you're holding in the photo you posted is absolutely breathtakingly awesome and I am serious. Word! Thank you both so very much for speaking with me. It means more to me than mere words can express.
Many Comforting Hugs to you, your families and Angel Fur Kids!!!
Always, Dottie xoxoxox
AngelCareOne
Dec 18 2009, 11:45 PM
My Most Immortal Beloved Alex, I Love You and Miss You So Much!!
"Broken Heart, Shattered Soul" By: AngelCareOne
It's said "best friends forever" but that is not so. My Truest Pal left me just two years ago. I miss him so badly you wouldn't believe But, I swear to you sometimes I forget to breathe!
The pain's so enormous I do not know how I'll get to next moment much less the right now. Tried TV, PC, and books as distraction From pain and abandonment; No satisfaction.
To sleep I must go to gain some escape From the agony felt when I am awake. I pray that one day these emotions pass by. Until then I must cope; Either that or shall die.
smokey/lady/max
Dec 19 2009, 01:26 AM
Hi Dottie I just have to tell you the past two nights I have stayed up to wee hours of the morning reading your intire story of your Alex. I have really mixed emotions as to what happened to your sweet Alex part of me believes he truley flew away in search for you. I know you said he would never fly off and didnt like it outside but after reading your words about your beloved Alex and how smart he was I am sure he knew these people where no good. By the way was his wings clipped? The other part really believes they kept him or they sold him I just dont think they hurt him. They wanted him for a reason$$$$$$. It took sometime to return his gage and to me that is because he was he was still in it. I hope I am not being out of place expressing my thoughts but I went to bed last night thinking of you and your Alex. I want you to know your post are so inspirational to all of us here. I have read all of your post and you have a very special love for your Alex and special heart for others. You really have turned your pain and loss towards helping others. I haven't been here long but in the short time here you have a way in your words that is comforting. We as humans get so involved in our own pain that we cant see or truley feel others. The pictures and songs and poems you post show the true person you are inside and out. You truley make me feel how not alone I am. I just want to take time from my own sorrow and tell you please keep doing what your doing because the power of love and faith is what gets us through another day. Never give up on your Alex because if he is out there somehow someway he will find you. So many stories of beloved pets finding thiere way home.
Hugs to you Anna
janika
Dec 19 2009, 03:22 AM
Dear Dottie, Anna and all I underline and endorse everything that you wrote Anna. You put it all so well. I feel exactly the same as I'm sure many others on here do but I couldn't express those thoughts and feelings better than you have Anna.
Love and God bless to all and our darling angels.
Jan xx
AngelCareOne
Dec 19 2009, 08:27 AM
"Friends are Quiet Angels"
Friends are quiet Angels Who lift us to our feet When our wings have trouble remembering how to fly. They stand by us and give us The strength to try.
Friends are quiet Angels Who somehow make you see The light that's in the darkness Before the dawn. All at once the journeys not so long.
But it's the laughter and the fun Sometimes the feeling that we're one All the tears we cry together you and I That will keep us heart to heart As time goes by.
Friends are quiet Angels Who fill your life with Grace Thrilled to share your joy When a dream comes true.
And on this special day I'm blessed 'cause I can say I've found a quiet Angel. You're a Special Angel. I found a quiet Angel in you.
Always, Dottie xoxoxox
smokey/lady/max
Dec 20 2009, 01:04 AM
Dottie Thank you for lifting my heart. I told Jan you are the human heart whisperer. Please know your work is so well appreciated and admired by many. You have a gift and you sure know how and when to use it.
Bless You Anna
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I've been thinking an awful lot about you and wondering how you're holding up especially when holidays intensify our grief from having lost our fur and feather kids. And, I've been feeling so bad also cuz I have lots of photos from Jan and Sonya to enhance and make pretty, but you won't be able to send me any until your son shows you how to send pictures of your precious Ulriich at a normal size. So, guess what? After reading about how much you love horses, unicorns, Pegasus, fairies, Angels and so on, I decided to make something especially for you for Christmas. Been working on it for about a week or so and just finished it last night. Oh, so gold and sparkly. 
