Hi my precious angels.

Lily - I can't believe today it's three years since you left us. I hope you're happy and well wherever you are. You too Hunny.

Well, sounds like Jessie will be joining you tomorrow afternoon. She's not doing very well. Poor thing. Jeanie phoned a little while ago asking when you know (when it's time to let go). Jessie is falling down, can't get up stairs very well and her belly is bloated. She's hardly eating or drinking. And she says she just lays around. Poor Jessie. Please welcome her when she gets there babies. She had no brothers or sisters, so you'll probably be the only ones she remembers, maybe Bruno.

I love you angels. And I miss you so very much. I can't help but cry for Jessie - she is such a sweet thing.

Please love her when she gets there, show her around and take good care of her.

I'll talk to you later. Love you. Mum.

Oh yeah. Scruff and Chirper had their babies.

Oh yeah. Scruff and Chirper had their babies.

Hi - me again.

Just talked to Jeanie a few hours ago. Jessie is really sick. If she makes it through the night I would be very surprised. She said Jessie is pooping blood, her belly is really bloated. She ate something at least - something really small, but she at least was able to get her to swallow a pain killer. Hopefully, she kept it down, maybe it'll make her feel a bit better. Jeanie said she was outside and didn't want to come in. But Jessie is a house dog, so she didn't want to leave her outside all night. And to top things off, Derrell left her home alone with a dying dog!!! He took the kids to the lake and left her to deal with all of this! Not very nice in my opinion. I know he's had to do this before and I know how difficult it is, but to leave her alone. She can't lift Jessie. Maybe on one hand it's better, then she can grieve in piece, but still she can't lift Jessie if something happens. If Jessie won't go in - how will she get her in the house? I'm having a hard time with this. I could never be a vet, I'd bawl my eyes out everytime I'd have to put an animal to sleep. Jessie's ten and she's had a decent life. Maybe not the best, because she spent an awful lot of time alone, but it wasn't bad. She was loved and I know she knows that. Tomorrow she will get to meet up with you again. It's been a few years since you've seen each other. And she'll get to meet the rest of you. It's just so sad. Poor Jessie, she sounded so bad when Jeanie held the phone close to her. Her breathing sounds terrible, just like someone on a ventilator. Jeanie knows it's time to let her go, it's just hard to do. Honestly, though when she phoned earlier to ask when do you know it's the right time? I didn't realize things were this bad. I've been crying on and off all evening. I can't even talk on the phone without breaking up. I guess being the anniversary of losing you Lily doesn't help. I've had my suspicions for at least a year that Jessie had cancer, but still I guess you are just never ready for the final moment. Just brings back a lot of painful memories. God, I hope Barney, Casey, George and Izzy all live to be a ripe old age. I know, I know there are no paragraphs in this, I'm just writing my mind. I think it would be easier if Jessie slips away in the night. It's hard either way, but it's less stress on Jeanie if she goes while she sleeps. I'm so sad babies. Jessie is only ten, she should be living till 12 or 13. Just like you two, she was robbed of her old age. Well, at least Derrell built Jessie a little coffin. Just, how is she going to get her in it? Maybe Dad will go over tomorrow and help. I'm sure I will, but I know I'll just be a wreck. Don't think I will help matters any by crying.

Oh well, unfortunately that's life, and it sure sucks. Carly is still not home. It's 11.27 pm. She was working tonight. Catering a grad. I thought she would be home by now. I guess pretty soon. She's working again tomorrow, this time in Fisher Branch. Then she has all day Sunday at home - studying though. Cos, she has a math exam Monday morning. Then a hair appointment in the afternoon and then she flies off to England Tuesday. It felt like Saturday today. I think because we were all home. Dad finished night shift this morning and Carly was home by 11:30 after writing an exam. It's gonna be a long two weeks without her here. I hope she has lots of fun. And meets lots of family. Hopefully, she won't get bored hanging around with four old people! Brian's pretty good - he's a kid at heart. They are renting a place at the seaside for three days so that will be fun. Don't know what else they have planned for her. She wants to go to a zoo, see a castle, Stonehenge. I want her to go on the London Eye and take pictures. I think that would be so great. I wish I could go with her. It would've been fun touring England with Carly. Too bad, flights are ridiculously expensive.

Anyway, better go. Please babies, take care of Jessie when she gets there. Maybe you can come down and get her? You'll be the only ones she knows there. Maybe Bruno and Pooch - I think she remembers them. Make her feel at home.

I love you babies so so much. I wish I could hold you now. There's a song out right now, called If heaven wasn't so far away. Sings about visiting for the day. I wish that was so. I'd come visit you all the time, infact, I'd probably move in.

Love you angels. Will talk to you later.

Love for always and ever.

Mum.

Hi, Lynette, thank you so much for sharing your heart filled letters to your precious Lily and angels. Please permit me to offer you, and Jeanie, my sincerest sympathies in the loss of Jessie. Losing a beloved companion is never easy regardless of how long we have been blessed with the privilege of their company. I know Jeanie is getting much support and comfort from you, and please let her know she is not alone in this very sorrowful time.

I hope life is treating you kindly, Lynette. Life here is slowing getting better. I have been dealing with new computer "issues" over the last few days. I think I would rather have a root c&%^. But please know that you are always close in my thoughts and prayers even when / if I am not able to immediately respond to your new posts.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Thanks Moonbeam.

Jessie - I hope you made it there ok and are doing well again. I hope Hunny and Lily were there to greet you. You are now part of our heavenly family. I miss you sweet little girl.

Your mum and dad laid your body to rest yesterday. The kids put toys in with you. Colby goes on his field trip today. I hope he does ok with you leaving Jessie. He sure loved you lots. Gonna be lonely without you there this summer. Maybe they'll get another pet to help them with the pain of losing you. You know it would never replace you of course.

I hope you are back to your old self again Jessie. And I hope you're having a great time. Jeanie and the kids will be fine, I'll check on them for you.

Take care Jessie.

Love you and will miss you - till we meet again sweet angel.

Love you too Hunny and Lily. Please take good care of Jessie for us.

Miss you babies.

Love always, Mum.

Hi, Lynette, just stopping by to see how you're doing, and to let you know you're in my thoughts and prayers during this sorrowful time for you and your family. Jessie is now with the angels and is in very good paws with each of our beloved companions welcoming her and helping her to settle into heaven's perfect garden.

Please know you are not alone in your grief journey, Lynette. I look forward to knowing how you're doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hey my precious Angels.

Hope you are all well. Miss you of course. Jessie - hope you're settling in well. Chirper, if you're there now, I hope you're good too. You're babies are doing great now. One disappeared but you still have four left. Scruffy is doing well. She's a bit skinny but doing well considering she's raising her four and your four.

Jessie, your mum has two new little babies - as you probably know. Marley and Elle. They've had them now for just over a week. They are sweet things. Gonna be very big dogs though. Colby and Danielle are loving them! I know you didn't have a big bond with them, but I think they will with these two, maybe cos they are puppies and you were a bit older when they came along. Colby and your mum were remembering you the other night and Colby got a bit upset. Poor thing.

Our pups are well. Barney's birthday next Friday. Hard to believe he's going to be three! Seems like just yesterday we brought him home to you Hunny. I miss you guys so much.

Carly's good. She had a great time in England. She met lots of family. Did quite a bit of travelling. She didn't like London much though, said it was too crowded. But she really wants to go back. And then she went up to The Pas with Dad and Jeanie, Derrell and the kids just a week after she got back. Izzy was really disgusted with her. They left on Wednesday, Dad came back Friday, but Carly didn't come back till Sunday. Izzy was really ticked off when she saw Carly wasn't with Dad.

Well, that's about it. Not much to write about. I'm on holiday next week. Not sure what I'm going to do, but just happy to have a break from work. Carly wants to paint my bedroom - maybe I'll let her do that.

Anyway, I'm gonna go. Just wanted to say hi and that I love and miss you all so very much.

Take care my babies.

Love you so very much.

Love Mum.

Hi, Lynette, stopping by to check in to see how you're doing, and to thank you for sharing your heartfelt letter to your beloved angels. Sounds like life is being kind to you and your family, and for this I am very grateful.

Hope you have a great vacation - - whatever you do. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, and look forward to knowing how you're doing whenever possible.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi my precious angels.

Hope all is well with you guys. Is Chirper there with you? She disappeared a while ago and left Scruff alone to raise her babies. Poor Chirper. Scruff is doing well. She only has two babies now. The others have a new home. She took them away for a couple of days - must have taken them out hunting. That reminds me - I haven't seen Smokey in a few days either.

Everyone is well. Carly is back at school. Bored as usual! Nan and Gramp got a new dog too. Her name is Brit, a border collie. She has a job of course. She has to round up the goats. Yes, they still have Lucy and Dumper.

Aunty Jeanie has two new dogs. Don't know if I've mentioned this, probably not, it's been a little while since I was here. She has two black lab crosses. Marley and Elle. They are going to be huge. They're five months old and are already 47 lbs! That the size of George and he's three! They are cute though.

Gramp's birthday today so we're going there after work. Carly's last week - she turned 16. Time sure flies doesn't it babes? Can't believe it's been three years since you left Lily and almost 2 1/2 for you Hunny. I still miss you like it was yesterday. I sure wish I could hold you again.

Barney and Casey have had birthdays since I last wrote here. They're both three.

Well, not too much to write about. Summer's over, but we're supposed to have one last fling this weekend. It's supposed to get up to 26 - 28! Have to put the pool away. Dad emptied it yesterday.

Garden's over. Didn't do too great this year. Started out too wet and cold and then got extremely hot. We got some stuff but not the usual amount that we freeze each year. Oh well, it's better than nothing.

Anyway, time to go home. I'll talk to you again.

I love you so so so much. And I will always love and miss you.

Love Mum.

Hi, lynette, thank you so much for sharing with us how you're doing and your heart-felt love letter to your beloved angels. It is always a blessing to read your letters to your beloved furkids - - to share the eternal love you share with them.

I hope you and your family have a very pleasant evening and a wonderful weekend. May every day bring you blessings to add to your blessings. Please know you and every member of your family are in my thoughts and prayers, and always look forward to knowing how you're doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi my Angels.

Lily - you were in my dreams last night. I got to hug and kiss you. You didn't stay very long though. I miss you so much baby. I hope you guys are happy wherever you are. Thanks Lily - you have no idea how happy I was to see you again and to hold and kiss you. It's been so long.

I miss you all so much.

Not much to write about. Still no snow on the ground. That's so fabulous. I hope it never snows.

I will talk to you tonight babes. I just wanted to write this down. You know how bad my memory is and I did not want to ever forget seeing you. Even when my mind goes, I'll have this memory written down. I hope you come back again and again. Bring everyone else too. I would love so much to see you all.

I love you babies.

Love forever and always. Mum.

Oh and babies, please take care of Percy. I miss him. Tell him that Lil' Mama is missing him too. Thanks.

Hi guys.

Hope you're all well.

Just remembered what today is - November 8th. 31 years ago today I lost the first love of my life. Yes, you Mitzy. I can't believe it's been that long. I have been feeling off and down today and it just hit me why. The brain forgets but the memory doesn't. Sorry, it took me so long to remember. I would've remembered tonight - I hope. The days are flying by so fast, everyday blurs into the next.

I want you all to remember that I will always love you. And I will miss you until we see each other again, and oh my gosh, there will be so many hugs and kisses.

Talk to you all later.

Love you forever babies.

Hi, lynette, thank you so much for sharing with us how you're doing and for sharing your heart-filled love letters to your beloved companions. No matter how much time may pass during our earthly journey our beloved companions are always and forever in our hearts and memories. They are always a heartbeat close to us -- as your beloved companions are always with you.

I hope life is treating you kindly, lynette. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, and always look forward to knowing how you're doing whenever possible.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi Angels.

Hope you are all well. I know it's been a while since I was here. It's hard to come here. It's still very painful and there are just so so many other people who are hurting too.

Everyone is well. Christmas was ok - nothing special. Carly loved the gift you sent to her.

Nothing much to write about. Weather's been good, cold today though. Hardly any snow.

Well, just wanted to say I love and miss you all so much. Oh, Nan and Gramp have a couple new dogs. Not sure if I told you about Britt or not. She's a border collie Gramp got to herd the goats. She had pups and they decided to keep one. Gramp named her Spot. Original Hey? she's so cute. George doesn't much like either of them though. He's heart belongs to Lucy. Carly took the pups for a walk last week - she said Barney was scared of Spot! He's such a baby!

Anyway, gonna go - talk to you all later.

Love and miss you all so very much.

Mum.

Lynette, peace and blessings to you as you remember all of your beloved critters. Jennifer in Texas

Hi. lynette, thank you so very much for sharing with us how you're doing and your latest news. The holidays are very time consuming and when they are over there is usually a "let down" feeling even under the best of circumstances. Not having the physical presence of our beloved companions to share everything with can certainly intensify the feelings of "nothing special". The good news is that each and all of your beloved companions are forever with you in your heart and your memories - - they are forever a heartbeat close to you continuing to share your daily routines just as they always have and always will.

Lynette, it is always a blessing sharing your news and how you're doing, and your heart-filled love letters to your beloved companions. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi by precious angels.

It has been quite a while since I was here! Not much to write about. It's looking like spring might be here, but then you know how it goes - I'm sure old man winter will have to have a last say.

Everyone is well. I can't believe that April 4th will be 3 years since you had to leave Hunny and that it'll be four for you Lily in June. It still hurts like it was yesterday. And I miss you all so much. I wish I could hug you. When I hug Casey every night I send up a hug for you. I hope you get 'em!!

Papa died last month, but I'm sure you know that already. Maybe he came looking for you. I don't know that he was much of an animal lover, but I like to think that he said hi to you. There is a 40 day memorial service for him this weekend. Dad's ok - I think he was expecting it. Even though Papa wasn't really sick, other than his Parkinson's, but when he didn't bounce back from the surgery this time, I think Dad knew he wouldn't be going home. Baba was in denial for a while, but then that's normal. She seemed ok when we were there Saturday. I guess she's finally accepted it. Carly baked her a cake for her birthday last week, actually I did, but we told her Carly did it. She iced it.

Carly's good. She had her hair cut Friday - pretty short this time. I left her at the hair dressers while I went to work - after we had discussed what she was getting done. When I got back they announced that they had decided to go shorter!! It looks good though.

Well, supposed I should go. I will talk to you all tonight.

I love you babies. I miss you.

Sending you giant hugs and kisses.

Love forever and ever - Mum.

Hi, lynette, thank you so much for sharing with us how you're doing and your beautiful love letter to your beloved companions. It is always a blessing sharing your news and your treasured memories.

Please permit me to offer you my sympathies in the physical loss of your Papa. Even when we know our loved ones are no longer suffering and enduring through the physical challenges there is still the physical and emotional adjustment to go through of not having their physical presence with us.

Lynette, I hope life is treating you and your family kindly. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I always look forward to knowing how you're doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Moon Beam

Thank you so much for your reply. I do so love reading your responses. I too hope life is treating you well.

Take care.

Lynette.

Hi Angels.

Hunny - I can't believe it's been three years today since we had to let you go and be with Lily. My heart still aches for you both so much. I wish I could hold you again.

Anyway, just wanted to come here and say hi. It's pretty busy at work, so wanted to do this in case I forgot later.

I love you and miss you so very much.

Talk to you later babies.

Love forever, Mum.

Hi, lynette, thank you so much for sharing with us how you're doing, and for sharing your and your beloved Honey's angel-versary with us. Our angel-versaries are reminders that someone very special to us is no longer physically present with us - - yet they live on in our hearts and memories. It doesn't matter how much time goes by for they are forever a heartbeat close to us.

I hope today is treating you and your family kindly, lynette. Thank you again so much for sharing your and your beloved Hunny's eternal love journey with us - - and all your beloved companions. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, lynette, and always look forward to knowing how you're doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi my Angels.

Hope you are all well. It's been quite a while since I've been here. Although there really is not much to write about.

Carly only has a few more days left of school. I think she's finished next Tuesday. Can you believe she only has a year left!!! Pretty scary. She can't decide what she wants to do after - nursing or law.

Everyone is well. I just wanted to write because Sunday is four years since you left us Lily. Sometimes it feels like yesterday. It still hurts like crazy. I wish I could hold you again. All of you. I miss you so much Lily. I'm so sorry too baby, I hope you can forgive me one day. I love you so very much.

It's Izzy birthday coming up next month. She's come so far since we first got her. Remember, Hunny, how she was so scared of everything and everyone. She's not anymore. Yeah, she has her moments, but they are few and far between. She's settled right in. She's such a princess!

Anyway, just wanted to let you know how much I love and miss you all. And I will be thinking about you this Sunday for sure Lily. God, I miss you so much.

Love you babies.

Love forever and always, Mum.

Hi my angels.

Is Buffy there with you? Lucy attacked her last night and she was injured pretty good. And we can't find her this morning. I'm so upset. I know you guys didn't know her, but she is the sweetest little thing ever. If she's not there, please watch over her and keep her safe and guide her home.

Thanks babies.

I hope you're all well. I love and miss you all so much.

Love Mum.

Hi babies.

Well Carly found Buffy. She was in the dog house in the back. She's getting around, so hopefully she'll survive this. I feel so sad though. It's really tough. Carly just phoned to say she went under the deck. I just hope she's not going under there to die. Apparently she was going to try to jump the fence, but Carly told her no so she went under the deck. Poor Buffy.

Buffy - I'm so so sorry. Please do not die. We love you. I wish I could take away your pain. Buffy please drink and eat something. Please don't die, please.

Will you guys watch over her and help her heal? Please keep her safe. Carly said she was lying on the deck with her earlier, there was blood. Not sure how much though. But she must be not too too bad if she's moving around right?

Anyway, please keep an eye on her. I don't want to lose her. She's such a sweet thing. We've been through enough these past four years, I don't want to lose another baby.

Love you all.

Love Mum.

Hi, lynette, thank you so much for sharing with us how you're doing, and for letting us know about Buffy. The angel-versaries always bring our beloved companions to the forefront of our thoughts as we hold them closely to us in our hearts and memories. No matter how much time continues with our earthly journey, our beloved companions are forever with us.

I hope your precious Buffy will be okay. I am so glad to know she is home where she will receive tender loving care to help her heal from her confrontation with Lucy. Please let us know how things go.

I hope today is treating you and your family kindly, lynette. Thank you again so much for sharing your and your beloved Lily's angel-versary with us - - and all your beloved companions. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, lynette, and always look forward to knowing how you're doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Thank you Moon Beam.

June 29, 2012

My dear sweet Buffy.

We said goodbye today. I miss you already. I'm so, so very sorry you had to leave. I love you sweetie. You were such a strong girl. I know you tried your best to stay with us and your kittens, but it was just too much. I watched you draw your last breath and I told you how much I love you and that you're such a good girl and so strong.

I know you tried, very hard to stay with us and I wish I could have taken away your suffering, but you're in a better place now angel and with extremely good company. I hope you like the lily Carly buried with you.

Angels, please take care of her and love her.

I love you Buffy.

Love forever and always Mum, Dad, Carly and the rest of the gang.

Hi Buffy.

My sweet sweet angel.

I'm so sorry baby. I wish I could roll back time and make none of this happen. I saw a glimmer of hope in your eyes and thought you might pull through. It seemed like you knew we were there. Maybe you were just wishing for us to end your suffering. I wish you didn't have to suffer - I'm so so sorry Buffy. I think you wanted to get better, you could have crawled off into the bush, but you chose to stay and fight. I'm so proud of you. I'm just so sorry that this happened.

You were - are - such a beautiful little girl and I will always think of you and miss you. I will love for all eternity. I think you'll love Mammas. And Buffy, could you take care of Perci? He left us way too soon last year and we don't even know why.

Buffy, I love you and please forgive me. I wanted you to stay. I know you couldn't and I'm so sorry I put you through the last three days. I'm glad I was there for you at the end though. I hope you know I was with you.

Rest in peace my precious little angel.

I love you so much.

Love Mum.

I love you all babies. And I miss you so very much.

Love Mum.

My dearest Angels.

I can't believe it's been almost a year since I wrote here!

And I can't believe it's been five years since you left us Lily. I miss you as much as I did that first day. I love you so much. I miss all of you. And a year since you left us Buffy. The cats are all doing well.

Everyone is well. Carly just graduated high school Saturday. She's off to University in September. That's gonna be tough.

Jessie - two years since you left too. Time sure does fly. Your family are well. I guess you've met Marley? She disappeared - my guess is she's up there with all of you. I hope you're all having a grand old time there.

Things have been busy here - with Carly finishing high school this year. Lots of preparations and such with that. Honestly, I'm glad it's over. Expensive too, but what the heck she'll only graduate high school once right? She's happy to be done. But I don't know that it's sunk it yet that she'll be leaving us in September to live in Winnipeg. She was supposed to live with Baba, but Baba is sick now. So, she's gonna be living with Aunty Donna and Uncle Roger. Baba has cancer. We don't know what the prognosis is yet. She finds out Wednesday. It's gall bladder cancer, so not looking so good. But we have to keep hoping right? Even if she battles it for years, Carly will stay with Aunty Donna. She will have enough on her plate without having to take care of and worry about Baba.

Carly wants to be a lawyer. Can you believe our little girl is all grown up. She looked beautiful in her dress on Saturday. I hope you were looking down on her.

Anyway, I'm gonna go. I just wanted to write on here today and let the world know how much I miss you Lily. All of you. I will talk to you tonight my babies.

Love forever and ever. Mum.

Hi, lynette, thank you so very much sharing with us how you're doing, and sharing with us your many wonderful memories of your beloved companions. Yes, you are so right when you share with us that time does fly by. But it doesn't matter how much time continues during our earthly journey - - or the many things we get involved in with our daily lives -- our hearts are always filled with our beloved companions. Nothing in heaven or on earth can ever diminish the eternal love we share with them.

I hope today is treating you and your family kindly, lynette. Thank you again so much for sharing your beloved companions with us . Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, lynette, and always look forward to knowing how you're doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi my babies.

Hope you are all well. Everyone here is good. Carly is living in Winnipeg. I think she's finally adjusted to life down there. It was a bit tough for the first few weeks. I think she likes University, except math. She loves Sociology. She is talking about taking criminology next semester on top on sociology.

Well, Baba didn't make. I don't know if she came to see you guys or not. But Baba died June 28th. She never even had a chance to meet with the oncologist - she had a stroke and a heart attack and was gone in two days. Pretty shocking. It all happened so fast. 6 1/2 weeks from the time she went to the doctor to when she passed away. Dad has been going to Winnipeg every other week to help clean out her house. They finally have it done, so it should be going up for sale anytime.

Not much to write about. Things have been busy with Carly moving to Winnipeg and Baba's dying. Summer certainly flew by this year. We've had snow already - not much and didn't last, but I guess that crap is gonna be here soon. I so hate winter.

Doodles are good. We have more cats as usual. Buttons took off. She was pregnant when she left. Something must have happened because she has never left before. I haven't seen Scruff in a long time either. But she always took off for weeks on end. She left her kittens here. Mama is the only one left. She and Smokey are looking after all the kittens I guess.

Work has been busy, starting to slow down now. I think it's gonna be a long winter though.

Anyway, I know I haven't written much, but like I said, nothing much to write about, besides I talk to you all everynight.

I just want you to know how much I love and miss you all.

Love you forever and ever, love Mum.

Hi, lynette, thank you so much for sharing with us how you're doing. It sounds like you have had quite a few losses of loved ones since June. Please permit me to offer you my sincerest sympathies. It doesn't matter the life form of our loved ones - - the adjustment to their physical absence is never easy.

It is always a blessing sharing your news, lynette, and your heartfelt love letters to your beloved companions. I can relate to your feelings about winter - - I am already looking forward to spring.

I hope today is treating you and your family kindly, lynette. Thank you again so much for sharing your beloved companions with us . Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, lynette, and always look forward to knowing how you're doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

George - I'm so sorry. I wish I had been there for you. Why were you chasing a truck. God, this sucks. I miss you baby. Love you. You'll meet up with Hunny and Lily. Love you.

Hi, Lynette, please permit me to offer you my sincerest sympathies in the physical loss of your beloved George. You have endured many losses of beloved companions, and I know the physical loss of your beloved George is so very painful - - so very tragic. It doesn't matter how they precede us to the angels - - the grief adjustment journey is painful.

Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, Lynette, and please let us know how you're doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi George.

God I miss you so much. At least you came to see me this morning. Well I think it was you. Me, Carly and Nan were standing int he kitchen when someone said there's George. I looked and you were running down the drive. I said that's not George. They said yes it is. The left side of your mane was black not white like it should be, but you had on your red collar. When I went outside you ran up and gave me a big hug. So, I want to believe it was you. But why was your mane not white all around? Is it cos that'st he side you were hit?

This is so painful George. Carly took it really hard. Of course she hadn't seen you since last Sunday. Why were you on the road? Did you slip cos I cut your nails the night before? What happened? Why did you leave us? Carly didn't want to go back to school yesterday. I made her promise to keep working hard at school. She only has two weeks left and I don't want her throwing everything a way because of you. I told her the others will be ok. But George - life sucks so much. I'm glad you came to see me though - if that really was you.

I hope you have met up with Hunny and Lily and the others. I think Jessie might be the only one you know, maybe Marley. You are in good company there. I hope you found a big herd of goats to chase around after.

You have left such a huge hole in my heart Georgie. Izzy and Casey were crying. Barney has been really quiet - he's not sure how to react I think. I wish you could come back George. I miss you so much.

Love you George. Please come see me again.

I will love you forever and ever my boy.

Love Mum.

Hi George.

I am missing you so much. My heart hurts so badly. I hope you're happy where you are and I hope you have lots of goats to chase around. Izzy is missing you like crazy. I think she feels that she has to do your job now. I told her you are still doing it. I sure hope you are - even though we can't see or hear you.

It is so hard without you my boy. God it hurts George. I wish you could come home. Why didn't I make you go in the house that day? Why didn't I leave later like I said I was going to? Why did I cut your nails? I'm such a terrible mum. If I'd done these things George you would still be with us. How are we gonna go on without you? I miss your great big hugs and your punches every day Georgie.

I love you so much.

Love Mum.

Life sucks without you George. I miss you so much.

Love you baby.

A week today George. Missing you like crazy. I love you boy.

Love Mum.

Hi George.

I feel physically sick today boy. It has been such a long week. We all still miss you so very much. I especially miss the big hugs you always gave me when I came home and the big kiss. I love you so much Georgie. I can't believe you're gone. The doodles still cry for you. I wish you could come home. I wish I could be there with you. It has been a really difficult week Georgie. I wish I was dead. I love you so much baby boy.

I hope you're happy with all our other angels. You are now an angel George. God this hurts so much.

Love you for all eternity Georgie.

Love Mum.

Lynette, I am so sorry for your loss of George. I don't come here as much as I used to and am saddened and shocked to hear about George...many hugs and thoughts coming your way.

Thanks Brutus.

I am really having a hard time with this. This time last week you left us. And you were all alone. At least the pups were in the house when it happened, but I wish I could've been there to hold you when you left us. Love you Georgie. Mum.

Hi, Lynette, thank you so much for sharing with us how you're doing. I can so feel your heartbreak in missing your beloved George, and so very, very sorry that the transition from his earthly life was so tragic. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, Lynette, that eventually you will be able to find peace in your heart, and feel the warmth of your beloved George's eternal love for you. I also hope and pray that you will feel your beloved George's sweet Living Spirit comforting you, and that you will always find comfort, support, encouragement, and hope here with those who truly do understand what you are going through.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi my darling Angels.

How are you all today? Hi Georgie. How are you? I'm missing you so much boy. I wish you could come home. I love you so much guys - all of you. I can't believe it's been a week already George.

Love you. MUM.

Hi Angels.

Saw you this morning George. I hope it was you coming to me and not just me thinking of you. God I miss you so much. I love you - all of you.

Love Mum.

Hi, lynette, thank you so much for sharing your heart-filled love letters to your beloved George and all your beloved companions with us. I can feel the pain in your heart with the tragic physical loss of your beloved George. I know right now all your heart wants is to have your beloved George back home with you on this side of eternity - - still, I hope and pray in time you will be able to find a peace in your heart knowing that your beloved George is with his family in heaven's perfect garden, that each of them are keeping a loving vigil over you as you continue your earthly journey, and will be eagerly greeting you at your appropriate time to join them in eternal joy, and that as your heart finds this peace the deep sorrow you are now experiencing will ease.

I hope today is treating you kindly, lynette, and that you will have a peaceful evening blessed with your beloved George's, and all of your beloved companions', sweet Living Spirits to comfort you. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, lynette, and please let us know how you're doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Thank you Moon Beam.

Part of the reason I keep coming back here is to hear from you. You have made things so much more bearable. I appreciate every word you write. You write so beautifully. Thank you for all your kind words over the years.

Hi, lynette, thank you so much for sharing with us how you're doing. I know all too well from first hand experience how devastating it is to lose the precious physical presence of a beloved companion, and how incredibly painful it is to have the added the burden of not having anyone who is physically and geographically close to me understand - - or care to understand - - how I am feeling.

This wonderful forum is truly a lifeline of comfort, support, encouragement, and hope for each of us. It is truly an honor, a privilege, and a blessing for me to be a part of this wonderful refuge at a time when our hearts are breaking from the most painful experience we will know on this side of eternity - - the physical loss of our beloved companions. If my life's experiences can be a source of comfort to you, lynette, then my experiences will not have been in vain.

I hope today is treating you kindly, lynette, and that you will have a peaceful evening blessed with your beloved George's, and all of your beloved companions', sweet Living Spirits to comfort you. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, lynette, and please let us know how you're doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam