Hello to everyone here tonight, I know it has been awhile since I was here last, hope everybody is okay and wishing to the new ones here my condolences for their loss and may God Bless Them All. Buster, it has been a full year when I had to say goodbye to you and still remember you as fresh as always in my mind and in my heart, sometime when I go to bed I think about you and if you were here how wonderful it would be to hug you again and still remember also when I just to say to your ear "Ilove you" very low and you just to look at me and kiss my chick remember that? I do and I'm sure you too, rest in peace my baby son Buster and thank you for all the love you gave to me and will never forget, love you and miss you big time Papa, Jorge Click to view attachment

Hello to you all old and new, how are you this day? I and my family are doing okay thanks God on my side we are doing okay too, wish you all the bes of all today and always, Jorge Click to view attachment

Was good to see your post tonight. Glad everything is going well for you and your family.


Hugs to you--Buster and Jorge!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear Havana,
I'm so sorry for your loss and I'm sorry I haven't been here sooner to offer my condolences. You are so blessed, though, that Buster has visited you i your dreams. I'm still anxiously waiting for my sweet Austin to come to me in my dreams. Hugs to you and Buster!!

Austin's Mom (Carol)

Hslesgirl, thank you so much for your good wishes, sorry I'm a bit late but still appreciate, and yes like I said it before it was a good dream but I wish it was more often dough, and for the rest of my good friends here old and new I appologized for been late but as you know I'm very busy with my babys, all of them are doing great and like always BJ and El Niño are my shadows, Weena loves to sleep lots so is Trixie and Miss Kitty it is the owner of the basemnt and love to be a loner. I wish you all the best in the world and my God Bless all our babys already departed and for my Son Buster I miss you like crazy and wish you were here like always you were, I love you and miss you big time [you know that] always Papa Jorge Click to view attachment

Hello to you all old and new ones, it has been a while since I haven't post anything here, it seems to me that I got my hands sooo busy with my 5 childrens but still remember all of you always with no eceptions.
I miss Buster so much and knowing that it has been a year and 6 months since I had to say goodbye to him still remember the very last time he looked at me with those sweet eyes that I will never forget, sometimes I catch a tear or two rolling down just remebering how good it was to have him in life, I had him for 11years and remember a lot when I always thought that I would have him untill he was 16 or 17 maybe but god desired otherwise and in a way I'm happy 'cause he is not suffering no more even if I have to miss him and hurt forever it dosen't matter he was mine and I was his, ohhh I hate cancer that took away something very dearly and will hate it for ever. May God Bless all our Fur-Pet for ever and ever. Buster a huge kiss and tied hung like the ones I just give you remember? Your daddy Jorge Click to view attachment I MISS YOU SON.

BUSTER, I MISS YOU SO MUCH MY SON, THIS CHRITSMAS WITHOUT YOU WILL BE VERY HARD ON ME AND YOU KNOW IT, DO YOU REMEMBER YOUT GIFTS UNDER THE CHRITSMAS TREE? LOVED THAT AND I REALLY ENJOYED WHILE YOU WERE TRYING TO BRAKE THE PAPER TO GET YOU GOODY, MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. YESTERDAY I HAD A VERY BAD FLASH-BACK WHILE DRIVING AND THAT WAS I SAW YOU DYING IN MY ARMS AGAIN AND CATCHED MY SELF SHAKING AND HAD TO PULL OVER AND CALM DOWN MY SELF, PARKED IN A STORE PARKING LOT AND A LADY APPROUCHED ME ASKING ME IF I NEED SOME HELP SO I THANKED HER FOR HER KINDNESS AND CONCERN AND JUST TOLL HER I HAD A FLASH-BACK AND NEED IT TO STOP SHE WAS SORRY AND TOLD ME I DID THE RIGHT THING PUULING OVER.
BUSTER, YOU WERE MY LIFE AND WHEN I HAD TO SAY GOODBYE TO YOU THAT HATEFULL EARLY MORNING AND YOU KNOW I KILLED MY SELF TOO. I STILL HAVE ALL YOUR STUFF EVEN YOUR BED WICH BJ LIKES SO MUCH [HOPE YOU DON'T MIND] OH BOY! WISH I COULD SAY OR DO ANYTHING JUST TO SEE YOU ONE MORE TIME EVEN FOR JUST 10 SECONDS, LOVE YOU MY BABY THANK FOR LISTENING AND HOPE YOU ARE NOT MAD FOR PUSHING YOU AWAY FROM ME, LOVE YOU FOR EVER YOUR PAPA JORGE Click to view attachment

Hi Jorge..I am fairly new here..lost my soulmate Brutus 5 weeks ago today. I didn't get to read all your posts yet but so sorry for your loss of Buster and also for your loss on 9/11. I am air traffic controller so 9/11 is very sensitive day for me as well. So glad that Buster visits you in your dreams. I only had one encounter that I think maybe Brutus visited me..actually the woods around our house. Anyhow just wanted to drop a line and introduce myself.

Hugs to you and your furangel,
Brutus' Mom

Thank you Brutus Mom and AngelCareOne, for you kindness. Brutus Mom like to wish you a warm welcome to this place where I found so much relieve from many other hurting ones, sorry for the loss of Brutus God Bless him and who knows him and Buster may be playing up above together, and to you AngelCareOne I also wish you a MERRY CHRITSMAS AND PROSPER NEW YEAR!, Jorge Click to view attachment

I wish to you all a MERRY CHRITSMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR.
May God bless also all our furbabys up in Heaven and the one still here with us, take good care be safe and see you all later. Buster love you and miss you my baby, always your Daddy Jorge Click to view attachment

Merry Christmas to you and your family Jorge. May we all find peace in our heart.

God Bless
Anna

Merry Christmas Jorge...

May you find peace and happy memories of your furangel Buster.

Hugs,
Brutus' Mom

Thinking of you and Buster today!!!!!!!!!!


Hugs and Merry Christmas!!!!!!!!!!

Thank you sissycat, AngelCreOne, Brutus and smokey/lady/max for you good wishes and I wish you all the same and much more, God Bless you all. Buster my baby, I will miss you bigtime for ever! Click to view attachment

Buster baby, we will miss you too!

Margi and Ladywolf

To my Beloved Son Buster, I Miss You and this is All for You.
TO WHERE YOU ARE
Who can say for certain maybe you still here
I feel you all around me your memories so clear
Deep in the stillness I can hear you speak
you're still an inspiration
can it be
That you are mine forever love
and you watching over me from up above
Fly me up to where you are beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight to see you smile
If only for a while to know you're there
a breath away's not far to where you are
Are you gently sleeping here inside my dream
and isn't faith believing all power can't be seen
As my heart holds you just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
'cause you are mine forever love
watching me, from up above
and I believe that angels breathe
and that love will live on and never leave
Fly me up to where you are beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight to see you smile
if only for a while to know you're there
a breath away's not far to where you are
"I know you are there"
"A breath away's not far, to where you are"
I miss you my son, I love you and how much I wish to see you again, sweet dreams, Papa Jorge.Click to view attachment

Hi Jorge--

What a beautiful, BEAUTIFUL poem! Wow, I am really touched by it, and I will remember that one line always--"A breath away's not far to where you are."

Your poem helps me out in advance, as Ladywolf and I wait to see what will happen with her cancer...when will she finally leave me, how...things I don't want to think about but can't completely ignore.

You are such a dedicated doggy-daddy, and such a sweet sensitive man. Thank you for sharing this poem with us!

Big hugs--

Margi and Ladywolf

Thank you Margi and Ladywolf, you are so kind and I think this is what our world needs in times like the one we are having. I wish Ladywolf the best in this world and I'm asking God please to help her and safe her from suffering and you take care and be brave and Pray to the Lord for total cure for your sweet Ladywolf and the others also in need, I already did, 'cause don't want anyone to suffer as much as I am, thanks again, Jorge Click to view attachment

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Hi Jorge
I know are emptiness never goes away. I hope this brings a little smile to cheer you up.
Your Buster will always be with you. I know the pain never fully goes away. We will always
miss them they were part of our lives. We just have to believe that we will be with them agian.
That is what gets me thru everyday. I have held on to the one thing you said awhile back and that
was everyday that goes by is one day closer to be with them again.

Thinking of you and your ANGEL
Anna
xo

Thanks very much Anna really appreciate that, love the "Buster's Angel Wings", like it very much what you did to his pic, love it and yes I smiled like you said I would, I really did. The other day went to a local Pharmacy and when I got out of my car for my surprise next to me it was a Dog just like Buster almost twins I would say they look alike so much like twins do, then a Lady was about to get into this car and I said to her to forgive me for looking at her Dog so much and told her I have lost mine and that he looked alike hers so much, she was nice and said "Oh I'm sorry for your loss" and yes you can look and touch him if you like too, so I did and brought back so many memories and then I thanked her then they left, take good care Anna for you and you whole family, Jorge Click to view attachment

Havana - I just wanted to take a moment and let you know that I understand what you are going through. My dog Elton had a tumor in his nose. My husband and I had to make the decision to let him go just this past Wednesday - he was not even 6 years old. I have an emptiness inside me that I am not able to put into words. He was my best friend, and I never could have imgagined how badly losing him would hurt. My husband would not let me stay in the room while the vet was in there, so I had to say my goodbyes and leave. But I did go back in to see him afterwards. And I have to say that it was the best thing that I could have done. He was in so much pain during his last few days, and now my last image is of him is peaceful. I see him sleeping so sweetly, in no pain - something I hadn't seen in too long.

Dear Elton's Mommy, sorry it took me so long to answer to you, and also very sorry for your loss, I see we both lost our kids from the same thing and in the same place, the nose, I really understand your pain trust me. There's not a day that passes me by that I don't remeber him and sometimes I find my self smiling and some others with tears rolling down my face and can not help it. You know when the time came to say goodbye that day I had no intention to stay in the room but when I kissed him goodbye and start to walk away from him I heared him he crying then I came back in and gave him three biscuits and some water he ate them all and drinked all the water and then told the vet we were ready he was trying to catch a breath and saw him diying in my arms, that was so sad that I think I will never forget and I'm kind of happy in the way 'cause the last thing he ever saw before diying was my face when I was saying I love you and I'm so so sorry I have to say goodbye this way then he looked at me soooo sweet and turned rigid and i cried so did our vet. I asked him if I could stay with him for a while and he said yes you can stay here with him as long as you want, just let me know when you are ready for us to take him away, they got out of the room and I stayed alone with Buster I cleaned his eyes fixed his tongue and huged him and cried some more, that was the worst day of life and always will be.
Thanks again for talking to me and making me remember a bit back, take good care and if you need me here I am, always, Jorge LOVE YOU BUSTER, MISS YOU, DADDY JORGE Click to view attachment

Hi Jorge,

I just wanted to send a quit note. I have been on the site lately as life been getting hectic, but I'm hope you and your new family are doing well. Take care and know you'll be in my thoughts as we approach our second anniversary.

Hi Jorge--

Guess what--I fought off a new computer virus all alone the other day and I VANQUISHED it!!! I felt like a true hero(ine)!

I just wanted to tell you how much I appreciate your honesty and sensitivity and poetic way of expressing your feelings. Obviously, we don't have a lot of men around here, and it is refreshing to encounter one who isn't afraid to share how he is really feeling. I know that Buster must have truly appreciated your presence in the last moments--it created a real sense of closure for you AND him, I think.

Elton's Mommy--I am sorry that I haven't had the time to write in your post, but I've been sending good thoughts your way anyway. I had skin cancer surgery on my face this week and is was shocking, so I've been absent from this Forum a lot in the past week. Elton looks like he was a really good guy--what a handsome boy! I am so so sorry for your loss of him.

Hugs to everyone--Margi and Ladywolf

Well, DUH, Candy's Dad--I just realized that you must be a man too if you were/are someone's DAD!!! I don't know you very well, but I'll bet that you are sensitive and expressive too. Sorry I failed to notice the "dad" part when I posted to Jorge!

Margi and the Wolf

LOL! No problem.

I lost my Candy nearly 2 years ago. The same week Jorge lost his baby. It was a very difficult period in our lives and I still miss my Candy, even after adopting another pair of puppies.

Our furkids mean so much to each and everyone us, that it does give us comfort when reading how powerful ones love is for their pets.

It helps in days when I really miss her.

I like to thank you all who took the time to say those nice things about me and my Beloved Buster and appologize for my absent from this forum because I know it has been a while now, Candy's Dad I just can believe it is almost 2 years since we have had lost our kids and like you I miss my Buster like I never new I would. My new family it is ok now the only problem I had was with BJ he became sick with worms on his heart, we discovered on time 'cause it was in the early stage and when I took all of them for a check up and his blood came back infected with those parasites do to a mosquito bite, he was under treatment for two days when they gave him "arsenic mix with something else" and they told us to keek him as calm as possible for a whole week then a month after his blood came back this time negative [I was so glad to hear that.]
Ladywolf I like to thank you too for your kid words they really conforted me and it is very appreciate.
And to rest of us the ones I don't know I like to express my condolences for your loss.
May Gad bless all us and our kids deperted and present still. PEACE FOR THE WORLD!
BusterI miss you every day of my life and always will, I will see you one day soon so don't forget about your Daddy, Jorge Click to view attachment

I just wanted to say you are in my thought during this anniversary of ours.

Take care

Candy's Dad

Havana,

I wasn't aware of you and your loss until Candys Dad posted which brought up your postings. What a tragedy of losses you've had. It's good to know that you have survived after these last few years. For those of us who are new here, with recent losses, it is nice to know you are still loving, caring about and missing Buster...showing us that the love continues on. Great picture of a great dog.

Dennis

Thank you Candy's Dad and tahoeden [Dennys] appreciate that very much. It has been a while since last time I was around here and like to tell you all that I have not forget about you and to tell you that my love for Buster still continues he was my son and always will be. Tonight I was watching tv and for some reason he came into my mind so vivid so clear but this time I did not feel bad I just smile and thought oh boy I miss you still miss the way you looked at me with those big eyes so dificult to forget and I hope you are happy now in this new dimention.
I like to express my condolences to all the people that have lost their furbabys recently and like to thank you all for loving all your babys as much as I do love mine, they all are doing great thank God and may He Bless always to our departed kids for ever and ever, love Jorge .
Buster I love as always and miss you a lot, please forgive me, your Daddy Jorge Click to view attachment

Hello to you all, old and new ones here, I know it has been a long time since my last post but today a felt the need to come back and say hello to you all and hoping you are doing well.
Trixie, BJ and Miss Kitty are doing wonderful but Weena still trying to adapt her self to her new life without El Niño since they were born and raised together, it has been very hard on us to loose him as you all know, one thing though she is doing different now and that is for my surprise I see her playing with El Niño's toys {wich she never did before} I think she is trying to see the toys moving like she just to see when El Niño just play with them and everytime I mention his name she looks around and walking around me {is that bad to say his name at front of her?} it seems to me that everytime I say his name she starts looking for him {sure I keep saying his name out loud?} Well, talk you all and a little while, God Bless you all, Buster Click to view attachment El Niño and Weena
BUSTER AND EL NIñO MY LOVE FOR YOU COTINUES AND ALWAYS BE THERE IN A LITTLE CONNER OF MY HEART FOR EVER, MISS YOU BOYS, ENORMOUSLY, PAPA JORGE

Hi, Jorge, thank you so much for letting us know how things are going. Sounds like Weena has a very special connection to El Niño. It's nice that she's playing with his toys, as they are a connection to him which she is enjoying. Only you can know if repeatedly calling his name is stressful for her since you see first hand her reaction to hearing his name.

Jorge, thank you so much for sharing with us how you and your fur family are doing, and please know you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hello to you all and you are very welcome {moon_beam} Good to know we are in your Thoughts and Prayers, doing ok around here but not the same without Buster and El Niño you know I'm just learning how to live without them even though it is very hard on us, take good care God Bless you, all your family and fur babys, Jorge Click to view attachment El Niño Click to view attachment El Niño and Trixie

Hi, Jorge, thank you so much for letting us know how you're doing. What wonderful pictures of your precious El Niño and Trixie. Thank you so o o much for sharing these wonderful pictures and memories with us. I hope life is treating you and all of your family kindly, Jorge. I do know how difficult it is to adjust our lives without the physical presence of our beloved companions - - it's a one day at a time adjustment for sure.

Jorge, once again thank you so much for sharing with us these wonderful pictures. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, and look forward to knowing how you're doing whenever possible.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hello to you all and thank very much moo_beam, we really appreciate it, it is good to know there is people kind and compationed like your self. We all are doing ok just trying to adapt our selfs to life without Buster and El Niño, it has been very hard on all of us, again, thank you very much.
BUSTER and NIñO we all miss you guys very much, we will love you for ever! Papa Jorge Click to view attachment Buster Click to view attachment El Niño

Hi, Jorge, thank you so much for sharing with us how you're doing and for the wonderful pictures of your beloved Buster and El Niño. I hope you are finding joy in your heart as you look at these pictures and recall your many treasured memories of your precious companions.

I hope life is treating you and your family kindly, Jorge. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, and look forward to knowing how you're doing whenever possible.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Wanted to say hello!!! I have been away for a very long time. Glad to know you are doing well.
Sissycat (kim)

sissycat and boon_beam again thank you very much for you kindness, I hope you all are doing ok.
Buster and Niño miss you guys, see you both later, Papa Jorge Click to view attachment El Niño Click to view attachment Jorge and Buster

[color="#0000FF"][/color] Goog morning to you all and God Bless. Family Pets and I are ok. I like to say to Buster and El NiñoI LOVE YOU GUYS and MISS YOU BOTH SO MUCH! I can't stand it. LOVE YOU ALWAYS Papa Jorge Click to view attachment Bj and El Niño Click to view attachment El Niño

Hi, Jorge, thank you so much for sharing your wonderful pictures of your precious companions with us. It is always good hearing from you. I hope life is treating you and all of your family kindly. Plese know you are in my thoughts and prayers, Jorge, and look forward to hearing from you whenever possible.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi Jorge
I'm a newbie here (on this site) but have to say how wonderful I think your posts are...I lost my dog (BICKY) a while ago...and can completely relate...
Thank you so much for sharing...

"moon-beam" thank you so much, you are so kind as always and "marklovesbicky" I like to welcome you here and sorry to hear about BICKY and I know exactly the way you feel but you can count always on all of us here as much as you like, take good care and God Bless all of you, Jorge Click to view attachment El Niño and Weena Love you guys!

Hi Jorge,

I just wanted to say you are in my thoughts during this sad anniversary of ours.

Big Hugz to you and hope all is well.

Candy's Dad
Hal

Hi, Jorge, just stopping by to say hello and to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you so very much for sharing your wonderful pictures of El Niño and Weena with us. I hope life is treating you and your family kindly these days, Jorge, and I look forward to knowing how you're doing whenever possible.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi, Jorge. I just wanted to tell you that I read your story and was so touched by the love you have for your babies. Thank you so much for sharing!

Love,
Terri