Always Your Bestest Friend, Pal and Buddy,
Dottie xoxoxox
Full Version: I Am Very Lonely Already
Awww, Jorge. Ya gotta know I just Love you, Buster and all your Fur Baby Family to bits and pieces!!!
Always Your Bestest Friend, Pal and Buddy,
Dottie xoxoxox
Always Your Bestest Friend, Pal and Buddy,
Dottie xoxoxox
I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls are closing more every day
And I'm dying inside and nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside and nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say the things I need it to say
How could I let my Angel get away
Now my world is just tumbling down
I can say it so clearly but you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm trembling inside and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quater past 3
I'm screaming at night if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah my heart is calling you and nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get you could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be loving you still
The nights are lonely the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me
Tomorrow morning I'm hitting the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you come back to me
Say when the night are so lonely
The nights are so lonely the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me.Click to view attachment
These four walls are closing more every day
And I'm dying inside and nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside and nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say the things I need it to say
How could I let my Angel get away
Now my world is just tumbling down
I can say it so clearly but you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm trembling inside and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quater past 3
I'm screaming at night if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah my heart is calling you and nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get you could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be loving you still
The nights are lonely the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me
Tomorrow morning I'm hitting the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you come back to me
Say when the night are so lonely
The nights are so lonely the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me.Click to view attachment
Hi, Jorge
I just got caught up reading your last poems to Buster...they are truly beautiful and the warmth of your love comes through the words and your words on paper take on feeling when read.
I also love your new picture of Buster. It looks like he was in the snow. I really never lived around snow since I was 4 years old.
Did he love it like I hear doggies do? Can you remember any stories of you and Buster and the snow?
We all love your notes, your poems and your stories. It feels good to feel such love for one of our best friends.
And as I always say....I KNOW Buster is listening and you know he is still with you because he fills your heart with such love that you write such beautiful messages to him in return for his love.
Hugs to you and your beautiful family and their "Brother" ...an Angel named Buster
Judy
I just got caught up reading your last poems to Buster...they are truly beautiful and the warmth of your love comes through the words and your words on paper take on feeling when read.
I also love your new picture of Buster. It looks like he was in the snow. I really never lived around snow since I was 4 years old.
Did he love it like I hear doggies do? Can you remember any stories of you and Buster and the snow?
We all love your notes, your poems and your stories. It feels good to feel such love for one of our best friends.
And as I always say....I KNOW Buster is listening and you know he is still with you because he fills your heart with such love that you write such beautiful messages to him in return for his love.
Hugs to you and your beautiful family and their "Brother" ...an Angel named Buster
Judy
Dearest Friend Jorge, I hope you don't mind but I want and feel the need to begin my message to you with a prayer so please bear with me. Okay? Thank you! Dearest God, please give me the strength to make it through talking to Jorge, his Son Buster and all his fur kid family without my tears becoming so vast that I cannot see the PC monitor to type. Will you please help me, God? You're so good to me! Thank you and Amen!
I'm ready now, Jorge so here goes ...
I read your poem. It reminded me of myself and it took me back to what you told me in post number 26 and you'll see that if you click Here. You blessed me and said how I raise people, cheer them up in ways that I only know how I'm able to do because of the sorrow that I myself have. That meant to me you didn't know how I could remain so positive, cheerful, smiling. I did try to explain to you in post number 27 (the next post) of that thread by telling you how I many times "Wear A Mask." Then, I posted the song and lyrics to "The Music of The Night" explaining at the bottom that those lyrics had nothing at all to do with "Music" or "Night" and "Darkness" (which is the same as "Night"). I don't think I did a very good job of explaining at all. Not to you and only to maybe, perhaps a very few people. It is really very deep, deep stuff and my most brilliant friends and colleagues don't even get it. It is a very pretty song, they like listening to it, and that's just about all it means to them and most people.
The truth of the matter is that most of the time I am a great deceiver. Oh! Not just to others, but to myself as well because I want so badly to convince myself what is true. In fact, the lines of that song that apply so very well here are as follows:
Jorge, people who close their eyes are in denial, don't believe something is real, did happen, is happening. But! In that "darkness" or "disbelief" it sure is easy to "pretend" that everything is just what you want it to be or how it really should be.
This first song is what I hear you and myself saying right now in the poem you just wrote. Please bear with me because in my second post to you, I will tell you THE WONDERFUL TRUTH!!! Okay? Please let me begin by letting you know that I ain't the "saint" I appear to be as I've already explained. So often, I do "wear a mask" so that no one will know how deeply I'm hurting, devastated, how hard and often I still scream and cry, and so on. Why do I do that? I simply cannot, cannot, cannot bear being pitied in any way, shape or form. Hey, I ain't even too good at receiving sympathy. Oh, someone saying something like, "Wow! That's a huge bummer, Gal!" I can cope with that though. But back to what I was saying. We, you and me, hold it inside until no one is watching and then we "put on a show of gladness" to those we see in person so they cannot tell our gosh awful grief and pain.
This next part is true! Most of all and I do mean most of all, I don't want my Sweet Baby Alex to see me so sad. He always cried and said, "I'm sorry! I'm so sorry! I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!" He'd cuddle up to me as I lay on the sofa trying his best to soothe me whenever I was sick or sad. Jorge, just like you told me in your message to me, Alex is flying all around me at this very moment and all the time. I want so desperately for him to be happy! I must be strong and carry on for the sake of my bestest friend, companion and child or he will be sad, too. He's here with me right now. Jorge, he's everywhere and I carry his heart in my heart always! Jorge, your Son Buster has given you several signs that he's right there with you too and that's a fact!
However, Jorge, I don't know about you but there are times that the grief, pain and sorrow are so excruciatingly horrible that I LITERALLY forget to take my next breath. True. I just don't want anyone to know so I put on that mask. I may be mistaken, but you appear to be much the same in that regard from what you wrote in your poem, Dear One.
But, that "Mask" I many times wear (for lack of any better word/description to call it) It ... Is a lie.
Just like this next song is a lie. A deception.
I Love You, your Son Buster and all your Fur Kid Family, Jorge! I FEEL YOU!!! I DO!!!
I'm ready now, Jorge so here goes ...
I read your poem. It reminded me of myself and it took me back to what you told me in post number 26 and you'll see that if you click Here. You blessed me and said how I raise people, cheer them up in ways that I only know how I'm able to do because of the sorrow that I myself have. That meant to me you didn't know how I could remain so positive, cheerful, smiling. I did try to explain to you in post number 27 (the next post) of that thread by telling you how I many times "Wear A Mask." Then, I posted the song and lyrics to "The Music of The Night" explaining at the bottom that those lyrics had nothing at all to do with "Music" or "Night" and "Darkness" (which is the same as "Night"). I don't think I did a very good job of explaining at all. Not to you and only to maybe, perhaps a very few people. It is really very deep, deep stuff and my most brilliant friends and colleagues don't even get it. It is a very pretty song, they like listening to it, and that's just about all it means to them and most people.
The truth of the matter is that most of the time I am a great deceiver. Oh! Not just to others, but to myself as well because I want so badly to convince myself what is true. In fact, the lines of that song that apply so very well here are as follows:
"Close your eyes for your eyes will only tell the truth!
And the truth isn't what you want to see!
In the dark it is easy to pretend!
That the truth is what it ought to be."
And the truth isn't what you want to see!
In the dark it is easy to pretend!
That the truth is what it ought to be."
Jorge, people who close their eyes are in denial, don't believe something is real, did happen, is happening. But! In that "darkness" or "disbelief" it sure is easy to "pretend" that everything is just what you want it to be or how it really should be.
This first song is what I hear you and myself saying right now in the poem you just wrote. Please bear with me because in my second post to you, I will tell you THE WONDERFUL TRUTH!!! Okay? Please let me begin by letting you know that I ain't the "saint" I appear to be as I've already explained. So often, I do "wear a mask" so that no one will know how deeply I'm hurting, devastated, how hard and often I still scream and cry, and so on. Why do I do that? I simply cannot, cannot, cannot bear being pitied in any way, shape or form. Hey, I ain't even too good at receiving sympathy. Oh, someone saying something like, "Wow! That's a huge bummer, Gal!" I can cope with that though. But back to what I was saying. We, you and me, hold it inside until no one is watching and then we "put on a show of gladness" to those we see in person so they cannot tell our gosh awful grief and pain.
This next part is true! Most of all and I do mean most of all, I don't want my Sweet Baby Alex to see me so sad. He always cried and said, "I'm sorry! I'm so sorry! I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!" He'd cuddle up to me as I lay on the sofa trying his best to soothe me whenever I was sick or sad. Jorge, just like you told me in your message to me, Alex is flying all around me at this very moment and all the time. I want so desperately for him to be happy! I must be strong and carry on for the sake of my bestest friend, companion and child or he will be sad, too. He's here with me right now. Jorge, he's everywhere and I carry his heart in my heart always! Jorge, your Son Buster has given you several signs that he's right there with you too and that's a fact!
However, Jorge, I don't know about you but there are times that the grief, pain and sorrow are so excruciatingly horrible that I LITERALLY forget to take my next breath. True. I just don't want anyone to know so I put on that mask. I may be mistaken, but you appear to be much the same in that regard from what you wrote in your poem, Dear One.
But, that "Mask" I many times wear (for lack of any better word/description to call it) It ... Is a lie.
Just like this next song is a lie. A deception.
I Love You, your Son Buster and all your Fur Kid Family, Jorge! I FEEL YOU!!! I DO!!!
Please Click On the Lady and Wolf howling in the Night
"Don't Cry Out Loud"
Baby cried the day the circus came to town
'Cause she didn't want parades just passin' by her.
So she painted on a smile[/b] and took up with some clown,
While she danced without a net upon the wire.
I know a lot about 'er 'cause, you see.
Baby is an awful lot like me!
Don't cry out loud.
Just keep it inside, learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all.
Baby saw that when they pulled that big top down,
They left behind her dreams among the litter.
The different kind of love she thought she'd found,
There was nothin' left but sawdust and some glitter.
But baby can't be broken 'cause you see,
She had the finest teacher-that was me -I told her.
Don't cry out loud.
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all.
Don't cry out loud.
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall, remember you almost made it.
Don't cry out loud!
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings!
Fly high and proud!
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all.
Baby cried the day the circus came to town
'Cause she didn't want parades just passin' by her.
So she painted on a smile[/b] and took up with some clown,
While she danced without a net upon the wire.
I know a lot about 'er 'cause, you see.
Baby is an awful lot like me!
Don't cry out loud.
Just keep it inside, learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all.
Baby saw that when they pulled that big top down,
They left behind her dreams among the litter.
The different kind of love she thought she'd found,
There was nothin' left but sawdust and some glitter.
But baby can't be broken 'cause you see,
She had the finest teacher-that was me -I told her.
Don't cry out loud.
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all.
Don't cry out loud.
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings.
Fly high and proud.
And if you should fall, remember you almost made it.
Don't cry out loud!
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings!
Fly high and proud!
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all.
To be continued next post with The Truth!!! Here is a Preview of what is to come ...
And now the Truth! See the many changing colors of that rose and butterfly at the bottom of your message from me before this? That signifies, what that means is, that everything truly and honestly continues in a different form very much like the form they have right now! Please believe me. You know I'll always tell you how it really is. At least I hope you know by now.
Dearest Jorge, now for the TRUTH! Whenever any creature on earth passes away, they leave behind their essence, their spirit and that which was once that living creature actually continues right here on this planet in many, many forms. Oh, they go to Heaven. Make no mistake about that. However, their "shell" and essence lives on in other living creatures here that partake of what they've left behind so ...
Please, Jorge. Don't be afraid to take the chance to love, dance, give and live. Always remember that the seeds of all those things you plant in the spring, becomes the Rose!
Dearest Jorge, now for the TRUTH! Whenever any creature on earth passes away, they leave behind their essence, their spirit and that which was once that living creature actually continues right here on this planet in many, many forms. Oh, they go to Heaven. Make no mistake about that. However, their "shell" and essence lives on in other living creatures here that partake of what they've left behind so ...
Please, Jorge. Don't be afraid to take the chance to love, dance, give and live. Always remember that the seeds of all those things you plant in the spring, becomes the Rose!
Please click on the Perpetual Everlasting "Rose"
"The Rose"
Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razer
That leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love it is a hunger
An endless aching need.
I say love it is a Flower
And you it's only Seed!
It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance.
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance.
It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give.
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live.
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong ...
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snows
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the Rose!
Big Hugs to You, Your Son Buster - "The Rose!" And All Your Fur Kid Family!!!
Always Your Friend,
Dottie xoxoxox
Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razer
That leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love it is a hunger
An endless aching need.
I say love it is a Flower
And you it's only Seed!
It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance.
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance.
It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give.
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live.
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong ...
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snows
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the Rose!
Big Hugs to You, Your Son Buster - "The Rose!" And All Your Fur Kid Family!!!
Always Your Friend,
Dottie xoxoxox
My Dearest Friend Jorge, your Son Buster just now appeared to me in a dream! Oh My Gosh!!! He asked me if I would please post this particular song, and lyrics for you and said that I should pick out these exact pictures of butterflies to go with it. He even told me to write the word "SMILE" at the very, very end of the video because he wants you to so much!!! Wow! Hey, how could I possibly refuse that request?! So this is to you from your Son Buster with All His Love Forever and Ever!!!
To My Terrific Wonderful Dad!!! All My Love Forever!!! I'm right there with you now, Daddy!!!
Your Beautiful Son Buster with Many Hugs and Sloppy Fur Kid Doggie Kisses!!!
Please Click on God's Hand Holding Son Buster as a Butterfly
"Songbird"
For you, there'll be no more crying,
For you, the sun will be shining,
And I feel that when I'm with you,
It's all right, I know it's right!
To you, I'll give the world!
To you, I'll never be cold!
'Cause I feel that when I'm with you,
It's all right, I know its right!
And the Songbirds are Singing,
Like they know the score.
And I Love You, I Love You, I Love You,
Like never before!!!
And I wish you all the love in the world!
But most of all, I wish it from myself!!!
And the Songbirds keep Singing,
Like they know the score,
And I Love You, I Love You, I Love You,
Like never before, like never before!!!
For you, there'll be no more crying,
For you, the sun will be shining,
And I feel that when I'm with you,
It's all right, I know it's right!
To you, I'll give the world!
To you, I'll never be cold!
'Cause I feel that when I'm with you,
It's all right, I know its right!
And the Songbirds are Singing,
Like they know the score.
And I Love You, I Love You, I Love You,
Like never before!!!
And I wish you all the love in the world!
But most of all, I wish it from myself!!!
And the Songbirds keep Singing,
Like they know the score,
And I Love You, I Love You, I Love You,
Like never before, like never before!!!
To My Terrific Wonderful Dad!!! All My Love Forever!!! I'm right there with you now, Daddy!!!
Your Beautiful Son Buster with Many Hugs and Sloppy Fur Kid Doggie Kisses!!!
Thank you AngelCareOne, life it is so strange, I had another dream about Buster again last night and in it [was healthy] running all over and like I said it before life it is so strange because of my dream of him last night and woke up and you sent me all these Beautiful Songs, Flowers and Butterflies, thanks again my friend, always, Jorge Click to view attachment
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Oh My GOSH! Jorge, I don't know if you're going to believe me or not but please try because I'm sitting here with big huge eyes and my jaw is dropped! 
The dream I told you that I had about Buster last night? It was You and your Son Buster running about, playing, he was so happy and healthy and .... I see the photo of you and your Son Buster that you have in your post above this. Well, in my dream, your son Buster looked identical except he was a bit thinner in a very healthy way AND he was younger have such fun with you! 
Jorge? Could we have had the very same dream?
That has happened between me and a couple other people before but so rare that it ... I mean it just happens once every few years or so. I really believe that you and I had the very same dream about your Son Buster last night! I am smiling SO BIG and crying for joy at the same time! 
See? Miracles REALLY DO HAPPEN, My Dear Friend!
Tons of Hugs and Love to You, Your Son Buster and all Your Fur Kid Family!!!
Your Pal Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
The dream I told you that I had about Buster last night? It was You and your Son Buster running about, playing, he was so happy and healthy and .... I see the photo of you and your Son Buster that you have in your post above this. Well, in my dream, your son Buster looked identical except he was a bit thinner in a very healthy way AND he was younger have such fun with you! Jorge? Could we have had the very same dream?
That has happened between me and a couple other people before but so rare that it ... I mean it just happens once every few years or so. I really believe that you and I had the very same dream about your Son Buster last night! I am smiling SO BIG and crying for joy at the same time! See? Miracles REALLY DO HAPPEN, My Dear Friend!
Tons of Hugs and Love to You, Your Son Buster and all Your Fur Kid Family!!!
Your Pal Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
Yes they do happen and very often though, I do believe it and I really do, thanks my friend, Jorge :wubClick to view attachment
Golly, Jorge. I don't know if I am the one to be thanked if you know what I mean? 
In my opinion, He up above chose to use me as His Messenger! I was just, as they say, "The Man With The Van" making the delivery to you from Him.
Big Hugs and Lotsa Love to You, Your Son Buster and All Your Fur Kid Family from me and God!!!
Your Friend Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
In my opinion, He up above chose to use me as His Messenger! I was just, as they say, "The Man With The Van" making the delivery to you from Him. Big Hugs and Lotsa Love to You, Your Son Buster and All Your Fur Kid Family from me and God!!!
Your Friend Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
Hi, Jorge
Did you find my last post to you above?
Judy
Did you find my last post to you above?
Judy
Oh yes Judy, I did and thanks, well, yes that pix of him was taking in the middle of winter as you all know I live in St. Louis Missouri and we have very bad cold whether here. He loved it, every time when it was Snowing he just to run up and down left to right like crazy that much he liked it, I even went to the hills with him many many many times and we used the slide down on it, me seated behind him "hugging him he knew he was secured" and we let go and went down the hills and had wonderful and unforgettable times together, I even have videos of it too. Thank you Judy one more time to take the time to write to me and making me remember such good and wonderful times, always here, Jorge Click to view attachment
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Hi Jorge--You had really kind words for me about my baby boy Willy who passed away 9-3-08----This is so deep.The intense pain-no word-can-describe,the perfect love we have for our kids---you are the best Dad---God bless our babies--We'll be with them before we know it---NO MORE SEPARATION!--------works for me---in the meantime we cry and wait patiently one day at a time-----Your the best man-----Bubba
Hi, Jorge
I just wanted to say I am so glad to read your description of you and Buster in the snow.
I could see it happening and it made me smile. Today is the date I lost Little Guy last year so I was surprised at the smile...but thank you for that.
Hugs to you and your family and of course, that Angel Buster...the Snow Boy!
Judy
I just wanted to say I am so glad to read your description of you and Buster in the snow.
I could see it happening and it made me smile. Today is the date I lost Little Guy last year so I was surprised at the smile...but thank you for that.
Hugs to you and your family and of course, that Angel Buster...the Snow Boy!
Judy
Hello to you all, just came back from a very quick trip to NY where the Twin Towers just to be, as some of you know I lost my Girlfriend there but need it to come back home very fast to be with my new family again. I hope everybody is okay, best wishes to all Moms and Dads and Furbabys here still with us, always, Jorge Click to view attachment
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Dearest Jorge, my Deepest Sympathies for the loss of your dear girlfriend on that most horrifying and tragic day. Her candle will forever burn brightly! 
She will never be forgotten and is now and will always be an Angel to Every one of us. God Bless Her Most Abundantly!!! We send Roses in Loving Memory to her and all who perished as well as their families and loved ones who grieve. Amen!
Please know that You, Your Son Buster and All Your Fur Kid Family Remain in my Thoughts and Prayers!!!
Your Friend Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
She will never be forgotten and is now and will always be an Angel to Every one of us. God Bless Her Most Abundantly!!! We send Roses in Loving Memory to her and all who perished as well as their families and loved ones who grieve. Amen!Please know that You, Your Son Buster and All Your Fur Kid Family Remain in my Thoughts and Prayers!!!
Your Friend Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
Just wanted to say hello. Been a while since I posted to ya.
My sympathy goes out to you. This is a terrible for so many people to remember.
Here for ya.
Hugs to You !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My sympathy goes out to you. This is a terrible for so many people to remember.
Here for ya.
Hugs to You !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hello my Boy Buster, it was just another day without you and it was not easy, your Daddy is going to bed now and wish you were here with me, please come to me in my dreams again tonight if you can, I will love that very much, I miss you my Son so much, good night, Papa, Jorge Click to view attachment
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My Dear Friend {{{{{Jorge}}}}} Please click on the Happy fur kid doggie at The Rainbow Bridge . . .
Lotsa of Hugs and Big Sloppy Son Buster Kisses!!!
Your Pal Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
Your Pal Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
Good morning Buster, I am hoping you had a very good weekend, mine was not so good without you, it is raining here and I miss you terrebly and I know deep inside you know that too, loving and missing you always Papa Jorge Click to view attachment
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Hi Dad!!!
Me and one of your other Fur Kids came to sing to you and Son Buster! We are going to sing you two The Blessing Song cuz we Love You So Much And We Bless You and We Know You Bless Us Too!!!
Click on My Picture Dad!
"The Blessing"
In the morning when you rise . . .
I Bless the sun, I Bless the skies.
I Bless your lips, I Bless your eyes.
My Blessing goes with you.
In the nighttime when you sleep . . .
Oh I Bless you while a watch I keep.
As you lie in slumber deep . . .
My Blessing goes with you.
This is my Prayer for you!
There for you, Ever true!
Each, every day for you . . .
In everything you do.
And when you come to me . . .
And hold me close to you . . .
I Bless you!
And you Bless me too!
When your weary heart is tired . . .
If the world would leave you uninspired . . .
When nothing more of love's desired . . .
My Blessing goes with you.
When the storms of life are strong . . .
When you're wounded, When you don't belong . . .
When you no longer hear my song . . .
My Blessing goes with you!
This is my Prayer for you!
There for you, Ever true!
Each every day for you . . .
In everything you do.
And when you come to me . . .
And hold me close to you . . .
I Bless you
And you Bless me too!
I Bless you . . .
And you Bless me too!
In the morning when you rise . . .
I Bless the sun, I Bless the skies.
I Bless your lips, I Bless your eyes.
My Blessing goes with you.
In the nighttime when you sleep . . .
Oh I Bless you while a watch I keep.
As you lie in slumber deep . . .
My Blessing goes with you.
This is my Prayer for you!
There for you, Ever true!
Each, every day for you . . .
In everything you do.
And when you come to me . . .
And hold me close to you . . .
I Bless you!
And you Bless me too!
When your weary heart is tired . . .
If the world would leave you uninspired . . .
When nothing more of love's desired . . .
My Blessing goes with you.
When the storms of life are strong . . .
When you're wounded, When you don't belong . . .
When you no longer hear my song . . .
My Blessing goes with you!
This is my Prayer for you!
There for you, Ever true!
Each every day for you . . .
In everything you do.
And when you come to me . . .
And hold me close to you . . .
I Bless you
And you Bless me too!
I Bless you . . .
And you Bless me too!
To Our Mostest Wonderfulest Bestest Dad in the World
From Son Buster and all the Rest of Your Fur Kid Family!!!
From Son Buster and all the Rest of Your Fur Kid Family!!!
Oh! thanks AngelCareOne, no other words, just perfect, 
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{{{{{{{Jorge}}}}}}} I came by to give hugs to you, your Son Buster and all your fur kid family! You know you're all in my thoughts and prayers!!!
Tons of Hugs and Lotsa Love to You, Son Buster and All Your Fur Kid Family!!!
Your Pal Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
Tons of Hugs and Lotsa Love to You, Son Buster and All Your Fur Kid Family!!!
Your Pal Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
Good mornig! A big hug to you all and your Furbabys here with us too and for the ones already departed a huge "I love you and I will miss you for ever" always, Jorge Click to view attachment
Hi, Jorge
Just checking in. I always stop by and see your notes to Buster. And your photos of everyone.
You know he is always listening. And I know everyday he is watching over you and his new "brothers and sisters" and he is happy they have helped you. Remember that unconditional love we get from our best friend means they want us to be happy...they already know we miss them
(but they never get tired of hearing that...that's why we write them notes from our hearts).
I think writing them a note is our way of staying "in touch" with them. The pain is always there when we think of them..it is the pain of missing them so very much. It's just that when we have other distractions in our life....they help us not give in to that pain too often.
But then we are allowed to grieve in whatever way truly helps us keep things bearable. It will always feel "not right" that they were taken. We accept it because we have no choice but we don't like it and never will.
Through our loss..we learn others share the same pain and that helps us as well as them.
It is good to know we are not dealing with such pain...alone. But we know when we are here, we are never alone.
How is your new family doing? Keeping you busy? I still believe they were all a present from Buster. He is a true Angel....always giving his love....just goes to prove that..that love is
truly forever.
Hugs to you and your family and your Special Angel, Buster
Just checking in. I always stop by and see your notes to Buster. And your photos of everyone.
You know he is always listening. And I know everyday he is watching over you and his new "brothers and sisters" and he is happy they have helped you. Remember that unconditional love we get from our best friend means they want us to be happy...they already know we miss them
(but they never get tired of hearing that...that's why we write them notes from our hearts).
I think writing them a note is our way of staying "in touch" with them. The pain is always there when we think of them..it is the pain of missing them so very much. It's just that when we have other distractions in our life....they help us not give in to that pain too often.
But then we are allowed to grieve in whatever way truly helps us keep things bearable. It will always feel "not right" that they were taken. We accept it because we have no choice but we don't like it and never will.
Through our loss..we learn others share the same pain and that helps us as well as them.
It is good to know we are not dealing with such pain...alone. But we know when we are here, we are never alone.
How is your new family doing? Keeping you busy? I still believe they were all a present from Buster. He is a true Angel....always giving his love....just goes to prove that..that love is
truly forever.
Hugs to you and your family and your Special Angel, Buster
Love them thank you again for your kind words full of compasion, wisdom and understanding, you know, there is not a single day in this world I don't think about my Buster, sometimes I like to watch the videos over and over again and I repeat and repeat the best parts like when I ask him on the video hey Basty [nick-name] give me I kiss then he stops comes to me I go on my kness and he kisses my one side of my face then he runs away from me like saying "I did good I deserve now to run all over" that is the way I look at it, am I crazy?
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Thanks again good friend, Jorge
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You're welcome, Jorge.
You are definitely not crazy.
And, your story about Buster made me laugh.
Thank you for making me laugh today.
Hugs again to you and all your family
You are definitely not crazy.
And, your story about Buster made me laugh.
Thank you for making me laugh today.
Hugs again to you and all your family
Hi Jorge--You were one of the first persons to respond to me after my son Willy passed away almost 3 weeks ago.Thank you my bro.I saw your post about your videos of your son.I have lots on Willy too.I don't have the strength to look at them yet.We are all just going this day by day I guess.A fellow Dad--------Bubba-------Peace.
Please to you all, allow me to say a few words to my Beloved Son. Buster, I will start another day without you and it seems unreal but I will try to make it the best I can with sweet echos of you from the past, I love you and always will, missing you today like crazy, Daddy Jorge Click to view attachment
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Very nice Jorge!! I know your sweet Buster is looking down on you tail wagging. If he could he would be licking your face all over!!!!!! Oh wait maybe he IS licking your face. Buster knows he is loved.
Hugs to you and your Angel Buster!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hugs to you and your Angel Buster!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Hiya Jorge.............Just wanted to pop in and say hello since it's been awhile. I often think of you and your furfamily. How are they all doing? They must keep you pretty busy. I still find it so amazing that your family has grown so much. It's wonderful to see how you have chosen to keep Buster's loving spirit alive by sharing it with these special furkids. You're a great Daddy who still has so much love to give and I know these babies love you so much for it.
Much love with hugs Jorge to you and your precious household.
Smooches!
Beth
Much love with hugs Jorge to you and your precious household.
Smooches!
Beth
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Love them thank you again for your kind words full of compasion, wisdom and understanding, you know, there is not a single day in this world I don't think about my Buster, sometimes I like to watch the videos over and over again and I repeat and repeat the best parts like when I ask him on the video hey Basty [nick-name] give me I kiss then he stops comes to me I go on my kness and he kisses my one side of my face then he runs away from me like saying "I did good I deserve now to run all over" that is the way I look at it, am I crazy?
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Thanks again good friend, Jorge
Click to view attachmentyou are most definitley not crazy. Elliott (my recently passed kitty) used to barf a lot. I found a little puddle of dried barf behind my desk a couple of days a ago...and I don't want to clean it up....cuz it's his.....now THAT'S crazy....or just really gross...or both. yeah, both.
Miss that monster cat. Elliott Bin Laden, Terrorist Cat. A name and a title that he lived up to. Miss his antics. I hope he's up there teasing your Buster and making him run like crazy.
Warmly,
Mikki
Hi Jorge! I came by to see you, your Son Buster and all your fur kid family. How are you all doing? How are you, Jorge? Please know you and all your fur kids are in my thoughts and prayers. Oh, you already know that, don't you? I thought you did. So, how are ya doing and how's the family? I'll be checking back. Okay? Okay!
Big Hugs to You, Son Buster and all your Fur Kid Family!!!
Your Pal Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
Big Hugs to You, Son Buster and all your Fur Kid Family!!!
Your Pal Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
Thanks a lot to you all, Love Them, Bubba, Sissycat, goliath, Mikki and AngelCareOne we are all doing okay and very busy, everybody here is like trying to do and be them selfs, for example Trixie like to spend most of her time on bed 'cause she really likes her naps, Bj it is my shadow everywere I go he goes and so is El Niño after him, Weena it is a loner she loves the basement so is Miss Kitty and me adjusting my self to my new kind of life missing my Buster ofcourse you all know that, I wish you well and always here Jorge Click to view attachment
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Thanks a lot to you all, Love Them, Bubba, Sissycat, goliath, Mikki and AngelCareOne we are all doing okay and very busy, everybody here is like trying to do and be them selfs, for example Trixie like to spend most of her time on bed 'cause she really likes her naps, Bj it is my shadow everywere I go he goes and so is El Niño after him, Weena it is a loner she loves the basement so is Miss Kitty and me adjusting my self to my new kinf of life missing my Buster ofcourse you all know that, I wish you well and always here Jorge
Awww Jorge, that is so dear! One of our doggies used to love lying in bed and would even pull the covers up over himself. He was a big Greyhound doggie couch potato sweetie.
Awww! God Bless You, Son Buster and All Your Fur Kid Family!!!
Your Pal Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
Good night to you all and to my Baby Buster I Love and Miss You, Papa Jorge Click to view attachment
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For {{{{{{{Jorge}}}}}} and Son Buster and all Your Fur Kid Family!
"When We Get to Heaven"
Oh, when we get to Heaven
We hope that we will find
The souls that once we loved
Who left us all behind.
Some left us at the right time
They left this world in peace.
Others left too sudden
Without the chance to say Good-bye,
They were gone before we had
The chance to even cry.
There's a special place for grownups
A special place for kids.
Me? I'll be on the other side
The side called Rainbow Bridge.
Across the dark green meadow
A'top the hills I'll run
Where the colors from the rainbow
Glitter from the sun!
There I'll find Son Buster
Running fast toward me
In my arms where he belongs
For all Eternity!
Oh, when we get to Heaven
We hope that we will find
The souls that once we loved
Who left us all behind.
Some left us at the right time
They left this world in peace.
Others left too sudden
Without the chance to say Good-bye,
They were gone before we had
The chance to even cry.
There's a special place for grownups
A special place for kids.
Me? I'll be on the other side
The side called Rainbow Bridge.
Across the dark green meadow
A'top the hills I'll run
Where the colors from the rainbow
Glitter from the sun!
There I'll find Son Buster
Running fast toward me
In my arms where he belongs
For all Eternity!
Tons of Hugs and Lotsa Love to You, Son Buster and all your Fur Kids!!!
Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
Please allow me to send a Big Kiss and a Big Hug to my Son Buster and to all the Beloved Furbabys up in Heaven, we will see them again soon, God Bless you all Moms and Dads, Jorge :wubClick to view attachment
I am sending Buster a big hug too!!!!!!!!! Glad to hear you are doing well and adjusting.
Today makes 16 weeks since Sissycat been gone. I am doing pretty well too. Yes we do miss them terribly!!!!!!! I am finally getting a new kitty this weekend. It is my daughters kitten. I don't wanna replace Sissycat, but I am so excited. This kitty loves to sleep in your bed. I really missed that. Sorry to rattle on.
Hugs to you!!!
Today makes 16 weeks since Sissycat been gone. I am doing pretty well too. Yes we do miss them terribly!!!!!!! I am finally getting a new kitty this weekend. It is my daughters kitten. I don't wanna replace Sissycat, but I am so excited. This kitty loves to sleep in your bed. I really missed that. Sorry to rattle on.
Hugs to you!!!
Jorge--------I know EXACTLY how you feel.
God bless Buster and ALL the kids.-------Bubba..........
God bless Buster and ALL the kids.-------Bubba..........
Buster My baby, I don't want to say goodbye
let the stars shine through
I don't want to say goodbye
all I want to do is live with you
Just like the light of the morning
after the darkness has gone
the shadow of my love is falling
on a place where the sun always shone
Don't you know that's where our hearts both belong?
'Cause I don't want to say goodbye
let the stars shine through
no, I don't want to say goodbye
all I want to do is live with you
Together our two hearts are strong
don't you know that's where our hearts both belong?
'Cause I don't want to say goodbye
let the stars shine through
I don't want to say goodbye
all I want to do is live with you
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let the stars shine through
I don't want to say goodbye
all I want to do is live with you
Just like the light of the morning
after the darkness has gone
the shadow of my love is falling
on a place where the sun always shone
Don't you know that's where our hearts both belong?
'Cause I don't want to say goodbye
let the stars shine through
no, I don't want to say goodbye
all I want to do is live with you
Together our two hearts are strong
don't you know that's where our hearts both belong?
'Cause I don't want to say goodbye
let the stars shine through
I don't want to say goodbye
all I want to do is live with you
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Jorge
Your words are so beautiful....I cried reading them and am typing this through tears...because I understand your hurt..I have been there with my dogs and now with my cats and we truly will miss them everyday...forever and wish we could live with them for more time. The time is always much too short for separation.
Hugs to you and your family and most of all your sweet boy .....an Angel called Buster.
Your words are so beautiful....I cried reading them and am typing this through tears...because I understand your hurt..I have been there with my dogs and now with my cats and we truly will miss them everyday...forever and wish we could live with them for more time. The time is always much too short for separation.
Hugs to you and your family and most of all your sweet boy .....an Angel called Buster.
Good morning to you all in this rainy day here, it seems like I get a bit nostalgic every time the rain is falling it makes me remember my Buster 'cause every time it did he did not like it and always came to me looking for protection and he did it for ever since I had him for the first time and can't help it to miss him and look at his face deep inside my mind, I miss you my Boy and wish you were here, always Papa Jorge Click to view attachment
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Hi Jorge! Some fur kids came to visit you from The Rainbow Bridge! Wow, it is sure awesome bright, shiny and glittery there and remember, it's just a breath away. Awww! They all get along so beautifully together and every one of them is young again. They''re so happy, healthy and have Angels watching over them sending them Blessings at every moment, too. Ain't that something, Jorge?
Tons of Hugs, Love, Angels and Peace to You, Son Buster and All Your Fur Kid Family!!!
Always, Dottie xoxoxox
Thank you AngelCareOne, you have always such beautiful words for Buster, New Family and for me, appreciate... and please allow me to say good night to all the Beloved Furbabys and specially to my Boy Son Buster up above in Heaven, I Miss You My Boy, Good Night, Daddy Jorge Click to view attachment
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Well I like to say I think for the last time that I am still in pain for the lost of My Buster that is well known to you all but lately I think I made everybody tired with my wishes to all the Beloved departed Furbabys, Moms, Dads and specially to My Buster, like I said before I sent best wishes to almost everybody here and not even a thank you back I had, am sorry I probably won't come back again, just want to say to AngelCareOne {"Dottie"} thank you for been there for me when I was lost when I lost My Son Buster really appreacite, you take good care of your self and the other Furbabys you still have, am sorry to you all if got you tired, always Jorge Click to view attachment
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Jorge--I realize I am not a frequent poster to your site or to that many of the other threads.I know exactly how much you miss Buster.Just like I miss my Willy boy.He WAS my son and always will be.WE CAN NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER FORGET OUR SONS.WHEN I READ YOUR POSTS ABOUT YOU AND BUSTER AND SEE YOUR PICTURE OF YOU WITH HIM IT IS LIKE I SEE ME AND WILLY.I REALLY REALLY KNOW THE LOVE YOU HAVE FOR YOUR SON.ALL MY EMOTIONS ARE F----D UP AND I WILL NEVER TRULEY RECOVER.I MEAN THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MI CARNAL----I CARE FOR YOU AND YOUR SON.YOU ARE NOT ALONE-IF YOU STAY HERE I WILL WRITE MORE OFTEN.THE WORLD SUCKS WITHOUT OUR SONS.I KNOW YOUR EMPTINESS AND LONLINESS.STAY IN TOUCH-----------BUBBA
MI CARNAL----I CARE FOR YOU AND YOUR SON.YOU ARE NOT ALONE-IF YOU STAY HERE I WILL WRITE MORE OFTEN.THE WORLD SUCKS WITHOUT OUR SONS.I KNOW YOUR EMPTINESS AND LONLINESS.STAY IN TOUCH-----------BUBBA
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