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Love Them, sissycat, Deanna, Miss my baby and Candy's Dad, thank you again, loved to see you answered back again, made me feel good all over again. My new family and I are doing good, so far so good and no complain but, just sometimes get a bit depress when Buster comes to my mind and realize he is not here where I can see him anymore while my other furkids play with each other over and over, I guess I have to live with that and remember how happy we were. I still can not get rid off the nightmare of seing him dying in my arms a lot sometimes 4 or 5 days a week I really do not want to see him in my dreams that way, I just don't know why I am dreaming of him that way, then I wake up and look around and see my new family sleeping soooo peacefully and go back to sleep again on and off all night. To say the truth I never had any problems with my sleep and always sleeped well until the day he died and don't know how to do better now, well thanks again for been such Angels, all of you, always here and missing my Buster, Jorge Click to view attachment
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Jorge:
You said:
To say the truth I never had any problems with my sleep and always sleeped well until the day he died and do not know how to do better now,
Don't worry about it, Jorge.....all that is part of the grieving that time will help with...lots of time.
Remember....it is really not that long ago this all happened.
It just takes time......................
Hugs to you and your beautiful new family...and to your Angel, Buster
You said:
To say the truth I never had any problems with my sleep and always sleeped well until the day he died and do not know how to do better now,
Don't worry about it, Jorge.....all that is part of the grieving that time will help with...lots of time.
Remember....it is really not that long ago this all happened.
It just takes time......................
Hugs to you and your beautiful new family...and to your Angel, Buster
Hello Sweet Son Buster, how are you tonight? I hope you had fun playing with the other Angels up above, well, just a quick stop to say I love you and miss you soooooo much, your Daddy is going to bed now, very sweet dreams my Son Buster and please come to me in my sleep, will love that, Papa, Jorge Click to view attachment May 20th, 1997 - June 20th, 2008 Eleven sweet years
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Jorge,
I agree with Lovethem, (trouble sleeping) is a part of the grieving process. I'm currently taking a sleep aid, myself, in the evenings to help me get some sleep, however, I still wake up several times throughout the night ...and guess who's on my mind ... Zoe.
She was my little snuggle partner, when I woke up, Zoe would work her way to get closer to me, I'd rub her belly and we'd both go back to sleep. I was heaven on earth for me.
I do feel your pain. Buster to you ... was Zoe to me.
Please continue to keep us updated on how you're doing and, of course, keep sending Buster your notes.
They are so sweet. You're doing a great job keeping Buster happy.
Big Hug,
Deanna
I agree with Lovethem, (trouble sleeping) is a part of the grieving process. I'm currently taking a sleep aid, myself, in the evenings to help me get some sleep, however, I still wake up several times throughout the night ...and guess who's on my mind ... Zoe.
She was my little snuggle partner, when I woke up, Zoe would work her way to get closer to me, I'd rub her belly and we'd both go back to sleep. I was heaven on earth for me.I do feel your pain. Buster to you ... was Zoe to me.
Please continue to keep us updated on how you're doing and, of course, keep sending Buster your notes.
They are so sweet. You're doing a great job keeping Buster happy.
Big Hug,
Deanna
Dear Jorge
I have sat and read every one of your posts on this thread, right from the start. I shared yours - and everyone else's - hope that Buster would be OK and I felt the crashing loss and pain when you had to make that hardest of decisions (it is a week today that I had to do the same and let my little Chihuahua Marilyn go). I don't think anything will ever move me as much as the way you wrote about Buster, your love for him shone through in every post. You have a huge heart Jorge and are truly one of life's great and good people. Every so often we meet people that make our lives richer just by being in them, even if it is just for a short time, and we never forget them.
I hope you will continue to update everyone on here with stories about your new family, I have felt privileged and blessed to have been a part of it. You have helped me more than you will ever know. My love and prayers are with you all - meens x
I have sat and read every one of your posts on this thread, right from the start. I shared yours - and everyone else's - hope that Buster would be OK and I felt the crashing loss and pain when you had to make that hardest of decisions (it is a week today that I had to do the same and let my little Chihuahua Marilyn go). I don't think anything will ever move me as much as the way you wrote about Buster, your love for him shone through in every post. You have a huge heart Jorge and are truly one of life's great and good people. Every so often we meet people that make our lives richer just by being in them, even if it is just for a short time, and we never forget them.
I hope you will continue to update everyone on here with stories about your new family, I have felt privileged and blessed to have been a part of it. You have helped me more than you will ever know. My love and prayers are with you all - meens x
Thank you Deanna and meens x, you know, I thought when I was reading your posts that I was not doing enough to keep my love for my Son Buster alive and as I was going thru it two big tears rolled down my face and anderstood that what I feel it shows and you guys can see it and I hope Buster can see it too, am soooo glad about that you have no idea and made my day and I like to thank for it. Well, my new family is doing great they know each other well even more now and keeping my days and nights very busy you know I just to have one and now I have saved 5 of them and do not regret it they are sweet and act like shadows all of them following me every where I go in the house, the female Trixie likes to sleep a lot [on bed] BJ would not miss a step of mine all over the house and the three Kitties love the basement area they are Weena, El Niño and Miss Kitty, El Niño es a diabetic and have to give him Insulin shot twice a day wich his former owner provides me with the medecine {thank God} well so far so good BUT I need my Buster badly that you all know, like I said before is like been in the middle of desert with planty of cold water to drink and not able to take it that is the way I feel about my Son Buster, he was such Special and sweet Dog with such strong caracter impossible to forget and will miss him and the he was for ever and ever. See, sometimes when am in bed I close my eyes and imagine his face with those specias eyes and everytime he looked at me it felt like we was giving me some extrange peace to my whole body and soul it feels also like when I picture his face it looks like he is seated on my mind confortably and I really don't want to move him away from there, am sure many of you know what am talking about don't you?.
I wish you all all the peace in the world and be good to all your furbabys love them like there was no tomorow, kiss them and hug them strong and please enjoy them fully, until later, Trixie, BJ, Weena, El Niño, Miss Kitty and Jorge Click to view attachment
I wish you all all the peace in the world and be good to all your furbabys love them like there was no tomorow, kiss them and hug them strong and please enjoy them fully, until later, Trixie, BJ, Weena, El Niño, Miss Kitty and Jorge
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QUOTE (havana @ Aug 12 2008, 01:16 PM) 
Thank you Deanna and meens x, you know, I thought when I was reading your posts that I was not doing enough to keep my love for my Son Buster alive and as I was going thru it two big tears rolled down my face and anderstood that what I feel it shows and you guys can see it and I hope Buster can see it too, am soooo glad about that you have no idea and made my day and I like to thank for it. Well, my new family is doing great they know each other well even more now and keeping my days and nights very busy you know I just to have one and now I have saved 5 of them and do not regret it they are sweet and act like shadows all of them following me every where I go in the house, the female Trixie likes to sleep a lot [on bed] BJ would not miss a step of mine all over the house and the three Kitties love the basement area they are Weena, El Niño and Miss Kitty, El Niño es a diabetic and have to give him Insulin shot twice a day wich his former owner provides me with the medecine {thank God} well so far so good BUT I need my Buster badly that you all know, like I said before is like been in the middle of desert with planty of cold water to drink and not able to take it that is the way I feel about my Son Buster, he was such Special and sweet Dog with such strong caracter impossible to forget and will miss him and the he was for ever and ever. See, sometimes when am in bed I close my eyes and imagine his face with those specias eyes and everytime he looked at me it felt like we was giving me some extrange peace to my whole body and soul it feels also like when I picture his face it looks like he is seated on my mind confortably and I really don't want to move him away from there, am sure many of you know what am talking about don't you?.
I wish you all all the peace in the world and be good to all your furbabys love them like there was no tomorow, kiss them and hug them strong and please enjoy them fully, until later, Trixie, BJ, Weena, El Niño, Miss Kitty and Jorge Click to view attachment
Hey Jorge
So glad you replied and so happy your family are going so well - I can just picture them all following you around the house - animals are good judges of character and they obviously love you as much as you love them. I bet you have your hands full but your heart is so full of love you will manage! I know you miss your Buster - nothing will ever replace him - but he is proud of his dad taking on all those unwanted babies and giving them such a wonderful life.
Buster will never leave you - he is always with you. We keep them alive always in our memories. At the moment I find it hard to remember without tears, my heart aches for my little girl. I got her ashes back today and cried in the vets. She is home now, I will keep her by my bed for now so she is close to me. I miss her badly, as you do Buster. I pray that one day we can remember without tears and pain. Your love for your son Buster shines through in every post. Be very proud of yourself.
Please keep posting, I love reading your posts.
meens ***
I wish you all all the peace in the world and be good to all your furbabys love them like there was no tomorow, kiss them and hug them strong and please enjoy them fully, until later, Trixie, BJ, Weena, El Niño, Miss Kitty and Jorge
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So glad you replied and so happy your family are going so well - I can just picture them all following you around the house - animals are good judges of character and they obviously love you as much as you love them. I bet you have your hands full but your heart is so full of love you will manage! I know you miss your Buster - nothing will ever replace him - but he is proud of his dad taking on all those unwanted babies and giving them such a wonderful life.
Buster will never leave you - he is always with you. We keep them alive always in our memories. At the moment I find it hard to remember without tears, my heart aches for my little girl. I got her ashes back today and cried in the vets. She is home now, I will keep her by my bed for now so she is close to me. I miss her badly, as you do Buster. I pray that one day we can remember without tears and pain. Your love for your son Buster shines through in every post. Be very proud of yourself.
Please keep posting, I love reading your posts.
meens ***
I thank you meens, you are one of the kind, appreciate all your kind words for me. Am so sorry you had to make the decision of saying good bye to your sweet and pretty little Chihuahua and it was hard wasent it? I know it was I had to do it my self and it was not pretty and am so sorry for it. I see people that get rid of their Furbabys becouse what ever the reazon they have to do so and can not understand it they have no idea how they suffer for ever and am sorry for that too. Me? I will tell you that a Furbaby that gets into my hands is to never let go until the end I think it is the way it should be. Before I forget it I like to say that I had another dream about Buster {I asked God for it} We were in the Meramec River {were we just go often} and he was soooo happy running all over and soooo healthy too I was calling him to get into the water with me and he was trying hard to get until I woke up kind of sad but pleased that he allowed me to see him in my dreams one more time. My new family it's okay Trixie and BJ are best friends now and she dosen't look depress any more, eats and drink like when Buster was alive and start it to bark to the Mail Man again, also Bj and El Niño like each other very much and they play often and the little one follows the big one every where he goes, I have never seen a Cat following a Dog like he was the son following the father, that is increible. Well nothing more until later you know my hands are very busy now but one thing I want to say and that is that I miss my Buster like never thought I would, Bless to all the furbabys that had departed, all of them from the biggest to the smallest all included, they all are in my thoughts even if I don't call any of their names and to the ones still with us a huge hug and a huge kiss and please love them like the way they deserve, God Bless you all, a salute from my New Family and I, Jorge Click to view attachment
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Hey there Jorge
Lovely to get your post and to hear how the new family are doing - it sounds happy mayhem in your house! I think you should film a day in your life and post it on here, it sounds mad but so happy too. And you deserve to be happy Jorge.
Yes having my baby put to sleep was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life, and there have been hard times before, but nothing comes close to this. I miss her so much it hurts. Like you I am fortunate to have other animals (Marilyn's sister Chi Chi and a rescue terrier called Betty) but its not the same, I miss my baby.
I agree with you that once we take an animal on, its for keeps. There were times when it would have been easier for me to let the dogs go rather than keep them, but it was just not an option, they are there for the journey. I help out at a local dog rescue and there are dogs there whose owners just "changed their minds" - I don't understand. For me it would be like having a baby boy when you really wanted a baby girl, then later on having a baby girl and giving the boy away. You just don't do it.
I am so glad you dreamt of Buster - I know you were having problems sleeping, so I am extra pleased that Buster came to you in your dreams. He was letting you know he was happy and OK, it is truly a lovely thing and must have brought you a lot of peace and comfort. I pray that one day I will have the same and Marilyn will come to me in a dream.
Bless you Jorge, I hope you will come back and let us know how things are going.
meens ***
Lovely to get your post and to hear how the new family are doing - it sounds happy mayhem in your house! I think you should film a day in your life and post it on here, it sounds mad but so happy too. And you deserve to be happy Jorge.
Yes having my baby put to sleep was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life, and there have been hard times before, but nothing comes close to this. I miss her so much it hurts. Like you I am fortunate to have other animals (Marilyn's sister Chi Chi and a rescue terrier called Betty) but its not the same, I miss my baby.
I agree with you that once we take an animal on, its for keeps. There were times when it would have been easier for me to let the dogs go rather than keep them, but it was just not an option, they are there for the journey. I help out at a local dog rescue and there are dogs there whose owners just "changed their minds" - I don't understand. For me it would be like having a baby boy when you really wanted a baby girl, then later on having a baby girl and giving the boy away. You just don't do it.
I am so glad you dreamt of Buster - I know you were having problems sleeping, so I am extra pleased that Buster came to you in your dreams. He was letting you know he was happy and OK, it is truly a lovely thing and must have brought you a lot of peace and comfort. I pray that one day I will have the same and Marilyn will come to me in a dream.
Bless you Jorge, I hope you will come back and let us know how things are going.
meens ***
Hi Jorge,
It's great to hear you are so busy enjoying your furry family.
:.........Meens isn't the only one who would love to see your household on video. Your hands must be sooooooo full.
Take care Jorge..........We'll have to talk again soon.
Hugs,
Beth
It's great to hear you are so busy enjoying your furry family.
:.........Meens isn't the only one who would love to see your household on video. Your hands must be sooooooo full.Take care Jorge..........We'll have to talk again soon.
Hugs,
Beth
Thank you all, Love Them, Deanna, meens, goliath you are the greattes, love the way you all talk to me. One thing new I noticed though and that is that BJ loves to sleep on Buster's favorite spot and, I wonder! love you all, until later, New Family and I Click to view attachment
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Thank you all, Love Them, Deanna, meens, goliath you are the greattes, love the way you all talk to me. One thing new I noticed though and that is that BJ loves to sleep on Buster's favorite spot and, I wonder! love you all, until later, New Family and I Click to view attachment
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BJ knows - you don't even need to wonder. Dogs pick up on and see things us mere humans are mostly unaware of.
I am glad you are all keeping well. Love the photos, they are cuddle monsters those two! Give them a hug from me!
Best wishes and love to you all
meens xx
Hi Buster! How are you today? I hope you are ok! Me? Missing you like always, we had soooo much fun today at River and your presence was need it, I did not say anything to any one around that knew me but I really missed you my Son, I saw everybody swimming Trixie and Bj too but I wanted to see you and you were not there. I hope you felt I wanted you there and maybe, we never know, but you probably were there next to me when I called your name and everybody was away from me while swimming, well, just wanted to tell you that I am so sorry you were not there physicaly becouse if you did it would it been a blast like always was when you were there with me, I missed you and loved you today and will miss you and love you for ever, until later your Daddy Jorge Click to view attachment
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QUOTE (havana @ Aug 17 2008, 10:00 PM)
Hi Buster! How are you today? I hope you are ok! Me? Missing you like always, we had soooo much fun today at River and your presence was need it, I did not say anything to any one around that knew me but I really missed you my Son, I saw everybody swimming Trixie and Bj too but I wanted to see you and you were not there. I hope you felt I wanted you there and maybe, we never know, but you probably were there next to me when I called your name and everybody was away from me while swimming, well, just wanted to tell you that I am so sorry you were not there physicaly becouse if you were it would it been a blast like always was when you were there with me, I missed you and loved you today and will miss you and love you for ever, until later your Daddy Jorge Click to view attachment
Click to view attachmentHi Jorge, I am so happy you are enjoying your new family.. I wish you many happy dreams with Buster. I unfortunately have not had any of Arthur(at least not that I can remember). Only that cat he sent to me when I asked him for a sign that I did the right thing. And I still haven't seen it since! Does he want me to forget about him or move on? That's not going to happen. The forgetting part anyways. I would like to take this opportunity to let you know that your picture of you and Buster is my absolute favorite. I did not get the chance to get many of me and Art. Just a few grainy ones from my cell phone. So take lots of picts of you new friends..Hugs.. AnnClick to view attachment
Hi, Jorge....I read your post here:
Hi Buster! How are you today? I hope you are ok! Me? Missing you like always, we had soooo much fun today at River and your presence was need it, I did not say anything to any one around that knew me but I really missed you my Son, I saw everybody swimming Trixie and Bj too but I wanted to see you and you were not there. I hope you felt I wanted you there and maybe, we never know, but you probably were there next to me when I called your name and everybody was away from me while swimming, well, just wanted to tell you that I am so sorry you were not there physicaly becouse if you were it would it been a blast like always was when you were there with me, I missed you and loved you today and will miss you and love you for ever, until later your Daddy Jorge wub.gif
and all I could think of was to say to you: And REMEMBER, Jorge...Buster hears every word you are saying, I am sure of that.
He is truly a part of you now forever and you two can never be separated again.
Hugs to you and your new family....and to that beautiful, wonderful Angel....Buster
Hi Buster! How are you today? I hope you are ok! Me? Missing you like always, we had soooo much fun today at River and your presence was need it, I did not say anything to any one around that knew me but I really missed you my Son, I saw everybody swimming Trixie and Bj too but I wanted to see you and you were not there. I hope you felt I wanted you there and maybe, we never know, but you probably were there next to me when I called your name and everybody was away from me while swimming, well, just wanted to tell you that I am so sorry you were not there physicaly becouse if you were it would it been a blast like always was when you were there with me, I missed you and loved you today and will miss you and love you for ever, until later your Daddy Jorge wub.gif
and all I could think of was to say to you: And REMEMBER, Jorge...Buster hears every word you are saying, I am sure of that.
He is truly a part of you now forever and you two can never be separated again.
Hugs to you and your new family....and to that beautiful, wonderful Angel....Buster
QUOTE (havana @ Aug 17 2008, 09:00 PM)
Hi Buster! How are you today? I hope you are ok! Me? Missing you like always, we had soooo much fun today at River and your presence was need it, I did not say anything to any one around that knew me but I really missed you my Son, I saw everybody swimming Trixie and Bj too but I wanted to see you and you were not there. I hope you felt I wanted you there and maybe, we never know, but you probably were there next to me when I called your name and everybody was away from me while swimming, well, just wanted to tell you that I am so sorry you were not there physicaly becouse if you were it would it been a blast like always was when you were there with me, I missed you and loved you today and will miss you and love you for ever, until later your Daddy Jorge Click to view attachment
Click to view attachmentHi Jorge
Your posts to Buster are so beautifully written, they always set me off crying. Your love for Buster just shines through. Just as you will never forget him, he will never forget you. He's right there with you, always.
I'm so glad you are having fun with your new family, Buster wants you to be happy and like I said, he's with you.
Love
meens ***
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Hi Jorge, I am so happy you are enjoying your new family.. I wish you many happy dreams with Buster. I unfortunately have not had any of Arthur(at least not that I can remember). Only that cat he sent to me when I asked him for a sign that I did the right thing. And I still haven't seen it since! Does he want me to forget about him or move on? That's not going to happen. The forgetting part anyways. I would like to take this opportunity to let you know that your picture of you and Buster is my absolute favorite. I did not get the chance to get many of me and Art. Just a few grainy ones from my cell phone. So take lots of picts of you new friends..Hugs.. AnnClick to view attachment
Dear Ann
You may not have many pics of Arthur but that pic is worth millions - its absolutely beautiful.
Arthur doesn't want you to forget him but he wouldn't want you to be sad. I don't think we ever move on, we just adapt to them not being there. I too wish I could dream of Marilyn, I did feel her presence in bed next to me one night and have seen rainbows on the day I lost her and the day I got her ashes back, but a dream would be nice.
We miss them, don't we? But treasure that wonderful photo and your memories
meens ***
Again thanks a million to all of you who read my posts, Ann, with that pix you don't need another one, it speaks for it self, I can see the love and trust in both of you and it is out of this world I can see it.
Love Them I just want to say that you are one of a kind and I mean it! wish you were my next door neighbor though becouse people like you it is worth to have around big time.
Goliath, have no words to express my self for all the help you have gave to me thru this my worst time ever, you were there for me even on the phone even though you did not know me at all, well that says a lot about you and the kind of person you are and appreciate it that.
I still don't know why exactly I did what I did adopting 5 almost in the streets Furbabys, maybe it was ment to be, I do not regret it and love them all already. I guess I wanted to cover my pain in big busy ways to make the pain a bit easy on me. I really like to thank you all again, new family and I, Jorge Click to view attachment
Love Them I just want to say that you are one of a kind and I mean it! wish you were my next door neighbor though becouse people like you it is worth to have around big time.
Goliath, have no words to express my self for all the help you have gave to me thru this my worst time ever, you were there for me even on the phone even though you did not know me at all, well that says a lot about you and the kind of person you are and appreciate it that.
I still don't know why exactly I did what I did adopting 5 almost in the streets Furbabys, maybe it was ment to be, I do not regret it and love them all already. I guess I wanted to cover my pain in big busy ways to make the pain a bit easy on me. I really like to thank you all again, new family and I, Jorge
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Good night Buster love you and miss you, until later, Daddy Jorge Click to view attachment
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Oh My Gosh! What a beautiful fur baby family you have, Jorge!!!!!!
I want to give Hugs to You, Your Fur Baby Family and to your Angel Son Buster!
Big Hugs and Lotsa Love!!!
Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
I want to give Hugs to You, Your Fur Baby Family and to your Angel Son Buster!
Big Hugs and Lotsa Love!!!
Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
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Buster, one more chain I break
to get me closer to you
One more chain does the maker make
To keep me from bustin' through
One more notch I scratch
To keep me thinkin' of you
One more notch does the maker make
Upon my face so blue
Get along, little doggies
Get along, little doggies
One more smile I fake
And try my best to be glad
One more smile does the maker make
Becouse he knows I'm sad
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That only can the maker make
A happy man of me
Get along little doggies
Get along little doggies
Get along. God why do I miss him so much???
to get me closer to you
One more chain does the maker make
To keep me from bustin' through
One more notch I scratch
To keep me thinkin' of you
One more notch does the maker make
Upon my face so blue
Get along, little doggies
Get along, little doggies
One more smile I fake
And try my best to be glad
One more smile does the maker make
Becouse he knows I'm sad
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That only can the maker make
A happy man of me
Get along little doggies
Get along little doggies
Get along. God why do I miss him so much???
{{{{{{{Jorge}}}}}}} That's got to be just about the most beautiful, heart felt poem I've ever read that you wrote to your Son Buster. I have tears running down my cheeks. I can feel your love for your Son Buster and your new fur children family. God Bless You Most Abundantly, Jorge. You are a Treasure and a Wonderful Person!!!
Sending Many Angels, Lit Candles and Comforting Hugs to You All!!!
Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
Sending Many Angels, Lit Candles and Comforting Hugs to You All!!!
Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
Jorge....Hugs to you and your family...BJ, Trixie, Weena, El Nino, Miss Kitty, and your beautiful Angel...Buster
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Thank you AngelCareOne and Love Them, sorry I have to write all those things down but I had such strong relation with my Beloved Buster that I can't help it to miss him soooo much and writing things about him seem that it helps me a bit to let it out of my chest and cry when I have too, always here if you need me, Jorge Click to view attachment
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Hi, Jorge:
Hope you liked that I put all your babies in one place...so you and everyone could see your whole family together.
Grieving here means you never have to say you are sorry about showing your love. It is a wonderful thing to write such beautiful words to Buster. That's what your topic is here for. This is Buster's special place...where you can say what you want, whenever you want, and as often as you want.
We all love to read your words because it is the love we see in them that make us remember the love for our best friends and love
is a warm, nice feeling.
We also like to hear how you and your new family are doing....what a wonderful thing you did to take these babies into your home and your heart. Buster will always have only his..own special place in your heart....a place where he can never leave you. He is healthy, breathing wonderfully and is always ready to listen to your words...in your home or here....his spirit is with you all the time so wherever you are...so is he and if you are typing him a note here..I am sure he is looking over your shoulder...reading everything you say.
He is with you now forever. He will watch over you and his new "brothers" and "sisters" and must be so proud to see the wonderful things you are doing for your new furbabies that needed a home (and I still think somehow...he arranged everything so he was sure you would not be without some babies you can hug).
So here is a bunch of hugs for you and your family...and a special to Buster, your sweet Angel.
HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG
Hope you liked that I put all your babies in one place...so you and everyone could see your whole family together.
Grieving here means you never have to say you are sorry about showing your love. It is a wonderful thing to write such beautiful words to Buster. That's what your topic is here for. This is Buster's special place...where you can say what you want, whenever you want, and as often as you want.
We all love to read your words because it is the love we see in them that make us remember the love for our best friends and love
is a warm, nice feeling.
We also like to hear how you and your new family are doing....what a wonderful thing you did to take these babies into your home and your heart. Buster will always have only his..own special place in your heart....a place where he can never leave you. He is healthy, breathing wonderfully and is always ready to listen to your words...in your home or here....his spirit is with you all the time so wherever you are...so is he and if you are typing him a note here..I am sure he is looking over your shoulder...reading everything you say.
He is with you now forever. He will watch over you and his new "brothers" and "sisters" and must be so proud to see the wonderful things you are doing for your new furbabies that needed a home (and I still think somehow...he arranged everything so he was sure you would not be without some babies you can hug).
So here is a bunch of hugs for you and your family...and a special
to Buster, your sweet Angel.HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG
QUOTE (LoveThem @ Aug 23 2008, 12:42 PM)
Hi, Jorge:
Hope you liked that I put all your babies in one place...so you and everyone could see your whole family together.
Grieving here means you never have to say you are sorry about showing your love. It is a wonderful thing to write such beautiful words to Buster. That's what your topic is here for. This is Buster's special place...where you can say what you want, whenever you want, and as often as you want.
We all love to read your words because it is the love we see in them that make us remember the love for our best friends and love
is a warm, nice feeling.
We also like to hear how you and your new family are doing....what a wonderful thing you did to take these babies into your home and your heart. Buster will always have only his..own special place in your heart....a place where he can never leave you. He is healthy, breathing wonderfully and is always ready to listen to your words...in your home or here....his spirit is with you all the time so wherever you are...so is he and if you are typing him a note here..I am sure he is looking over your shoulder...reading everything you say.
He is with you now forever. He will watch over you and his new "brothers" and "sisters" and must be so proud to see the wonderful things you are doing for your new furbabies that needed a home (and I still think somehow...he arranged everything so he was sure you would not be without some babies you can hug).
So here is a bunch of hugs for you and your family...and a special to Buster, your sweet Angel.
HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG
Hope you liked that I put all your babies in one place...so you and everyone could see your whole family together.
Grieving here means you never have to say you are sorry about showing your love. It is a wonderful thing to write such beautiful words to Buster. That's what your topic is here for. This is Buster's special place...where you can say what you want, whenever you want, and as often as you want.
We all love to read your words because it is the love we see in them that make us remember the love for our best friends and love
is a warm, nice feeling.
We also like to hear how you and your new family are doing....what a wonderful thing you did to take these babies into your home and your heart. Buster will always have only his..own special place in your heart....a place where he can never leave you. He is healthy, breathing wonderfully and is always ready to listen to your words...in your home or here....his spirit is with you all the time so wherever you are...so is he and if you are typing him a note here..I am sure he is looking over your shoulder...reading everything you say.
He is with you now forever. He will watch over you and his new "brothers" and "sisters" and must be so proud to see the wonderful things you are doing for your new furbabies that needed a home (and I still think somehow...he arranged everything so he was sure you would not be without some babies you can hug).
So here is a bunch of hugs for you and your family...and a special
to Buster, your sweet Angel.HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG
Thank you Love Them, it seems you know me already, tears rolling down now... they are sad and happy combined. Like you say Happy Family but when I look down I like to see Buster so badly that makes me feel very sad. I see so many people here are gone and don't see them anymore but I do feel the need to be here, some how it feels am conected to Buster in strongest ways while am here talking to the few that answer my posts now and writing to My Buster. Am I waisting my time? and if I was it dosen't matter 'cause like to talk to you and write to my Son Buster often, big hug for you and all the ones near you, always here Click to view attachmentJorge
And thank you for putting all my family together
I'm still here, Jorge,
I know I don't post as much. I am trying sooo hard to go on with my life without my precious, adorable Zoe. She's now in my heart, however, I'd give anything to have her physically here with me. I carry my fake smile to make my family members and friends think "I'm ok" ....I am, but I'm not. I know I'm not making any sense but, I guess, it doesn't make any sense to me, that she's gone. Sigh... I am grasping at anything or any opportunity I can, to keep her existance alive. I've had special jewelry made, things with her name engraved on them, I bought a purse with "paw prints" on it, I work on scrapbooks of her, I write in a journal to her, I sit on my front porch, look into the sky and just talk to her just about every evening when everyone has gone to bed.....I've even gone as far as visiting a tattoo shop to have her name engraved on my ankle?! (my whole life I've been against tattoos ...go figure)? I miss her soooo much Jorge. I know the love you had (or have) for Buster is pretty close to how I feel about Zoe.
Hang in there with me,
Your cyber friend,
Deanna
I know I don't post as much. I am trying sooo hard to go on with my life without my precious, adorable Zoe. She's now in my heart, however, I'd give anything to have her physically here with me. I carry my fake smile to make my family members and friends think "I'm ok" ....I am, but I'm not. I know I'm not making any sense but, I guess, it doesn't make any sense to me, that she's gone. Sigh... I am grasping at anything or any opportunity I can, to keep her existance alive. I've had special jewelry made, things with her name engraved on them, I bought a purse with "paw prints" on it, I work on scrapbooks of her, I write in a journal to her, I sit on my front porch, look into the sky and just talk to her just about every evening when everyone has gone to bed.....I've even gone as far as visiting a tattoo shop to have her name engraved on my ankle?! (my whole life I've been against tattoos ...go figure)? I miss her soooo much Jorge. I know the love you had (or have) for Buster is pretty close to how I feel about Zoe.
Hang in there with me,
Your cyber friend,
Deanna
QUOTE (havana @ Aug 24 2008, 09:46 AM)
Thank you Love Them, it seems you know me already, tears rolling down now... they are sad and happy combined. Like you say Happy Family but when I look down I like to see Buster so badly that makes me feel very sad. I see so many people here are gone and don't see them anymore but I do feel the need to be here, some how it feels am conected to Buster in strongest ways while am here talking to the few that answer my posts and writing to My Buster. Am I waisting my time? and it I was it dosen't matter 'cause like to talk to you and write to my Son Buster often, big hug for you and all the ones near you, always here Click to view attachmentJorge And thank you for putting all my family together
And thank you for putting all my family togetherHi Jorge,
I'm glad to hear you are doing well. Like Deanna, I am trying to get on with my life with my Candy and we're doing okay. It's just that i can't help cry everytime I think of her. It's like every picture, video of her makes me tear up instead of feeling happy. Not sure how long that will last. Maybe after I get my puppies it might get easier.
God bless you and take care of you and your new family.
Hal
Candy's Dad
Hi Jorge! Thought I would drop by and visit since it's been awhile. I loved reading your poem written with so much love. The deep emotions you were feeling came through loud and clear. You touched my heart in a very special kind of way. Thank you!
Take care Jorge and give those babies of yours some lovin' from me.
Hugs,
Beth
Take care Jorge and give those babies of yours some lovin' from me.
Hugs,
Beth
Click to view attachmentThank you AngelCareOne, LoveThem, Deanna, Beth and Hal for your Prayers and kind words to my new family and I but most specially for my Beloved Buster.
Well, even though I have my hands full of Love and Joy can't help to think about him so much and it feels [you all know this] like I need Buster like the air I breath it may sound strange but true. I have heard some sayings before like
"I know that every day that passes by is another day closer to seing and being with you"
"I dropped a tear in the Ocean the day you find it is the day I will stop missing you"
It feels like they were made for me. Oh! My Son Buster what a Dog a Human Bean in a Dog's Body you are!.
Now I know this becouse only God could make something as Wonderful as you are Buster!.
I also know you are safe, healthy and looking over all of us but please allow me to love and miss you sometimes you know that makes me feel all good inside and when I do that feels like I am a better person, I remember you every second of the day with Joy and always will, I am soooo sorry you are not here with me but like I said it before even though I wanted you here longer with me God had other plans for you in the next level and now I do accept that but what I can not accept it is stop loving and missing you, I miss you sooo much that only God and my broken Heart knows how bad it is, love you always and talk to you later My Son Buster, your Papa, Jorge 5/20/1997-6/20/2008.
Well, even though I have my hands full of Love and Joy can't help to think about him so much and it feels [you all know this] like I need Buster like the air I breath it may sound strange but true. I have heard some sayings before like
"I know that every day that passes by is another day closer to seing and being with you"
"I dropped a tear in the Ocean the day you find it is the day I will stop missing you"
It feels like they were made for me. Oh! My Son Buster what a Dog a Human Bean in a Dog's Body you are!.
Now I know this becouse only God could make something as Wonderful as you are Buster!.
I also know you are safe, healthy and looking over all of us but please allow me to love and miss you sometimes you know that makes me feel all good inside and when I do that feels like I am a better person, I remember you every second of the day with Joy and always will, I am soooo sorry you are not here with me but like I said it before even though I wanted you here longer with me God had other plans for you in the next level and now I do accept that but what I can not accept it is stop loving and missing you, I miss you sooo much that only God and my broken Heart knows how bad it is, love you always and talk to you later My Son Buster, your Papa, Jorge
5/20/1997-6/20/2008.
Good morning my Sweet Son Buster, today Trixie, BJ and I are going to have some fun out and hope you will come along with us, please do, we miss you a lot, talk to you later, Daddy Jorge Click to view attachment
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Hi Dearest Jorge!
So wonderful to see you, your Son Buster and great to know that you, Trixie and BJ are going out to have some fun! Hey, I know your Son Buster will be right there with you, Dear One. You betcha he will be there.
I've been lighting Candles for you and your Son Buster and will now light more for your Son Buster, Trixie, BJ and your other fur children. Please tell me the names of all fur kids so I can light candles for them by name, too.
By the way, someone asked me how to find the candles I've lit for them and their fur children so I'll tell you now how to find yours. Once you get to this link, go to the upper left hand, click "Search" and type in the initials: DZ and that will take you to the candles I've lit for you, your Son Buster as well as all the other candles I've lit for others. And here is the direct link to that site: Light a Candle.
I do so wish to light candles for you and all your wonderful family, Jorge. You are such a Treasure and a genuinely Wonderful Person!!! Please don't forget to tell me all their names.
I'm pretty sure they are your Son Buster, BJ, Trixie, Weena, El Nino and Miss Kitty. Am I right? Do let me know for certain. Okay?
Sending Many Angels and Hugs to You, Your Son Buster and all your Fur Family!!!
Always,
Angel xoxoxox
So wonderful to see you, your Son Buster and great to know that you, Trixie and BJ are going out to have some fun! Hey, I know your Son Buster will be right there with you, Dear One. You betcha he will be there.
I've been lighting Candles for you and your Son Buster and will now light more for your Son Buster, Trixie, BJ and your other fur children. Please tell me the names of all fur kids so I can light candles for them by name, too.
By the way, someone asked me how to find the candles I've lit for them and their fur children so I'll tell you now how to find yours. Once you get to this link, go to the upper left hand, click "Search" and type in the initials: DZ and that will take you to the candles I've lit for you, your Son Buster as well as all the other candles I've lit for others. And here is the direct link to that site: Light a Candle.
I do so wish to light candles for you and all your wonderful family, Jorge. You are such a Treasure and a genuinely Wonderful Person!!! Please don't forget to tell me all their names.
I'm pretty sure they are your Son Buster, BJ, Trixie, Weena, El Nino and Miss Kitty. Am I right? Do let me know for certain. Okay?
Sending Many Angels and Hugs to You, Your Son Buster and all your Fur Family!!!
Always,
Angel xoxoxox
QUOTE (AngelCareOne @ Aug 30 2008, 10:33 AM)
Hi Dearest Jorge!
So wonderful to see you, your Son Buster and great to know that you, Trixie and BJ are going out to have some fun! Hey, I know your Son Buster will be right there with you, Dear One. You betcha.
I've been lighting Candles for you and your Son Buster and will now light more for your Son Buster and Trixie and BJ. Please tell me the names of any of your other fur kids so I can light candles for them, too. So, may I please have all your fur kids names, Please? Thanks!
By the way, someone asked me how to find the candles I've lit for them and their fur children so I'll tell you now how to find yours. Once you get to this link, go to the upper left hand, click "Search" and type in the initials: DZ and that will take you to the candles I've lit for you, your Son Buster as well as all the other candles I've lit for others. And here is the direct link to that site: Light a Candle.
I do so wish to light candles for you and all your wonderful family, Jorge. You are such a Treasure and a genuinely Wonderful Person!!! Please don't forget to tell me their names. I'm pretty sure there's your kitty fur kid, too.
Sending Many Angels and Hugs to You, Your Son Buster and all your Fur Family!!!
Always,
Angel xoxoxox
So wonderful to see you, your Son Buster and great to know that you, Trixie and BJ are going out to have some fun! Hey, I know your Son Buster will be right there with you, Dear One. You betcha.
I've been lighting Candles for you and your Son Buster and will now light more for your Son Buster and Trixie and BJ. Please tell me the names of any of your other fur kids so I can light candles for them, too. So, may I please have all your fur kids names, Please? Thanks!
By the way, someone asked me how to find the candles I've lit for them and their fur children so I'll tell you now how to find yours. Once you get to this link, go to the upper left hand, click "Search" and type in the initials: DZ and that will take you to the candles I've lit for you, your Son Buster as well as all the other candles I've lit for others. And here is the direct link to that site: Light a Candle.
I do so wish to light candles for you and all your wonderful family, Jorge. You are such a Treasure and a genuinely Wonderful Person!!! Please don't forget to tell me their names. I'm pretty sure there's your kitty fur kid, too.
Sending Many Angels and Hugs to You, Your Son Buster and all your Fur Family!!!
Always,
Angel xoxoxox
Hey! thanks AngelCareOne, they are Trixie, BJ, Weena, El Niño and Miss Kitty, appreciate, talk to you later, Jorge
{{{{{Jorge}}}}} Thanks so much. I'm on my way right now to light some more candles and this time for your Son Buster and all your Fur Family by their names Trixie, BJ, Weena, El Niño y (and) Miss Kitty. Hey, I'll even put your candle messages in Spanish for you! Errr, I think that's Spanish? Blush. Here I go ...
God Bless You, Dear One and all your precious Fur Family!!!
Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
God Bless You, Dear One and all your precious Fur Family!!!
Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
My Son, I miss you sooooo much
that no one will ever know, I need you.
"He was a friend of mine, he was a friend of mine, every time I think of him
I just can't keep from crying
'Cause he was a friend of mine
He died on the road, he died on the road
He just kept on moving
Never reaped what he could sow
And he was a friend of mine
I stole away and cried, I stole away and cried
'Cause I never had too much money
and never been quite satified
And he was a friend of mine
He never done no wrong, he never done no wrong
A thousand miles from home and he never harmed no one
And he was a friend of mine
He was a friend of mine, he was a friend of mine
Every time I hear his name Lord
I just can't keep from crying
'Cause he was a friend of mine".
Eleven years and a month of pure Love and Joy! Click to view attachment May 20th, 1997- June 20th, 2008
that no one will ever know, I need you.
"He was a friend of mine, he was a friend of mine, every time I think of him
I just can't keep from crying
'Cause he was a friend of mine
He died on the road, he died on the road
He just kept on moving
Never reaped what he could sow
And he was a friend of mine
I stole away and cried, I stole away and cried
'Cause I never had too much money
and never been quite satified
And he was a friend of mine
He never done no wrong, he never done no wrong
A thousand miles from home and he never harmed no one
And he was a friend of mine
He was a friend of mine, he was a friend of mine
Every time I hear his name Lord
I just can't keep from crying
'Cause he was a friend of mine".
Eleven years and a month of pure Love and Joy!
Click to view attachment May 20th, 1997- June 20th, 2008
{{{{{{{Jorge}}}}}}} Many tears stream down my cheeks. That is such a very, very sad but Beautiful Poem and I've already set it to music in my mind. It makes a very moving, touching song and poem, too! Oh, how I feel your great pain and see your tears, Dear One! What a Loving Experience That Is!!!
Here is your Son Buster as you shower him with your many tears. Each tear contains your heart because you carry your Son Buster's heart in your heart now. You are both as one and Buster can Feel you so close right now, Jorge! He really can!!!
http://www.flektor.com/view/_1220234544_17...029_2_0_008_030
Many Angels, lit Candle and Comforting Hugs to You and Your Son Buster!!!!!
Always
Dottie xoxoxox
Here is your Son Buster as you shower him with your many tears. Each tear contains your heart because you carry your Son Buster's heart in your heart now. You are both as one and Buster can Feel you so close right now, Jorge! He really can!!!
http://www.flektor.com/view/_1220234544_17...029_2_0_008_030
Many Angels, lit Candle and Comforting Hugs to You and Your Son Buster!!!!!
AlwaysDottie xoxoxox
Good morning Buster! I miss you a lot, Papa, Jorge Click to view attachment
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Dearest {{{{{{{Jorge}}}}}}} Your Son Buster came by this morning to tell you "THANK YOU!!!" for all the Beautiful long stem red roses you sent him and he says they smell sooooo Lovely!!! He sends you Many Kisses!!!
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God Bless You Most Abundantly, Jorge!!! Winging many, many Angels and Comforting Hugs to You, your Son Buster and to the rest of your Fur Baby Family Trixie, BJ, Weena, El Niño and Miss Kitty!!!
Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
Oh My Gosh!!! You and your Son Buster were on my TV on the NATIONAL NEWS STATION Just now, Jorge!!! I got a still photo shot of the headlines. Make sure to read what it says under "BREAKING NEWS" and also read what that moving ticker tape says! Wow!!! I don't know about you but my vision is rather poor so, in case the print is too small for you to see, under "BREAKING NEWS" it says: "CHRIS BLISS JUGGLES FOR JORGE AND SON BUSTER" and the moving ticker tape says: "THE CROWD WAS AMAZED WHEN SON BUSTER RAN OUT ON STAGE WITH CHRIS BLISS DURING HIS JUGGLING ACT AND BEGAN JUGGLING WITH HIM!!! IT WAS SUCH A SIGHT TO BEHOLD!!! JORGE WATCHED HIS SON BUSTER JUGGLING TO MUSIC THEN BUSTER TOOK ONE OF THE BALLS TO HIS DAD JORGE!!! EVERYONE CLAPPED THEIR HANDS WITH JOY!!!" I am so glad for you and your Son Buster! Many Hugs to both of you!!!
Whoo Hoo!!! You and your Son Buster were on the News all over the country today, Jorge!!! First, here's that photo of the breaking news THEN I'll put the Video of Chris Bliss's amazing Performance Art juggling to music under that. Make sure to turn up your volume for the video. Okay? Here goes ...
http://www.flektor.com/view/_1220286646_71...215_2_0_011_002
Always, Dottie xoxoxox
Whoo Hoo!!! You and your Son Buster were on the News all over the country today, Jorge!!! First, here's that photo of the breaking news THEN I'll put the Video of Chris Bliss's amazing Performance Art juggling to music under that. Make sure to turn up your volume for the video. Okay? Here goes ...
http://www.flektor.com/view/_1220286646_71...215_2_0_011_002
Always, Dottie xoxoxox
Good Evening, Dearest Jorge. Guess what?! Your son Buster is at it again, getting in on the act when a performer is juggling. But! This time YOU CAN ACTUALLY SEE YOUR SON BUSTER!!! You never told me how your Son Buster loves so much to "ham it up" when he's having tons of fun. This time it's a very, very different kind of juggling set to music and it's called Contact Juggling.
The juggler's name is Ju-Ju Bean and this is NOT special effects. Awesome! He is really doing that with those clear crystal balls set to beautiful music out in his yard. Then, at 1 minute and 45 seconds into Ju-Ju's performance, you'll see your Son Buster in the background coming from the left side of your screen and walking all the way to the right side followed by a white fur kid doggie friend of his from The Rainbow Bridge!!! Oh My Gosh!!! Your Son Buster made me PROMISE to put this here for you to see. Lookie!!!
Did you see that?! I told you! Hey, you can even catch a glimpse of Buster's back legs and wagging tail to the far right again at two minutes and one second. And, at 2 minutes and 18 seconds, you can see Buster and his white fur kid doggie friend once more in the background to the right running and playing! Oh mi dios!!! Your Son Buster wanted to come and visit you himself from The Rainbow bridge to make sure you know he's young again, healthy, happy, has many friends and is waiting patiently for you Dear One! Awww! It was your Son Buster's idea to put those credits at the end of the performance. Did you see the "THANKS ALEX?" Oh My Gosh, your Son Buster is friends with my feather child Alex at The Rainbow Bridge! Amazing and so Wonderful!!! Buster also had them write "Background Animals Provided by God" there in the credits at the end as a message to you. What a thoughtful, darling, sweet, loving fur kid Buster is and Loves his Dad Sooooo Much to do this!!! Thank you, Buster!!!
Your Son Buster and I both hope this made you Smile and wish you a Very Lovely Day! God Bless You Most Abundantly, Jorge!!! Many Hugs to you and the rest of your fur kid family, BJ, Trixie, Weena, El Nino and Miss Kitty!!!
Always, Dottie xoxoxox
Thank you AngelCareOne, I like to make sure and tell Buster and you that both of you were right and you both hoped right I had two big tears down my face and a big smile, thanks again, Jorge Click to view attachment
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Good morming my Sweet Buster, how are you? I woke up this morning thinking about you [like always] but this time was kind of different I was remembering the evening before you died just a few hours before when you stopped walking on the kitchen floor remember that? Well, I remember that I tried and tried to help you stand up and and you did not wanted too and as I walked away to the leaving room I've heard you were trying to stand by your self on your own I was listening your finger nails on the kitchen floor and then I came back and you stopped so I did retuned to the leaving room and you did it again you were trying to stand up by your self and I came back to the kitchen and you stopped againg for the second time, that is telling me now how Proud you were and you did not wanted to see me you failing to do soo, now I understand the kind of Pride you had, I understand, I understand now. Thank you my Buster for allowed me to be your Daddy, thank you for picking me up to be your Papa, I miss you sooo much I wish I could see you now, hope you are okay without me and my care, Love You My Baby, talk to you later, Papa Jorge Click to view attachment
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Awww, Jorge. You're very welcome and I'm so glad you enjoyed! I saw your note to Buster and you're right. He didn't want you to see him like that. He's very proud and wants you to see him as he is now at The Rainbow Bridge: Young again, healthy, happy, having fun with lots of fur and feather friends as he waits for you that One Sweet Day!
Tons of Hugs to You, Your Son Buster and all your fur family BJ, Trixie, Weena, El Nino and Miss Kitty!!!
Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
Tons of Hugs to You, Your Son Buster and all your fur family BJ, Trixie, Weena, El Nino and Miss Kitty!!!
Always,
Dottie xoxoxox
Good morning to you all, I hope you are all okay, well, it is raining here since last night do to the end of Gustav and it will end tomorrow sometime. Am on vacation for a while and I have been thinking about Buster but today a bit more 'cause don't have to do much around here with this kind of wheather. I think I will watch some videos I have, probably all day, they are about the good all days we had when he was alive. I miss you my Baby and wish you were here instead my videos of you, talk to you later Papa, Jorge Click to view attachment
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Hey Jorge ~
Hope you're doing ok too. I know what you mean when the weather is not good and there's not much to do other than just hang around the house and think and I don't do so good when that's all I have to do. When the weather was not "walk your dog friendly", Zoe and I, quite often, did laps around the sectional (haha) with me trying to get a chew toy away from her, I always made her believe I was going to take it from her, but I never did. Of course, after we had made many laps and were both breathing heavy, it was treat time for her. I sure miss those days.
It's good that you have videos of Buster. I don't have much, except for a couple of two minute videos on my digital camera of Zoe, although, I've only watched them, maybe twice, since she's been gone, they tear me up to watch them. They are both when she was so excited, one was when I came in from work and she was running circles around the living room being silly and the other was when I was getting ready to take her for a walk, she absolutely loved her walks, her tail was wagging to fast, I can see the look in her eyes of shear joy. Sigh.... My son recorded both of them, I am very thankful.
Well, Jorge ...enjoy your vacation as much as you can. Relax, reflect ....keep in touch.
Your pet lover friend,
Deanna
Hope you're doing ok too.
I know what you mean when the weather is not good and there's not much to do other than just hang around the house and think and I don't do so good when that's all I have to do. When the weather was not "walk your dog friendly", Zoe and I, quite often, did laps around the sectional (haha) with me trying to get a chew toy away from her, I always made her believe I was going to take it from her, but I never did. Of course, after we had made many laps and were both breathing heavy, it was treat time for her. I sure miss those days. It's good that you have videos of Buster. I don't have much, except for a couple of two minute videos on my digital camera of Zoe, although, I've only watched them, maybe twice, since she's been gone, they tear me up to watch them. They are both when she was so excited, one was when I came in from work and she was running circles around the living room being silly and the other was when I was getting ready to take her for a walk, she absolutely loved her walks, her tail was wagging to fast, I can see the look in her eyes of shear joy. Sigh.... My son recorded both of them, I am very thankful.
Well, Jorge ...enjoy your vacation as much as you can. Relax, reflect ....keep in touch.
Your pet lover friend,
Deanna
I will be walking one day down the street far away
and see a face in the crowd and smile
Knowing how you made me laugh hearing sweet echoes of you from the past
I will remember you
Look in my eyes while you are near
tell me what's happening here see that I don't want to say, Goodbye
Our love is frozen in time
I'll be your champion and you will be mine
I will remember
I will be remember you
Later on when this fire is an amber
later on when the night's not so tender given time
Though it's hard to remember darling I will be holding
I'll still be holding to you
I will remember you
So many years come and gone and yet the memory is strong
one word we never could learn, Goodbye
True love is frozen in time
I'll be your champion and you will be mine
I will remember you
So please remember
I will remember you
I will remember you
I will remember you
I will remember you.Click to view attachment
and see a face in the crowd and smile
Knowing how you made me laugh hearing sweet echoes of you from the past
I will remember you
Look in my eyes while you are near
tell me what's happening here see that I don't want to say, Goodbye
Our love is frozen in time
I'll be your champion and you will be mine
I will remember
I will be remember you
Later on when this fire is an amber
later on when the night's not so tender given time
Though it's hard to remember darling I will be holding
I'll still be holding to you
I will remember you
So many years come and gone and yet the memory is strong
one word we never could learn, Goodbye
True love is frozen in time
I'll be your champion and you will be mine
I will remember you
So please remember
I will remember you
I will remember you
I will remember you
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Hello, Jorge --
It's been a while since I've been back at this site, and I started reading this thread from the beginning, when concerns for Buster were rising to the end, when things didn't work out they way we would all have wanted for you and your dear friend. I read the parts where he seemed to be doing better and grinned and thought "yes!", only to finish off with the inevitable tears. What a roller-coaster, and I don't like roller coasters. It was like watching one of those stories on Animal Planet with the ASPCA, where you hope the best for a rescued animal, only to have things not work out.
Please accept my belated sympathy, I'm so very sorry for your loss of Buster. You mentioned in a response to my note to my dog, Lucy, that you still talk to him, and I'm so glad. It certainly helps, and I'm sure he's always happy to be in your thoughts. I know he hears you and understands you, as no one else can, and that someday you'll see him again.
God bless, Jorge!
-- Michelle
It's been a while since I've been back at this site, and I started reading this thread from the beginning, when concerns for Buster were rising to the end, when things didn't work out they way we would all have wanted for you and your dear friend. I read the parts where he seemed to be doing better and grinned and thought "yes!", only to finish off with the inevitable tears. What a roller-coaster, and I don't like roller coasters. It was like watching one of those stories on Animal Planet with the ASPCA, where you hope the best for a rescued animal, only to have things not work out.
Please accept my belated sympathy, I'm so very sorry for your loss of Buster. You mentioned in a response to my note to my dog, Lucy, that you still talk to him, and I'm so glad. It certainly helps, and I'm sure he's always happy to be in your thoughts. I know he hears you and understands you, as no one else can, and that someday you'll see him again.
God bless, Jorge!
-- Michelle
Dearest Jorge, I've come to tell you a wonderful story today. I didn't write it and the author is not known but it's a great story so grab a soda pop (cold soda) and some popcorn. Here it is ...
An old man and his dog were walking down this dirt road with fences on both sides, they came to a gate in the fence and looked in, it was nice grassy, woody areas, just what a 'huntin' dog and man would like, but, it had a sign saying 'no trespassing' so they walked on. They came to a beautiful gate with a person in white robes standing there. "Welcome to Heaven" he said. The old man was happy and started in with his dog following him. The gatekeeper stopped him. "Dogs aren't allowed, I'm sorry but he can't come with you."
"What kind of Heaven won't allow dogs? If he can't come in, then I will stay out with him. He's been my faithful companion all his life, I can't desert him now."
"Suit yourself, but I have to warn you, the Devil's on this road and he'll try to sweet talk you into his area, he'll promise you anything, but the dog can't go there either. If you won't leave the dog, you'll spend Eternity on this road."
So the old man and dog went on. They came to a rundown fence with a gap in it, no gate, just a hole. Another old man was inside. "S'cuse me Sir, my dog and I are getting mighty tired, mind if we come in and sit in the shade for awhile?"
"Of course, there's some cold water under that tree over there. Make yourselves comfortable"
"You're sure my dog can come in? The man down the road said dogs weren't allowed anywhere."
"Would you come in if you had to leave the dog?"
"No sir, that's why I didn't go to Heaven, he said the dog couldn't come in.
We'll be spending Eternity on this road, and a glass of cold water and some shade would be mighty fine right about now. But, I won't come in if my buddy here can't come too, and that's final."
The man smiled a big smile and said "Welcome to Heaven."
"You mean this is Heaven? Dogs ARE allowed? How come that fellow down the road said they weren't?"
"That was the Devil and he gets all the people who are willing to give up a life long companion for a comfortable place to stay. They soon find out their mistake, but then it's too late. The dogs come here, the fickle people stay there. GOD wouldn't allow dogs to be banned from Heaven. After all, HE created them to be man's companions in life, why would he separate them in death?" - The End
Wasn't that Wonderful?! And! It is true, too!!!
Dearest Jorge, God wants you to Hold the Paws of an Angel, too!!! Lotsa Angel's Paws!!! Lookie!!!
Can you guess who else is holding the Paws of that Angel at The Rainbow Bridge? You Guessed!!!
Tons Hugs and Lotsa Love to You and All Your Fur Kid Family,
Including, of course Your Son Buster!!!
Always, Dottie xoxoxox
"Dogs In Heaven"
An old man and his dog were walking down this dirt road with fences on both sides, they came to a gate in the fence and looked in, it was nice grassy, woody areas, just what a 'huntin' dog and man would like, but, it had a sign saying 'no trespassing' so they walked on. They came to a beautiful gate with a person in white robes standing there. "Welcome to Heaven" he said. The old man was happy and started in with his dog following him. The gatekeeper stopped him. "Dogs aren't allowed, I'm sorry but he can't come with you."
"What kind of Heaven won't allow dogs? If he can't come in, then I will stay out with him. He's been my faithful companion all his life, I can't desert him now."
"Suit yourself, but I have to warn you, the Devil's on this road and he'll try to sweet talk you into his area, he'll promise you anything, but the dog can't go there either. If you won't leave the dog, you'll spend Eternity on this road."
So the old man and dog went on. They came to a rundown fence with a gap in it, no gate, just a hole. Another old man was inside. "S'cuse me Sir, my dog and I are getting mighty tired, mind if we come in and sit in the shade for awhile?"
"Of course, there's some cold water under that tree over there. Make yourselves comfortable"
"You're sure my dog can come in? The man down the road said dogs weren't allowed anywhere."
"Would you come in if you had to leave the dog?"
"No sir, that's why I didn't go to Heaven, he said the dog couldn't come in.
We'll be spending Eternity on this road, and a glass of cold water and some shade would be mighty fine right about now. But, I won't come in if my buddy here can't come too, and that's final."
The man smiled a big smile and said "Welcome to Heaven."
"You mean this is Heaven? Dogs ARE allowed? How come that fellow down the road said they weren't?"
"That was the Devil and he gets all the people who are willing to give up a life long companion for a comfortable place to stay. They soon find out their mistake, but then it's too late. The dogs come here, the fickle people stay there. GOD wouldn't allow dogs to be banned from Heaven. After all, HE created them to be man's companions in life, why would he separate them in death?" - The End
Wasn't that Wonderful?! And! It is true, too!!!
Dearest Jorge, God wants you to Hold the Paws of an Angel, too!!! Lotsa Angel's Paws!!! Lookie!!!
Can you guess who else is holding the Paws of that Angel at The Rainbow Bridge? You Guessed!!!
Tons Hugs and Lotsa Love to You and All Your Fur Kid Family,
Including, of course Your Son Buster!!!
Always, Dottie xoxoxox
AngelCareOne, that is soooo beautiful that I have no words to describe it, Thank you for having Buster and me in your thoughts always, hugs from Beloved Son Buster and Jorge Click to view attachment
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