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janika
Good night, God bless my sweethearts.

Mummy loves you xx
smokey/lady/max
Hi Tasha & Noushka
Your mummy needs a little help from you both I know you will help her
out. I am also sending Ulriich and Max to wing over lots of angel dust also.

Thinking of you sweet angel girls and your mummy

Hugs to all our angels
xoxoxo
janika
Thanks so much Anna and all our Angels. xx
janika
Noushka and Tasha and all our Angels I know you have been working hard and you have found little Pixie who needs a home. We are going to see her tomorrow and if she likes us we will bring her home. She is in need of lots of love and care as she has been surrendered to a rescue centre, at just about 1 year old. I will let you all know how we get on. Please send lots of Angel love our way. I feel quite nervous, and have very strange mixed feelings, but I know in my heart it's what you both want me to do, and what Daddy and I want to do. We will never , ever replace you, but we have lots of love to give to another darling fur baby who needs help.

Good night and God bless my darling Angels.
Mummy loves you so much xx
madi
And the very proud God parents of Pixie are Madi and Anna. We love you already Pixie, you will have a lovely home with our special Jan as your mummy xx
janika
My darling Tasha and Noushka, think you sent Pixie to us with her biscuit ears like Noushkas. She has settled in well today and just had a bath and grooming session. She is much bigger than you two were, but seems like a gentle giant. Fingers crossed that all goes well for us all, with your Angel help.
Love you so much my darlings.

Good night and God bless xx
smokey/lady/max
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Oh Jan
I just got home and see that you have brought dear sweet Pixie home. I am sooooo happy for you. I know she will have the best home ever and more love then she will ever need. I guess our angels heard us. She is precious.

Hugs to you and your new sweet Pixie
Anna
xoxo

P.S I know Tasha and Noushka are so happy for you also
janika
Thanks Anna, Thats a lovely picture of dear Pixie. She seems to be settling in well and is so well behaved. I will write more about her soon, maybe on 'new beginnings' Thanks too Madi for your lovely words and support through this. Pixie has two wonderful 'Godmothers'.

Tasha and Noushka my darlings, I am still so lost without you but now Pixie is here to help us know how wonderful it is to share our lives with our precious fur babies, once again. She so needed a home and I think , hopefully that ours is the right one. I know you are watching over us.

Thinking of you both, and darling Sooty boy too.

Lots of love my darlings, your mummy xx
smokey/lady/max
Hi Jan & Pixie
I am very glad to hear that she is settleing in well. I am leaving and will be out of town until next Saturday.
Jan give Pixie a big kiss from me. I will be glad to get an update when I get back. Enjoy your week with your new precious fur baby.

Talk to you when I get back
Hugs
Anna
xoxo
janika
Thanks Anna, Hope your trip goes well and look forward to a chat soon.
Pixie has met some of the family now and is being a really good girl.

Love Jan and Pixie and my Angels xx
madi
Now you don't have to go for your walks alone Jan, Pixie will get lots of cuddles from others too I'm sure xx

madi xx
janika
Thats right Madi, and Pixie sure loves her walkies. Just wish the weather would pick up a bit here, more snow today and sooo cold. She has a lovely thick coat, but isn't kean on the rain , sleet.

Pixie is very alert to my Angel girls< I can tell she can see them, which is very comforting , there's lots of good feeling so I know they are happy, as we are. Dear Pixie would have been Euthanazed if she hadn't been taken in by Debbie at the rescue centre. She is such a sweet girl and only about 1 year old. It is so sad to think of all the dear fur babies who are put to sleep, just because they have been abandoned by 'humans'.

I'll say goodnight and God bless to my darling Angel girls.

Love you so much
Mummy and Pixie xx
janika
Goodnight and God bless my darling Angels.


Love you so much, Mummy xx
janika
Good morning my darlings, love you so much. Please send your Angel love to help Pixie settle here with us. She is a big, Gentle Giant and needed someone to give her a new home. I think you sent her to us my darlings.

Love Mummy xx
janika
It was a good day today my sweethearts. Thankyou for being our guardian Angels and helping us through these last six months.

Good Night and God bless.

Lots of love
Mummy xx
janika
Good night my sweethearts. God bless.

Mummy xx
janika
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Thinking of you my darlings. Your snowdrops and crocus look so pretty in your garden.
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Love you always.

Your Mummy xx
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janika
Time for me to say Goodnight and God bless my sweethearts. I keep calling Pixie , Nounou, she's got so many things about her that remind me of you, Noushka. I'm sure you sent her to us my darling as you knew we needed her as she needed us.
I keep dreaming about you both, good dreams , so I know that you are never far away and always working your Angel magic.

Tasha and Noushka, Mummy loves you both so much. Sweet dreams my Angels . ***
janika
Sweet dreams, Goodnight and God bess my darling Angels.

Love Mummy xx
janika
Goodnight my sweethearts. Send your Angel prayers for dear Anna and her Angels.

God Bless, Love you always.
Mummy and Pixie xx
janika
Goodnight my Angels, God Bless

Love you
Mummy xx
janika
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Hi everyone
It's 6 months today since we said goodbye for that last time to our darling Noushka. Everything still seems so vivid in my memory that it seems like yesterday and then at other times it just seems eons since we were together. Still miss you , Noushka, still feel that lump in my chest, but I have so many happy memories of you that I'm smiling so much more now, thinking of how it was one of the best things we ever did, the day we rescued you from the pound.

Dearest Tasha and Noushka, and Sooty and all my other Angels,
please watch over all the new 'Angels' and send your Angel magic to help all the human friends and fur/feather that are left behind here, feeling so lost and heartbroken without them.

Thankyou for sending 'Pixie' to us. She is not here to replace any of you, you all have your own special place in my heart and soul forever, but she has made Daddy and me able to smile and laugh again. The house doesn't seem so quiet and empty now and life feels good again.

Thinking of you all.

Love Jan and my Angels and Pixie xx
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janika
It's been a sad day for lots of us today. Time to say Goodnight and God bless my darlings. Love you so much.

Mummy xx
janika
Goodnight and God bless my darlings.

Love you so much

Mummy xx
Westiesam/Sharon
Hi Jan
Thanks so much for thinking of me. Does it help you more to have Pixie in your life now? I feel like I'm not ready another dog yet, but I am so sad so much of the time. True - it's better than it was at first, but today for some reason it feels almost as bad as the day we put Sammy to sleep. I hate feeling this way.
Thanks for caring.
Sharon
janika
Hi Sharon
Thanks for replying. I know what you mean about not feeling ready for another dog, I had so many emotions when I saw the picture of Pixie, from the rescue shelter. I just felt somehow that Noushka had sent her to me. It was probably the biscuit colouring on her ears, I'm not sure, it wasn't as if I was replacing her, but I just felt that I had to see her. Well once we saw her that was it. She so needed someone to look after her, she was so dirty and matted .She was so pleased to see us and gave us such a fuss. She was much bigger than we expected, but she is a real gentle giant and has a very sweet nature. All in all we are so glad that she is here in our lives now. We needed her as much as she needed us I believe.
I still miss my darlings, I always will, but I do feel that Pixie deserves to be loved and I believe that we can help each other in so many ways.
I have such a strong feeling that my girls feel happy that Pixie is here with me now. I thought I might feel guilty about bringing another dog home, but I can honestly say that it just feels right.

Love and hugs
Jan xx
Westiesam/Sharon
Hi Jan
I am so happy to hear that Pixie was sent to you by your Angels -- I believe that too. She does deserve to be loved and needed just as much as your Angels did. Maybe Sammy will send another dog to me when the time is right -- this makes me feel so much better -- thank you -- you helped me through a tough night last night. I am forever grateful.
Sharon
janika
Thanks Sharon, yes I do hope that one day maybe in the not too distant future, Sammy will work his Angel magic for you and send you a dear fur baby to love and be loved. You will know if and when the time is right.

I hope you have a better day today and that the happy thoughts and memories of your Sammy are replacing the 'sad' more and more each day. Thats what Sammy will want for his Mommy .

Love and hugs

Jan and my Angels and Pixie xx
janika
Good night and God bless my sweethearts.

Love you

Mummy and Pixie xx
janika
Missed you lots again today. Pixie is helping to cheer me up with her funny antics. She is a gentle giant and I know you would love her.

Good night and God bless my Angels.

Love Mummy xx
janika
Goodnight my sweethearts.

Love you so much

Mummy xx
janika
Another weekend gone without you. Pixie has been here with us for two weeks now, she's settled in well and is helping to heal the pain of losing you my darlings. She must wonder why I keep calling her Noushka, but I see those biscuit ears and think it's you. Thankyou for sending her to us.
Time to say Goodnight and God bless again.

Lots of love
Mummy xx
ladywolf
QUOTE (janika @ Mar 7 2010, 03:33 PM) *
Another weekend gone without you. Pixie has been here with us for two weeks now, she's settled in well and is helping to heal the pain of losing you my darlings. She must wonder why I keep calling her Noushka, but I see those biscuit ears and think it's you. Thankyou for sending her to us.
Time to say Goodnight and God bless again.

Lots of love
Mummy xx


Hi Mummy Jan--

Just checking in to see how you are doing. I'll bet that Pixie is a wild bundle of energy and is really changing your lives! I'm so happy for you, though the losses remain.

Big, big hugs--Margi and Ladywolf
Brutus
Hi Jan, I really do believe Noushka sent Pixie to you...she and Tasha want to see you smile and laugh again.

Hugs,
Brutus' Mom
janika
Thanks Margi and Sonya for your kind words.

Goodnight and God bless my Angel girls.

Love Mummy and Pixie xx
janika
Goodnight and God bless my Angels xx
janika
Love you and miss you my angels.


Good Night and God bless

Mummy and Pixie xx
janika
Goodnight my sweethearts


Mummy loves you and misses you xx
janika
Missing you so much my sweethearts.

Goodnight and God bless.

Love you always
Mummy xx
janika
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Hello my darlings, just wanted you to know that I still think of you all the time, everything I do, I know you are there with me. Walking in your Country Park with Pixie , I know you are both running along at our side, Soot is there too, I so feel your presence my darlings.
I don't post on here as often, but it doesn't mean that I don't care as much. I visit the forum every day to check on all the new Angels and to try and comfort the dear people who they have left behind. Sometimes I find that I can't express myself adequately as the suffering is so overwhelming, but my thoughts and prayers are always there for each and every one of them.
Pixie loves to go to your special 'place' in the garden, from the very first day she came home with us. I truly believe you sent her to us as we needed her as much as she needed us, and those biscuit ears are yours Noushka and the look in her eyes is yours Tasha. She even has one floppy ear like our Soot. She will never replace any of you, but she is a good girl who deserves so much loving and cherishing, especially after all she has been through. Hopefully we can give her a lovely home, she certainly seems happy now, and she has made us 'smile' again.
You will always be in my heart and soul and I will love you and miss you forever. Keep watching over us, but be happy at the Rainbow Bridge my darlings.

All my love, always , your Mummy xx

janika
Thinking of you my darlings and missing you so much.
The spring flowers are out now and the blubells are popping up all over in our woods. I keep looking at your photo Tasha , the one when you were about a year old standing, in the middle of the bluebells. You look so beautiful.
Noushka, I keep thinking of that last few days we had together and just want you to know that I did what I thought was best for you. I hope I didn't let you down. I can't forgive myself for not being with you at the end. I thought you were getting the treatment that you needed, I never, ever expected that awful phone call from the vet. I still can't really believe what happened. I hope that the nurse or someone was with you, I can't bear the thought of you being alone. I know Tasha would be there though, I'm sure, waiting for you at the Rainbow bridge. Please forgive me for leaving you. The sadness and guilt just doesn't go away. You were always there for me and I feel that I let you down so badly.

Love you always and forever my darling Angels.
Mummy xx
Brutus
Hi Jan...it's awful how we torture ourselves with guilt. I do the same thing. I can't stop questioning my timing...things have gotten better, but it's still there...the what-if's. I know how you feel.

I hope Pixie is settling in well.

Hugs,
Brutus' Mom
janika
Thanks Sonya, yes it's always there, the questioning, did we do everything we could, what if we had done things a different way. I'm having a bad day today, but I have been having so many better days just lately, mainly thanks to our dear Pixie. She is settled very nicely now and I think she is now able to trust us. Goodness knows what that poor baby had been through. She is putting on weight now and looking much fitter. Her eye is improving, still got to use the ointment. The scars on her muzzle are fading a bit and her hair I think will eventually cover them. She is a very affectionate girl who loves to be near us. She is still nervous of other dogs when we walk her, but she is improving daily. The play nipping is less frequent , but she just gets carried away when excited. She is still a young dog and has obviously so much exuberance and energy, very puppylike in lots of ways. The vet put her at between 1 and 2. I ran with her on Friday while we were in the woods and I tripped and hurt my left foot and ankle. Nothing serious , just a bit sore, so I'm grounded today. Just ordered some good hiking boots, they must be an improvement on running in my Pink Wellies (a size too big too). Only myself to blame. She wasn't even squirrel chasing at the time, just me feeling I could run a bit. What a mistake to make.
I am thinking about you and your Brutus. Like you I find it hard to write on here sometimes, but I do visit here daily.
I'm sure our Angels know that we love them so much and that we thought we were doing the best for them.
Luv and hugs
Jan and my Angels and Pixie x
janika
Good Night and God bless my darlings. I've been thinking about you so much and missing you.
Love you forever my sweethearts.
Mummy xx
ladywolf
QUOTE (janika @ Mar 28 2010, 03:05 PM) *
Good Night and God bless my darlings. I've been thinking about you so much and missing you.
Love you forever my sweethearts.
Mummy xx


Hi Jan--

Just checking in to say hello and offer my support too. I wish you more and more peace in your healing process, and big big hugs!

Margi and Ladywolf
smokey/lady/max
Hi Jan and Sweet Pixie Girl
Havent seen you on FB been thinking of you today. Hope all is well hope to catch up with you soon. Give pixie girl a big kiss for me.
Tasha and Noushka you both have a wonderful mum and a pretty sister that she is now taking care of. She will never be you both but I know she is helping fill the void that you left in your mummy's heart. You both were and are so special to your mum.

Hugs to you Jan and Your Angels
Anna
xoxo
janika
Thanks Margi and Anna

Its great to know that we have such support from all the great, caring people on this forum. What a place ! A great haven where we can share and care and hopefully heal and help others to heal and find peace. Our darling fur babies bringing us together to help us along the path of grieving and healing.
I am thinking of you both and sending hugs and prayers. Please give Ladywolf a Big hug for me Margi.

Love Jan and my Angels and Pixie x
janika
Goodnight and God Bless my sweethearts. Thinking of you as always.

Your Mummy xx
janika
Thankyou my darlings for being in my dreams last night. Very strange dream, we were all at the vets. Tasha and Noushka you were on a little lead that joined you both together and you both looked so well. Tasha you could see me, your eyes were not clouded and you looked right at me with 'seeing' eyes' Then for some reason Noushka became Pixie, that was the strange bit, maybe a little guilt on my part my darling, but I do know you sent her to us, maybe that was the message.
She was being fine with all the other dogs too, not at all nervous.
Tasha I went to bed thinking about your last weeks, I do hope you weren't suffering too much. Mummy couldn't bear to let you go and I kept delaying the inevitable. Please know that mummy would never want to do anything to cause you any distress, please forgive me if I kept you too long on this side, its just I love you so much and I got selfish wanting to keep you with me as long as I could.
Noushka it was all so different, so sudden and so out of the blue, never expected that you wouldn't come back from your treatment at the vets. Please know that I would have stayed with you if I'd only known how bad you were my darling.
I think the fact that you and Tasha were on the same little lead , holding you close to each other was a sign to let me know that you are side by side and back to your youthful days , with no illness, no diabetes, no blindness. I did wake feeling more peaceful and that all in all it was a good dream.
Its a special birthday today as little granddaughter is 2 years old. I know that you will both be with us as we celebrate.
Loving you and missing you as always, but so thankful and honoured that I was the one lucky enough to be your 'human' Mummy.
Hugs and kisses and ruff scrunches my darlings. xx
janika
Thinking of you and missing you so much.

Goodnight and God bless my sweet darlings.
Love you forever.

Mummy xx
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