Please, watch Casper in this video. See his expressions, body language, surprise, joy, sadness, playing hide and go seek, touching hands, waving hello, his curiosity, so much more, right down to kissing me to sleep every night. That *IS* Alex. Well, I'm speechless ...

My Most Precious, Cherished, Beloved Feather Child, Alex. I know your very favorite song was Lullaby of Broadway. But, you really loved this one so much, too. Of course, I didn't write the lyrics to this very beautiful song but I did choose the images that I wished to accompany the lyrics. I know how much you loved your music and pictures so this is for you, Alex. I hope and pray that you can hear and see it where you are. I Love You!!!

Dearest Angel,

Your tributes for Alex are so filled with love. I am left in awe each time I read, hear, or watch everything you bring. You make me feel warm and fuzzy all over. Thanks for being the angel you truly are, my friend. Whenever my spirit needs an unlift, I know right where to go.

Much love and many hugs to you,
Beth

Dearest Beth, thank you bunches for your kindness. My heart soars because the love I have and express for Alex makes you feel warm and fuzzy all over. That means the world to me!

Here's another song that made Alex so Happy. In fact, it's this exact video. He'd be on my right shoulder listening and watching the PC monitor when I'd play it for him. Oh, how he'd laugh and make his "Happy Sounds" that I still remember so clearly and can imitate. I wish I had those joyful chirps and squeals on a recording so you and everyone could hear it, too. Enjoy!

Dearest Alex, here is another lullaby you loved so much when I sang you to sleep. Listen and I shall watch you yawn and nod off to the land of mystical magical marvelous dreams as you always did in such contentment. I hope you like your picture and the images I chose to go with the lyrics, my most precious feather child. I Love You!!! Shhh ... Here's your Sleep Song, Alex.







Lay down your head and I'll sing you a lullaby. Back to the years of Loo-Li,Lai-Ley. And I'll sing you to sleep and I'll sing you tomorrow. Bless you with love for the road that you go.

May you sail fair to the far fields of fortune with diamonds and pearls at your head and your feet and may you need never to banish misfortune. May you find kindness in all that you meet.

May there always be Angels to watch over you. To guard you each step of the way. To guard you and keep you safe from all harm. Loo-Li,Loo-Li,Lai-Ley.

May you bring love and may you bring happiness. Be loved in return to the end your days. Now fall off to sleep. I'm not meaning to keep you. I'll just sit for a while and sing Loo-Li,Lai-Ley.

May there always be Angels to watch over you. To guard you each step of the way. To guard you and keep you safe from all harm. Loo-Li,Loo-Li,Lai-Ley. Loo-Li,Loo-Li,Lai-Ley.

Hello, Precious Alex. Here's one of your favorite poems because you loved the pink glitter in the pretty picture at the top and laughed so hard at the one on on the bottom. I can hear you laughing still.

Enjoy, Most Cherished Feather Child. I Love You!!!

AngelCareOne, that is beautiful [crying now] I want to tell you that I understand your pain like am sure you anderstand mine. Am having a really bad day today, I miss him like life it self. It will be my first day at work tomorrow since my Son Buster went up to Heaven, it will be not easy to think that I will not have to hurry to go back home to my Baby since he just departed and it will kill me, I know, I wish you the best from the bottom of my heart and wishing that you and your beautiful Alex could be together reunited again 'cause you both belong together. Am so sorry that I don't have the facility of beautiful words many people have here to express my self but I only hope that you and the others know what am talking about that if I don't say much with beautiful words that the one that I say and give to all of you come from my heart that is been broken in just little pieces, God Bless you and all the people you love and specially beautiful Alex, bye for now, , very sad and desperate, Jorge.

{{{{{{{Jorge}}}}}}} Your words are truly beautiful, extremely expressive, so very eloquent and you somehow can't see that through your tears of desolation, grief and loneliness. I'll tell you why I'm crying my eyes out right now. It's because your pain is so palpable that I can actually feel you in all you write. And your devastating loss not only brings you emotional pain but you feel actual physical pain as well.

There's so much I wish to share with you so that you know I honest to gosh feel your despair and so I will share one 'small' thing that is tremendously huge to me. Here goes. I don't know if you're acquainted with the organization called "Meals on Wheels." They bring you one hot meal a day and sometimes one or two small cups of fruit or salad on the side. I am so grateful to those wonderful volunteers and God Bless them Abundantly!

You see, every weekday somewhere between 10 AM and noon, a volunteer will deliver your meal to you. On Fridays, you get the hot meal for that day and two frozen meals for Saturday and Sunday. They cook the food themselves and it's not like those store bought frozen dinners. Well, every day when it came time for me to sit down and eat that nice small meal, I would always share with Alex. It was like having a party every day. His favorites were most fruits (but not citrus), chicken, rice, pasta and most vegetables. We had a blast eating together.

Jorge, I know so well that you will perfectly understand what I'm about to tell you. After those three murdered or sold Alex and he did not return, I was not able to eat any of those foods that he and I shared. I'd stare at the pasta, rice, fruits, his favorite lima beans and they served as hurtful reminders so badly that I can't even put it into words. I have no words. I'm not psychic but I feel so positive that there are those "small things" that tear your heart out which you shared with your Son Buster. It was so wonderful then but now such a nightmare which makes you physically ill and have many aches and pains all over your body as you cry so hard that it's almost impossible to breathe. You can't sleep and everywhere you turn there are those "little things" that are not little in the least.

It Hurts! It Hurts so Badly! And it's not just at home. It's everywhere you go and every thought you have. I want so desperately to soothe and comfort you, Dear One! Well, I'm certainly not doing a good job of comforting you right now. Please forgive me for that. It's just that I want you to know that I am so painfully aware of what you're experiencing, feeling ... And so much more ... And so much more ...

Precious Jorge, I weep so very, very hard for you! Because I know. I do. It's getting really difficult to see the PC monitor because of my tears so I'll need to come back and edit later. But before I go, please know I have been sending Angels to watch over you, have been lighting many candles for you, praying so hard for you and your Son Buster ... Because ... I know. Jorge, I know.

I Wish You Peace and Love!

Your Friend Always,
Dottie xoxoxox

My Most Beloved Cherished Feather Child, Best Friend, Constant Companion, My Heart, My Soul and My Life. You Were Always the Wind Beneath my Wings, My Hero and My Angel! I shall not say Good-bye but will say "Until We Meet Again That One Sweet Day!" Sweet baby boy, enjoy the awesome images and hear the birds chirping when they appear during this song. Lovely!

This is for you My Most Precious Alex. Here's to our New Beginnings! I LOVE YOU!!!

Please Click on the Flying Eagle

Morning has broken like the First Morning.
Blackbird has Spoken like the First Bird.
Praise for the Singing. Praise for the Morning.
Praise for the Springing fresh from the Word.

Sweet the Rain's New Fall Sunlit from Heaven.
Like the First Dew Fall on the First Grass.
Praise for the Sweetness of the Wet Garden.
Sprung in Completeness where His feet pass.

Mine is the Sunlight. Mine is the Morning.
Born of the One Light Eden saw Play.
Praise with Elation. Praise Every Morning.
God's Recreation of the New Day.

Until We Meet Again My Most Treasured Feather Child Alex! Many Tight Hugs and Kisses!

Yes, Most Precious Alex. I'm still here and will Never, Ever leave your side! I know how greatly you Love me and I Love You So Much in return!!!

This is how much I Love You, My Most Beloved Feather Child!

{{{{{{{Alex}}}}}}}


And From Your Loving Mama Always, Angel xoxoxox

I Brought You Some Friends Sweet Alex. I Love You!!!



And From Your Loving Mama Always, Angel xoxoxox

Hi Dottie, Just want to say your posts are so unique. They always make me smile and cry at the same time. I haven't been able to veiw a lot of your video 'cuz of my dial up service. Yes, yes, I know I'm so out dated. But I don't really have to, to know your what your feeling in your heart. Your pain of missing your precious Alex is shared with all of us, and so is your love. Take Care .. Hugs.. Ann

Dearest Ann, thank you so much for your kindness and for caring. It feels wonderful to know that my deep and lasting love for Alex shines through and I pray that my posts, images, songs, poems and more are of comfort to others as well. God Bless You! You know, it just takes time to figure out a lot of things. This next song asks many of those questions and the song in my next post answers a whole lot of the questions in this song plus it says much more. Both are truly very beautiful and inspiring. For My Most Precious Beloved Alex. I Love You!!!

Dearest Alex, as long as I remember you and "tell your story" of all you are and all you've done, I know you will always stay alive! This song says it all and tells what you mean to me. Yes, I can see you in the stars that burn so brightly and hear you call across the sky! Time indeed can be transcended. For you My Most Cherished Feather Child Alex with Much Love!!!

{{{{{{{Alex}}}}}}} Here's another one of your favorite videos. You loved to sit on my right shoulder to watch the lions, people and especially the animated characters. I know that the Quaker in this photo doesn't have your same build or big beautiful eyes. But look at the branch he's sitting on. Doesn't that look like it forms a circle? Just like "The Circle of Life." Enjoy, my Most Cherished Feather Child Alex. I Love You Sooooo Much!!!

Dearest Alex, of all my dreams about wealth, jewels, mansions and more, I feel like the richest person in the universe because I know you Love me still the same!!! "I Dreamt I Dwelt In Marble Halls" explains it well. You loved listening to this song when sung by Enya but you never did hear it sung by Celtic Woman and I remember how much you love their voices. For You My Most Beloved Feather Child Alex. I Love You Sooooo Much and know You Love Me Too!!!

AngelCareOne, you are such Special and Wonderful Person, I can see your pain through your words just like the one my heart feels yet you are always making everybody feel good some how in special ways, ways only you know. I like to thank you a million times more for being who you are and the way you are always trying to make peoples pain easier, you deserve the best in this world. I wish I could take back time and try even the impossible to make things right and be able to see you with your Beloved and Beautiful Alex together like once you both were but am sorry am only human and can not do it, one thing am able to say though and that is that Sweet Alex it is fliying all over you every second of your life, that I know. I wish you the best and May God Bless you and Sweet Alex up in Heavens, thanks from the bottom of my heart and always here for you at any time, Jorge Click to view attachment

Dearest Jorge, you are so very, very kind, dear, loving, caring and compassionate. You're also truly Special, Unique, a real Treasure and a genuinely Wonderful Person!!! Thank you very much and God Bless You Most Abundantly, Dear One!!!

Would you like to know one of my secrets? Sometimes I "wear a mask" so to speak. I "hide" every now and then if you know what I'm saying? Here, I'll let Michael Crawford explain it to you in a song and I've written at the bottom what these lyrics really mean. Psssttt, Alex? Are you listening? Oh, you are. Good for you my Precious Feather Child. I know how much you love this song. Enjoy!







Now what do these lyrics really mean? Nighttime and Darkness are your wishes, desires, fantasies, what you want most to happen and to be real. It's how you'd rather things be than what they really are especially when times are tough and so difficult to bear.

Music is the path, the way to obtain those wishes, desires, fantasies and make them all a reality! That's why Hearing is believing. Music is deceiving. Hard as lightning soft as candlelight. Dare you trust the Music of the Night? Sure! Close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams! Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before! Close your eyes, let your spirit start to soar! And you'll live as you've never live before. In other words, imagining it can many times make it so. Can change what is. If you can believe it, you can make it happen! Or, is that really true? You be the judge.

Now, listen to the song or read the lyrics again bearing that in mind. What a dream come true if it were only so. That's why you must close your eyes for your eyes will only tell the truth and the truth isn't what you want to see. Ahhh, However ... In the dark (that's your wishes and desires) It is easy to pretend that the truth is what it ought to be.

Lastly, "the composer of the Music of the Night" is a great "dreamer." Really, sort of a "deceiver."
Not only is he trying his best to persuade you but he also wants so badly to convince himself.

And there you have it. Voila!

Big Hugs to Jorge, Son Buster, and Fur Babies Trixie, BJ, Weena, El Niño and Miss Kitty.

Always,
Dottie xoxoxox

Ooooo, Alex! One of our favorite songs and look at the image I just happened to stumble upon. A glitter rose globe with a red Cardinal at its gold base. I brought you another birdie Friend, my Sweet Baby Alex! Il y avait seule une tour grise sur la mer et vous êtes devenu la lumière du côté en noir de moi. Je ne sais pas vous Remercier en juste proportion, Alex aimé et Merveilleux!!! Appréciez Mon Petit Enfant Précieux de Plume D'ami D'Ange!!! Je t'aime Tellement Beaucoup Mon Bijou Aimé!!!

{{{{{{{Alex}}}}}}} Here's another song with some scenes from the Lion King movie you enjoy watching so much. It's a great song asking, "Can You Feel The Love Tonight?" My Most Precious, Sweet, Funny, Beautiful Alex, I sure can feel your Love and you know how Much I Love You!!!

Dearest Most Beloved Alex, you know it many times is true that: "Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees. Time can break your heart, have you begging please." Oy, how I know that's true since that fateful day when ... When you didn't come home. Sweet Alex, the only thing I'm begging tonight is that you'll know me when you see me in Heaven. I'm sure you will!!!

As for now: "I must be strong and carry on 'cause I know I don't belong here in Heaven." At least not yet. But we shall be reunited that One Sweet Day! I Love You Sooooo Much!!!

To My Most Cherished Sweet Baby Boy Alex! I Love You and Miss You Sooooo Much!!!

Dearest Most Precious Alex, please don't be afraid to take the chance to love, dance, give and live. Always remember that the seeds of all those things you plant in the spring becomes the Rose!

I Love You Sooooo Much!!!

From My Mostest Preciousest Baby Feather Child Alex to Me With All His Eternal Love!!!

Dearest Most Precious Alex, please don't give up just yet. Okay? Don't give up yet reuniting with me whether it be on this earthly plane or in Heaven Above. It is a Wonderful World to oh so many and if Happy Little Blue Birds Fly Beyond the Rainbow then Why oh Why can't I ... And You, too!!! I know you're probably already there but I promise to click my ruby slippers three times and join you just as fast as I can, my Most Beloved Feather Child. look at all the rainbows, birds and stars in the video. How magnificent! It's really awesome that you're there, too. I'll meet and greet you at The Rainbow Bridge on that One Sweet Day, Sweetie. Honest and for True. Kisses!!!

Your Mama Loves You Sooooo Much My Sweet Baby Boy!!!

Please Click on the Rainbow Photo

Your Loving Mama Always, Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Hi there Precious Alex. I came by today to tell you, "Don't you worry about a thing because every little thing is going to be all right!" See for yourself my Sweet Baby Boy. What a cute, funny, darling video, too. Hehehe! I Love You Sooooo Much!!!

My Most Cherished and Adored Feather Child Alex, even though I may not see you I do know you're right here. I feel you all around me! Sweet Alex, I want to take this opportunity to Thank You because You Decorated My Life! Honest and for true you did and this song says it all, Dearest Beloved Alex! God Bless You for Decorating My Life!!! I Love You Sooooo Much!!!

Hi Dottie,
Thank you for stopping by my Duffy's post. I wanted to stop by Alex's and pay my respect. I have not been going online too much these past few months. I guess in some ways, it was a stage of my healing process. But I do come back from time to time and I wanted to come back today. I just read Alex's post and I would like to extend my deepest condolences for your loss of such a sweet pure soul. Our babies turn certain mundane things like having dinner into parties-they are just beyond special and they make our lives become amazing. You have a beautiful tribute to Alex and it really touches me how much you both shared so many fun things with each other. It hurts me that you now have to go through it without him. Please know that you now have this LS family and you will not be going through this pain by yourself. We are there for you from now on. I wish you lots of warm wishes during this horrible time.
I am so sorry.
Stephanie

Dearest Stephanie, thank you so much! First, I want to let you know that you and your Precious Fur Baby Duffy are both in my thoughts and prayers. You are so dear! God Bless You and Keep You Close to Grant You Comfort, Love, Hope and Peace!!!

Since you came by to visit my Feather Child Alex, he is now in the mood to get down with his bad self and Boogie-oogie-oogie to one of his favorite songs . . . And this is the exact video, too!

Well, Sweet Baby Alex, today makes 11 months on the nose when you were to be returned to me. Please don't be sad my Most Precious Feather Child. Remember it is true that time can be transcended and you are here . . .

Somewhere In Time! I will travel through time today and be with you as we are and have always been. Alex, some things were just meant to be and you and I are one of those things. I'm on my way right this moment to see you Somewhere In Time my Most Beloved Baby Boy Alex. Here I come . . .

Hi, Sweet Baby Alex. I came to sing you to sleep and share a video you loved so much. Remember my Precious Feather Child it is true that "When you Wish upon a Star Makes no difference who you are Anything your Heart desires will come to You!" All ya gotta do is Believe and you know I always told you the truth. So you just Believe!

I Love You Sooooo Much!!!

Hi Alex! I was going to wait until October the 16th which is the one year anniversary of ... When you didn't come home to post this for you. But! I simply cannot wait. Here it is, my boogie-oogie-oogie Baby. Your very favorite song in the whole wide world since you were a baby, broke your leg and I made and carried you around in a papoose while you healed. I would sing this to you softly when it was time for you to nap as I sat so still on the sofa. I knew you were sound asleep, contented and having beautiful dreams as soon as I heard the click, click, click of your beak on the Elizabethan collar you had to wear around you're neck so you wouldn't pick at the bandages. Awww! Such sweet memories.

Then, I always sang this to you every single night without fail to tuck you in at your nest box. Oh boy howdy, you made certain that I didn't stop singing until you'd were ready to drift off into the land of mystical, magical, marvelous dreams. Here you go, My Most Beloved Darling Feather Child Alex!!!

Yoo Hoo Alex! I'm thinking about you My Mostest Bestest Friend! Awww! You may be gone but there's something that ain't nobody can take away from me. Nope. They sure can't!

If heaven is even half as beautiful we are in for something special.Imagine Alex and Willy and all the others runnin around there.

By the way picked up a new book(new to me ) called 'cold noses at the pearly gates' by Gary Kurz.He makes some good arguments for the reality of our pets and us in heaven.It is in biblical in nature if your cool with that.It reminds me of my Cathlolic upbringing and for some reason I am reverting back to thinking that it might be true.Interesting how things come along when you really need them.Like Einstein says"it's no roll of the dice" Perhaps he is right.It's a good read.Includes all animals furry and feathered alike..............Bubba...........

Thanks for the compliment, Bubba. Hugs! Ooooo, that sounds like a great book. But, you do know that Pope John Paul II already declared in 1990 that animals do possess a soul and do go to Heaven. That's a fact, Jack! Would you like to know what all he did say about it? No need really but ... Hey, you can look it up if you don't believe me. I speaketh the truth, Bubba Dear. *Big Smile!*

Tons of Hugs, Love, Peace and Faith to You, Your Lovely Wife, Willy, Lily and all the Gang!!!

Your Pal Always,
Dottie xoxoxox

Hey Dottie--------you know,now that you have reminded me I do remember reading that somewhere about the pope .I will google it.Thanks for the update.I think you will enjoy the book.Comforting.......C U lata.........Bubba.............