Hi, Juturna, it's Monday evening here in Virginia, almost 8 p.m., and my precious Noah is curled up on the bed as I'm writing to you. I truly do not know how I would be without him right now. It's still hard sometimes comprehending the compounding losses of my furkids since December 2006. Noah is very, very precious to me.

We are having very gusty winds this evening, and neither Noah nor I are fond of that. I'm looking forward to getting into my comfy clothes and snuggling with him until it's time for lights out.

I hope this evening will be a peaceful one for you, my friend. I thank you so much for stopping by to chat with me and for the gift of your friendship. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, Juturna.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Dear Moon_beam,

Hope all was safe last night with the gusty winds. Snuggling with your love-bug Noah sounds so cozy and warm. I'm happy that he is with you and understand how very precious he is to you. Loss is difficult to comprehend, and there is little in life that prepares us for mourning.

Hope you had a peaceful evening tonight and that you have a restful sleep with Noah by your side. The gift of trusted friendship is something I need to thank you for.
With peace and gratitude,
Juturna

Hi, Juturna, thank you so much for your thoughtful note. Noah and I are doing well this evening. My precious little boy is curled up on my lap as I'm writing to you. He never ceases to amaze me in his loving affection and devotion.

I'm playing hookey this evening from my "re-arranging" project. There's just one more thing I want to do - - bring a bookcase downstairs to put in the corner in my computer area, and then that should be the "final" major re-arrangement to do. It will be more useful in the computer area than where it is upstairs.

The wind has dissipated to more gentle breezes which is nice. The region has had numerous brush fires over the last couple of days, and the gusty winds have made it very difficult for the firefighters to contain them. Some of the fires have come close to residential areas, but so far the area Noah and I live in has not been in danger.

I thank you for stopping by, my friend. It's always a blessing to stop awhile and "chat" with a friend. I hope you will have a peaceful evening, Juturna, and please know you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Good evening moon-beam,

I also wanted to stop by to see how you are. I could never imagine bringing a bookcase down the steps. Did you mean you are doing this yourself?

Glad you and Noah are cozy and secure. I have been too uncomfortable with my back pain to sit at the computer this week. Rested a lot today as it was my day off and am feeling little better. Was warm here today but cold again tonight. Maybe we have escaped from having another snow storm this winter. Only good thing about a big snow is a day off of work.

Well, my new friend, I wish you a peaceful night. I am going to get myself together so I can make it into work tomorrow. I still miss my Zoe every day but coming here really does help.

Joanne

Dear Moon_beam,

Learning that your precious Noah is curled up in your lap as you you write paints a warm comforting picture. The love and devotion you both share is so beautiful. And I was glad to learn that you are both safe.

Taking an evening off from your re-arranging project gives you some down time which is positive self care. Bringing the bookcase downstairs sounds like a big job. I trust that you will ask someone to help you if you need assistance.

Yes, it is a blessing to chat with a friend. Hope you have a peaceful night's sleep.
With peace and gratitude,
Juturna

Hi, Joanne, Juturna, thank you so much for your most thoughtful and wonderful notes.

Joanne, I am so sorry you are having back pain / discomfort. I believe you had mentioned in one of your posts about getting some physical therapy - - if my memory is correct - - have you been able to start this yet? I do so understand how you're feeling. I sometimes have muscle spasms in my back and really do understand how debilitating back pain is. And yes, I have been doing all the re-arraning myself - - a challenge for sure. The bookcase is really not too bad, and no I won't bring it down the steps. I'll take the books off and will bring the bookcase downstairs the "long way" - - out through the garage which has a ramp to the outside garage door, then I'll scoot it down the back yard slope down to the basement living quarters in through the big double door and then slide it into place. This will be the "final" major relocation - - it's a "do it yourself" bookcase so if it gets a bit scratched in the relocation process it's not going to be upsetting. I just need to get my "second wind" before I attempt it, and this isn't anything that needs to be done anytime soon. So, I can take a breather until I'm really ready to do it. This weekend will be my monthly "financial marathon" - - getting bills paid, etc., so I will be occupied working on that.

Juturna, it's nice to be taking a break from the "major" re-arranging project. I recognize that I really need it, and am enjoying focusing on something else for awhile - - and especially more time with my precious Noah. It's getting time for me to get him his dinner, and am looking forward to our snuggle time this evening before calling it a day.

Thank you both so much for thinking of me and keeping my precious Noah in your thoughts and prayers. Please know you both are close in my thoughts and prayers, Joanne, Juturna, and I hope you both will have a very peaceful evening.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi Moon-beam,

Hope the bookcase move works out well for you, and that your precious Noah is by your side. Please enjoy your cherished time with him this weekend.

Have a peaceful weekend, my friend.
With serenity and gratitude,
Juturna

Hi moon-beam,

Sounds like you have it all worked out how you will move the bookcase. Just be careful and don't strain your back. Noah needs you in one piece.
I still don't feel great which is why I have not been online more this week. Found 3 other people at work today dealing with loss and grief related to their dogs. I was able to help one find a rescue that may take her dad's older dogs since he can no longer care for them. She was very upset and did not know where to turn. One coworker lost a dog recently and found a rescue litter of puppies born around Christmas just as the mother was scheduled to be euthanized. They saved her life, for now. She will get her puppy this week.
Grief does bring people together. I have said this every time I post here, I could not have made it without all of the support from you and the other people on this forum.
Please have a restful, safe weekend. Say "hi" to Noah for me.

Hi, Juturna, Joanne, thank you so much for your thoughtful, caring notes. I hope today has been kind to you both.

I got the bookcase moved down to the basement on Friday evening, and it fits nicely into the space between two wall cabinets. Almost looks like a "built in" bookcase. And I got some other things re-arranged in the basement yesterday and got some books on the bookcase yesterday evening. So, this now marks the "finish" of the major furniture re-arranging, and good thing, too. Noah is my little trooper - - he waits with anticipation now to see what I'll be moving next. Yesterday while I was vacuuming I exchanged places with two of his latrines so that they would fit better in their places, and he just took everything in stride. And he went upstairs with me and watched me fill the wagon with books and then was waiting for me downstairs when I brought the wagon in through the big basement door and over to the bookcase. He has become my little "helper" in this project. He is so precious. The good news is that the upstairs room is now ready to become a bona fide bedroom, and all I need to do now is to start saving for the bed I want. Perhaps this time next year I will have the room finally set up. For now, though, I'm thankful for the progress I've made and for my precious little helper to share this "transition" with me.

Noah and I have enjoyed chilling today. He has been stretched out on my lap now all afternoon taking a nap while I have been responding to e-mails and sharing time with you both and all of our friends on this forum. Pretty soon it will be time to get him his dinner, do a few chores, and then snuggle down for the evening.

Juturna, Joanne, I hope this weekend has been kind to you both. Thank you so much for stopping by to check on me. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, Juturna and Joanne.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi Moon-beam,

You must be glad the move is complete, and that it went smoothly. You sound satisfied with the bookcase relocation. And now the bedroom is a bedroom. I'm so glad your precious Noah was by your side through the transition. I love how he naps on your lap.

Hope tonight is peaceful for you.
With peace and gratitude,

Juturna

Hi, Juturna, thank you so much for stopping by to say "hi" and check in on me. Yes, I'm glad that the major furniture moving around relocation is done. There are still some "small" fine tuning to do, but that can be done whenever. This evening I needed to focus on writing checks to get some bills paid to mail on Wednesday after work. It actually was a welcome change to moving furniture - - go figure that paying bills would be an almost pleasant activity.

Noah is cuddled up next to me as I'm writing to you. He is such a precious little soul and I am so blessed to have him. I hope and pray that your search for a new companion partner will be successful. I know your precious Victoria will help guide this new union. As you said in your post, it's a process - - just take your time.

Thank you so much for stopping by, Juturna. It's after 8 p.m. here and I need to get my Noah his evening treats and get snuggled down with him. It has been a long day.

Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, my friend.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Dear Moon_beam,

It warms my heart when I read that you are snuggling with Noah. I'm so glad he is with you. It sounds as though bill paying was a needed break from all your moving and re-arranging.

Thank you for reminding me to take my time with my new animal companion search. I put out a couple applications and a couple inquires and am waiting to hear. One of the ##er spaniels reminded me of your precious Oslo. Not that she looks at all like him, but her temperment sounds very much the same. She goes to the nursing home daily with her foster mom and is acting as a therapy dog.

Hope you are sleeping peacefully. I appreciate your friendship very much.
With gratitude and serenity,
Juturna

Hi, Juturna, evening greetings to you from Noah and me. Thank you so much for your most welcome note. Noah has had his dinner and I'm winding down from a "do it yourself" project when I got home. After work I stopped by a little store that is similar to Wal Mart but much smaller - - sort of like a "mom and pop" general store. I was looking for a floor lamp to use at my bed but they didn't have any floor lamps. What they did have was an all in one computer cart which I have been looking for but avoiding because of the price. They had one for $30 - - got it. I have also been looking for a lap table for my lap top - - and they had one for $15. So - guess who got BOTH???!! So, when I got home and after Noah and I did our greeting and I gave him his pre-dinner snack, I started working on putting the computer cart together. It's a pretty sturdy thing but it took me awhile to get the parts together - - had to be creative as to how to get the two sides together with the bottom shelf in place. But it's together and was worth the $30.

Noah, bless his sweet heart, hung in there with me and watched me faithfully as I tried to figure out what screws went with which parts - - oh me. Good thing I don't make a living with this. He's now curled up on the desk top computer desk here with me while I'm writing to you. He is fascinated by the curser and the mouse.

The foster child who goes to work with her foster mom sounds like a real sweetie, and apparently shows the temperament you would want as well for your companion partner. Your heart will know when the "match" is right, and you will hear your precious Victoria whisper her approval in your heart.

Juturna, thank you so much for your wonderful friendship. I hope you will have a very peaceful evening surrounded by the presence of your precious Victoria.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi Moon_beam,

Putting together the computer cart sounded like a challenging project. What a bargain at $30! And I'm glad your precious Noah was with you all the way. His intrigue with the curser and the mouse is adorable.

I'm calling a foster mom tomorrow morning about a ##apoo who sounds like a true sweetheart. I haven't heard back yet about any of the other canine companions. I want to keep all possibilities open right now.

Hope you have a peaceful night's sleep. Your friendship is a special gift.
With serenity and gratitude,
Juturna

Good evening, Juturna, another evening is upon us, and as I'm starting to write to you it's almost time to get Noah his dinner. I'm at my lap top this evening and thoroughly enjoying the fruits of my labors in putting the computer cart together yesterday evening. It certainly is paying for itself right now. At the moment Noah is snuggled at my feet patiently waiting for me to let him know that I'm going to get him his dinner.

How exciting about you're talking to a foster mom today about a ##apoo. They really do have great personalities, and I'm sure would make a wonderful therapy partner as well. I will be looking forward to knowing how your query went today.

Just remember - - there is a fur child who is waiting patiently to have you for his mom. It's all about "timing," Juturna, and you will know when Victoria has found the perfect match for you. I do believe with all my heart that she and the angels are directing the path that will bring you and your new companion together. Each day is bringing you both closer to this joyous meeting, for remember - - there is a fur child somewhere who is also anticipating having you for his / her mom.

No projects going on this evening, thank goodness. Noah and I are enjoying the "fruits of our labors" this evening, and just snuggling. And speaking of my little son, he has come to let me know it really is time for me to get him his dinner. And as usual my little man is right.

I hope you will have a peaceful evening, my friend, and thank you so much for your wonderful friendship.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Sounds like things are going well with the rearranging project. Glad you are still in one piece.

WE leave on vacation tomorrow so I wanted to stop by and see how you are. Glad you and Noah sound comfy and cozy. I still have a lot of packing to do and am putting it off. Went a got a new small suitcase for odds and ends. Now that we have to check all potions and lotions it is harder for me to know where to put everything so I can get to it easily when we arrive.

Please be well while I am gone. I will not be online for a while but will check in when I get back.

Joanne

Dear Moon_beam,

It warms my heart every time I read how precious Noah is snuggling with you. And I'm so glad you both are enjoying your efforts with the new computer cart. Putting it together sounded like quite a project.

My talk with the foster mom went well. She described the ##apoo as having a "sweet gentle soul" and wants me to meet her. Unfortunately, the little girl does not have a tail, so her whole backside wags instead. My life partner and I will set up a meeting, though I'm not sure when. I may need to wait another week. I spoke to a friend of mine at length tonight who adopts rescue afghans; She was helpful and validating.

I hope you are dreaming peacefully tonight with precious Noah by your side.
Thank you for your trusting supportive friendship.
With gratitude and peace,
Juturna

Hi, Joanne, thank you so much for stopping by to say "hello" and to check in on Noah and me in the midst of your finishing up your vacation packing. I know how busy the last few hours are, so I really do appreciate your "time out" to visit. I do so hope your trip will be a time of rest, relaxation, and refreshing of your heart and soul and mind and body. I will look forward to hearing all about your trip when you return whenever possible.

Hi, Juturna, thank you for your faithful evening visit. I am sure that whatever form, and fashion, your new beloved companion comes in it will be the "right" one for the both of you. And I know your precious Victoria is greatly influencing this "new adventure" in your earthly journey.

I have a serious leak in the kitchen sink drain. I have been able to contact a plumber who is supposed to be here tomorrow after work to fix it. There's always "something" to do with a house. If all else fails there is always the "bucket" remedy until a plumber can actually get here.

No major projects when I got home from work today, thank goodness. My Noah and I snuggled big time before dinner and watched the space shuttle launch into space safely. I'm really enjoying our snuggle time a lot, especially since I have been so very busy with re-organizing "stuff". He is such a precious little fella.

I hope you, Joanne, will have "happy trails" and will look forward to hearing all your news when you get back home and settled in. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers for a safe, healthy, and very happily memorable trip.

And I hope you will have a very peaceful evening, Juturna, embraced with your Victoria's sweet Living Spirit, and please know you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi Moon_beam,

Just finished my last client call for the evening and wanted to stop by to let you know that I'm thinking of you and your precious Noah. I'm so glad that you are enjoying your time with him. I did not realize till Victoria was no longer here how cherished those snuggles are.

I hope the leak in your bathroom gets taken care of tomorrow. Yes, homes require work and fixing.

My adoption rescue mission is proceeding slowly. I will keep you posted if there are new developments.

Hope you are having peaceful dreams.
With gratitude and friendship,
Juturna

Hi, Juturna, very blustery Friday evening greetings. Thank you so much for your most welcome note. Noah is snuggled next to me and I'm taking a few moments to relax from having the plumber here. It was a simple fix - - the putty seal in the kitchen sink drain had eroded which was causing the free flow of water underneath. It took about a half hour to fix. So, that's done. Noah stayed downstairs while the plumber was here. After he left, Noah went upstairs to check to make sure everything was okay. He is my little champion!!

I am looking forward to a little more relaxed weekend just continuing the straightening up process and doing some dusting here and there. And most importantly of all, getting lots of snuggles with my precious Noah.

I thank you, Juturna, for your most welcome friendship. I hope you will have a peaceful weekend, one warmed by your precious Victoria's sweet Living Spirit.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi Moon_beam,

You must be glad that the leak was fixed easily. I love how your precious Noah does his check after the repairman leaves. And he sounds like the best snuggle bug.

My rescue adoption search is a slow process of filling out applications. Thus far, most of the dogs I've been interested in have already been adopted. I'm realizing that the younger ##er spaniels get adopted immediately. Maybe I need to do something spiritual to cultivate this process.

Relaxing this weekend sounds peaceful. I hope you and Noah enjoy your time together.
Thank you for your trusted friendship.
With serenity and gratitude,
Juturna

dear moon_beam

i love to hear about you and noah, thankyou for sharing him with us (i feel a warmth inside reading about your snuggle time). with all you give of yourself to all of us here, it is nice to know that you have someone special loving you every day. i do know though that it doesn't make your losses hurt any less.

take the gentlest of care of you
rb

Hi, Juturna, Rainbohdi, thank you so much for your most thoughtful and welcome notes. It is a dreary Sunday afternoon here in Virignia with rain showers predicted for later on. I'm glad it's just wet rain on the horizon and nothing frozen. It's still very much winter here, and we can still get winter storms right through the first part of April.

Yesterday as I was cleaning the basement kitchen sink I noticed there is a leak under this sink as well, so in the next couple of weeks I will be calling the plumber back. My sister who lives in the Washington, DC area is supposed to be visiting sometime this week and staying for a few days, so getting the upstairs kitchen sink repaired was the priority. Of course if I had known there was a leak under the basement kitchen sink I would have had him fix that too while he was here, but I didn't know about it until yesterday. For now a bucket seems to be enough to keep things under control. It's a slower leak actually and I haven't been able to discover where the leak is coming from. With the upstairs sink it was very obvious. I get paid this coming Friday, so I'll know pretty much what to expect for the repair and will have the funds in "petty cash" to pay for it instead of having to dip into my "reserve" funds. And hopefully this will be the LAST of the leaky sinks!!!

After I had discovered the leaky sink I had a "marathoner" day of continuing the straightening up of stuff here in the basement living quarters from the "re-arranging" project. My sister will be using my computer while she's here and I definitely had to clear off the computer desk and dust it so that she could work. It took me a straight 8 hours to bring chaos under control, with a break around 6:30 p.m. to give Noah his dinner. I did a few more chores and finally called it a day around 8 p.m.. He was so patient all day yesterday, and we had lots of snuggles and cuddles and Noah rubs and purrs when we finally settled down together for the evening. He is such a wonder. He is cuddled next to me as I'm writing to you now. Today is definitely a cuddle day, and I'm enjoying every minute of it.

Juturna, your comment about adoptions already in place is a common disappointment with rescue organizations. It took a friend of mine 6 months to be the "first in line" for adopting a ##er - - she prefers Spaniels, too. So, just hang in here. It all has to do with "timing". My friend was beside herself with many disappointments because of the "failed" adoption applications, - - until Christmas Eve 2009 when everything came together. So, please do not become discouraged, Juturna - - there is a special furchild also waiting patiently for the right time when he / she will be united with you. So just keep doing what you're doing - - perseverence will prevail.

Rainbohdi, it's really hard sometimes to put into words how much I love my little Noah. While there were other fur family members he really preferred to hang out with them, but now that it is just Noah and me, we are developing a bond that just fills my heart with so much joy. And I think having our common connection to Oslo, Eli, and Abbygayle makes our bond even closer. I am savoring our time together cherishing every moment always aware of his sweet physical presence with me whatever I may be doing.

I'm glad to share that the "marathon" of yesterday was very successful and that the "straightening" up phase is now transitioning to the "maintenance" phase of routine dusting, etc., which will allow me to have more time with my Noah. YEAH!!!

I hope this weekend has been a kind one to you, Juturna and Rainbohdi. Thank you so much for stopping by to visit with me and Noah, and please know you both are in my thoughts and prayers.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi Moon_beam,

Just wanted to stop by before bed. You had a busy weekend. Sounds as though you accomplished quite a bit. I'm glad this second sink leak is not as bad.

Savoring your time with your precious Noah is wonderful. I'm so glad he is with you. His cuddling must be so very comforting and loving.

Thank you for your encouragement with this ##er rescue process as I've been working on it much of the weekend. I do have one possibility right now, but have to explore it further as she will need surgery. It is very sad how many of the rescue dogs have medical issues.

Sweet dreams, my friend.
With peace and gratitude,
Juturna

Hi moon_beam,

I'm taking time out from my studies to catch up on here, and just stopping by to say hello. My, you have been busy. Sorry to hear about the second leak, especially so soon after getting the first one fixed. It's strange how that happens -- sometimes you're quietly going through life with little or no incidences, then -- bam!! -- it's one thing after another. I hope things settle down for you around the house, sooner rather than later.

I smiled reading about how Noah has been reacting to it all. He certainly is the "man of the house" -- checking that everything is in order. And what a wonderful image of you and precious Noah snuggled together at the end of a hard day. I'm so pleased you have him.

I've been busy with approaching deadlines, but little Franky and Freddy have been keeping me amused whenever I need some time out. They are such little characters. I let them have the run of the hall a couple of times a week (after safely securing it) and it's funny to observe their completely contrasting personalities. Freddy is so hyperactive and full of energy, and loves to run up and down it at record speed. Whereas Franky is more of the 'explorer', slowly making his way around, sniffing and sizing things up. Freddy doesn't like to be handled for very long, as he can't keep still long enough. Whereas Franky will happily sit on my hand for as long as I want him to, or climb up onto my lap if I'm sitting on the floor with them. Franky is very sensitive and has a little face full of expression. Freddy has huge eyes which are always full of mischief. I bet you can guess which one is usually the instigater of their little 'squabbles'? Franky is physically almost twice as large as Freddy, but Freddy is by far 'the boss'.

Well, I hope you manage to have a somewhat peaceful week. You and Noah are in my thoughts.
Take care, Cheryl xx

Hi Moon_beam,

Just stopping by to let you know that I am thinking of you. Hope all is well with you and your precious Noah.

Your words of encouragement with my adoption process have been helpful. I'm practicing patience.

Have a peaceful night's sleep, my friend.
With serenity and gratitude,
Juturna

Hi, Juturna, Cheryl, here I am - - finally. Sorry not to have been able to respond to your most welcome and thoughtful notes. When I got home from work on Monday it was "final" preparation for my sister's arrival on Tuesday. She is upstairs this evening for some "personal time" and I am finally able to come join you this evening.

Juturna, I'm wondering how things are going with your query about the little girl who is in need of surgery - - what kind of surgery, and will the rescue group pay for it, help pay for it, etc.? Yes, unfortunately the rescues do have medical issues, and in these challenging economic times are finding more and more companions being "surrendered" or abandoned, or - - so that others can have the true joy of taking care of these homeless waifs - - the ones who are blessed to have a new loving home. Please do keep me posted as to how things are going for you as well as in your search for a new companion to share your life's journey.

Cheryl, thank you so much for thinking of me in your "time out" from studies and sharing with me how things are going with you, and Franky and Freddy. I am so o o smiling as I read your accounts of their antics, and how they help you to smile, too. This brings great joy to my heart for you, my friend. And I know your precious Daisy is enjoying having these two little fellas as "brothers". Sounds like perhaps little Franky has his "sister's" heart of wanting to be close to you - - and that your precious Daisy is encouraging his sensitive soul.

Noah is curled up here next to me as I'm writing to you this evening. He is not comfortable with "strangers" in the house. The first words out of my sister's mouth when she came in yesterday evening are, "This place smells like cat." Excuse me??? And when I got home from work today she told me all about her having to wash and scrub things down to "get rid of cat". I expected this - - it's just an example of why I am not close to her or my older siblings. You'd think that I never cleaned, never vacuumed, never - - - . Oh well, - - she is visiting her friends tomorrow that prompted her travel in the first place and will be staying overnight with them tomorrow, so Noah will have a brief reprieve from his Aunt Patricia. Please don't get me wrong - - I do love her for she is my sister. I just feel closer to you and others on this forum for your acceptance and genuine friendship and sharing with me my beloved companions - - for the gift of sharing my heart with you.

Well, I really need to start shutting down for the evening and getting some quality snuggle time with my precious little Noah. Juturna, I hope you will have a very peaceful evening blessed with the presence of your precious Victoria's sweet Living Spirit. Cheryl, may you have a very peaceful evening, too, blessed with your precious Daisy's presence embracing your heart. Thank you both so much for your thoughtful and greatly appreciated encouragement and support, and most importantly, your friendship.

Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, Juturna, Cheryl.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi Moon_beam,

The visit with your sister sounds stressful with her criticism. I so relate to what you wrote about feeling closer to your forum friends. I am much closer with friends, as well.

I can just picture your precious little Noah curled up next to you. He sounds like such a loyal snuggle bug.

My ##er spaniel search is requiring much patience. The little girl who needed eye surgery is not an option as the cost of the surgery would be over $2500, and the rescue could not help. (I spent thousands of dollars on medical issues with my beautiful Victoria her last 2 years.) There are a couple other ##ers for adoption that I'm exploring. So many of the rescue ##ers are older, and I just can't go through another round of senior health issues and then death this soon. I trust that I will find a match, though it may take time. I'm asking for guidence.

Hope you are having sweet dreams. And thank you so much for your trusted friendship.
With peace and gratitude,
Juturna

Hi, Juturna, peaceful evening greetings to you from Noah and me. Thank you so much for your always welcome note. I look forward to them, even though circumstances here may temporarily prevent me from immediately replying. I thank you for your patience.

Noah and I are enjoying a quiet evening tonight, as my sister is staying overnight with the friends she came to visit - - the purpose of her trip in the first place. Please understand - - I love her as she is my sister, she is very talented in so many ways, and I truly want the best for her in all her endeavors. However, our lives are totally opposite, and so is our "focus" on what is "important" and what is "non-essential" - - and that's okay with me, and will be okay for her, too, when she returns to her home ("empire") in the next few days.

I'm sorry for the little girl who needs eye surgery, and so do understand your feelings. When I was anticipating adopting two more feline companions, I was truly feeling a lot of trepidation because I seriously could not handle another companion who had Eli's serious mental health issues. I am awed at how he responded to Noah and Abbygayle, but particularly Noah - - how closely they bonded together, and how Noah brought a peace and stability to Eli that his medication alone could not provide.

Just one day at a time, Juturna - - and each day is bringing you closer to THE companion who your precious Victoria is choosing and reserving just for you. When you two meet, you will KNOW this match is truly the right one.

Noah is having his after dinner nap stretched out next to me, and is enjoying this evening. He is my precious little boy.

Juturna, thank you so much for your always welcome notes, for checking in on me, and for your cherished friendship. I hope you will have a very peaceful evening tonight warmed by the presence of your precious Victoria's sweet Living Spirit. May she visit you in your dreams to bring a smile to your heart.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Dear Moon_beam,

Just wanted to let you know that I love reading about your precious Noah, as well as your other beloved fur companions.

And I understand how you and your sister are opposites and your focus is vastly different. We share that.

Thank you for all your support with this adoption process. There are a couple dogs that I hope to be able to visit this weekend. I have rescue workers helping me, and have filled out lots of applications. I will keep you posted.

Need to get to sleep; It's a busy work week.
Hope you are having sweet dreams, my trusted friend.
With peace and gratitude,
Juturna

Hi, Juturna, it's a dreary Satruday morning here - - rain definitely in the forecast and the weather radar is very colorful. Right now it's quiet here in the basement living quarters. My sister is upstairs doing whatever - - I'm just thankful right now for the temporary quiet time. I am so very exhausted from all the energy and physical fortitude from the "re-arranging" project all I really want to do this weekend is keep my right leg elevated on a heating pad and just be as non-physical as possible.

I hope your "meet and greet" goes okay this weekend with the two "potential" adoptions. Just please keep in mind this is sort of like a "blind date" - - for the both of you. I am looking forward to hearing about your "adventures" whenever possible.

I'm wondering if you have had a chance to visit with the donkey and the goats lately, and if so, how this has been for you. Sometimes it takes awhile to reconcile continuing to do "routines" we used to do with our beloved companions. Believe me, I do understand how totally different it feels, and sometimes it just doesn't feel "right". So, just do what is comforting for you, my friend. Believe me, your precious Victoria's sweet Living Spirit is right beside you telling you it's okay, too.

Not much else is going on right now, thank goodness. Noah is in the bathroom looking out the window watching the birds and other woodland critters. I used to have a window perch but despite my best efforts to make sure it was stable enough it would come loose and fall - - usually with him on it. He is now at an age where his body is not as agile - - I'm beginning to see that - - so I put one of the adjustable grooming tables I have (which I purchased many eons of years ago for grooming my Samson) and put a nice fleece pad on the top of it so now he has a stable table which he can reach by jumping onto the commode seat first, then the top of the commode water tank, and then a step over to his window table. This was part of my "re-arranging" project. And I think he's enjoying it.

Juturna, I hope you will have a very pleasant weekend. Tomorrow my sister is planning on visiting our brother and his wife who live about 45 minutes away from me. I am not planning on going this time - - I just need the quiet down time. And she needs this private time with them - - her visits are very infrequent and they need the re-connection time.

Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, my friend, and I thank you so much for your friendship.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi Moon_beam

Hope you were able to rest today. The re-arranging project sounded exhausting. How is your leg feeling?

I love how you created a special arrangement for your precious Noah to look out the bathroom window. He must be so happy watching nature.

Only one of the potential adoption visits took place this weekend in an animal rescue shelter. The other I decided to hold off. I met this precious 8-10 month old male ##er spaniel/king charles spaniel mix. What a love bug!!!!! He had been found roaming the streets in North Jersey and was brought into the shelter by a kind soul. He looked so sad when I was leaving, that I told him I would come back for him. This was the first time in 6 wks. that I felt joy. Everyone in the shelter had wonderful things to say about him. It looks as though we will be going back there tomorrow. I made arrangements for him to be held till Sunday. And maybe I'll be able to introduce him to my favorite donkey by Monday.

Good night, my friend.
With peace and gratitude,
Juturna

Hi, Juturna, it sounds like you have met a new soul mate. I hope and pray that you will be able to go back to the shelter today to bring him home with you, and tomorrow introduce him to the donkey. By the way, does this little man have a name yet? I am so o o happy for you, Juturna. You see- - it's all in the timing, and I am looking so forward to knowing how things go today.

It is raining fairly steadily here today in Virginia, and Noah and I are enjoying our brief quiet respite while my sister is visiting with our brother and his wife today. I was able to take a nice long hot shower, wash my hair, and dress in comfy clothes, and I'm sitting here on my bed with the heating pad on my right leg and foot - - very very comfortable as I'm writing to you. I think Noah is in the bathroom watching the world from the safety of his window table.

Juturna, I do hope and pray that all goes well today bringing your new companion home. I hope you and your new precious boy will have a peaceful evening, and I will look forward to sharing your news.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Dear Moon_beam,

How beautiful that Noah can watch nature go by. I'm glad you were able to rest your leg.

I'm feeling very ashamed. My new little buddy is here with me and I feel as though I made a horrible mistake. I think it was just too soon for me to adopt and I'm regretting my decision. He's an angel, so I know it is me. I'm contemplating returning him to the shelter on Tues. as I know he will be easily adoptable by someone who is ready for him. I will loose the costs, but that doesn't matter right now. I'm more concerned with what I'm doing to him and my significant other. I'm in a dark place.

Hope your evening is peaceful. Thank you for being a trusted friend and listening to me.
With gratitude,
Juturna

moon_beam

i liked your last post, reading about you being warm, comfy and relaxed. it's been a little too topsy-turvy and busy for you for the last few days it seems and i'm glad to know you're getting some respite from that (and dear sweet noah too).

family issues can be so incredibly difficult to navigate, they get so complicated and can escalate so quickly. it is interesting how two people can grow up in the same house with the same parents and turn out to be polar opposites. how sad is it though, that some people will never know the amazingness of loving and being loved by a furbaby.

it's night time here for me and it's warm (though thankfully not quite as stinking hot as it has been). it would be your day time (either mid-morning or eary afternoon) and raining and cool. always blows my mind how that can even happen, the opposites in time and weather at the very same time.

i hope things continue to be calmer for you. i'm sending some of our warm sun to your leg and foot, along with some soothing balm.

take gentle care
rb



juturna

so sorry to hear you're in a dark place. i know it's hard, but please try to be as gentle with yourself as you can while you make this heart-wrenchig decision. if it is too soon, that really is ok. if it truly is the right time, then it will turn out that you were having very understandable anxieties. you have to do what is right for you to be able to do what is right for this or any other future pet. i hope that makes sense. i am thinking of you and sending you calming energy.

take gentle care
rb

Hi, Juturna, thank you so much for your most thoughtful note and sharing with me about your little rescue child. I am so sorry it is not working out for you both. I can relate to how you're feeling, as I tried adopting a little kitten buddy for Noah last summer from our vet, and it was a disaster. Thank goodness the vet kept telling me to think of it as a "trial" visit and not as a permanent situation. She gladly accepted the little fella back within 24 hours of my bringing him home. It was perfectly clear that Noah was not going to accept him, and I didn't want the little kitten emotionally affected by rejection. I truly did love that little fellow, but gladly put Noah's needs first. The little kitten was adopted within the week by another client of the vet - - he went to a home where he had another "brother" about his age who gladly embraced his company. For this I am very grateful. Noah let it be known that he needs my undivided attention, and I gladly commit myself only to him.

So, you do what you feel in your heart is best for the both of you, okay? And please don't feel guilty about it at all. You needed to try - - so now you know that you need a little more time. That's okay. And your little rescue child will be okay, too. Please let me know how things go, my friend.

Hi, Rainbohdi, thank you so much for your most thoughtful note. My sister goes back to her home tomorrow, for which I am thankful - - and so will be my little Noah. I love her dearly - - but it's time for her to go back home to her husband and for Noah to get his home back to normal.

Thank you so much for sending me your warm sunshine and soothing balm for my foot and leg. It actually does feel better when the sun in shining rather than chilly, damp, rainy / wintry weather. I hope life is treating you kindly today, my friend, and thank you so much for stopping by and checking in on me and my little Noah.

Juturna, Rainbohdi, please know you both are in my thoughts and prayers. Please know that your friendships are greatly valued and deeply appreciated.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Dear Moon_beam,

Thank you so very much for your encouraging words of support. And I appreciated your telling me about the kitten adoption that was not meant to be. It helped me with the shame.

I spoke to the matriarch of the shelter today and it went well. She said that she's been there, and suggested that I bring my new little adopted boy back tomorrow rather than wait. He's a real love and we both know he will be adopted again very quickly. She also suggested that I contact the shelter when I am ready to adopt in the future, which I was glad to hear.

So tomorrow morning I will drive 90 min. each way before work to bring back my adopted boy. I'm trying to view my time with him as a foster mother. I just wish he had not gotten so attached to me in a couple days. I'm anxious about tomorrow and hope that I will be able to sleep tonight. I have learned that it is too soon for me make canine companion decisions.

I hope that you and your precious Noah are having a very peaceful evening together. And again thank you for your trusted friendship.
With gratitude and peace,
Juturna

Hi, Juturna, thank you for your most welcome note and for keeping me in your thoughts during this very difficult time for you. I'm so glad the shelter administrator was helpful to you, and hope that everything went as smoothly as possible for you.

My sister left today to go back to her home, so when I got home from work it was just my Noah waiting for me. I love my sister very much, but it was definitely time for her to go back to her home in Northern Virginia. Noah has not yet ventured going back upstairs yet - - I think he still expects to hear her, but I have reassured him that it is just us now. I hope in the next few days he will be able to feel "safe" going back upstairs, and will feel safe being up there to greet me once again when I get home from work. I have missed him greeting me at the door.

Not much else going on tonight. It's getting time for Noah's dinner, so I need to shut this gizmo down. Juturna, thank you so much for letting me know how you're doing. I truly hope and pray today's event of returning the little adoptee to the shelter went okay for you. I know how I felt when I took the kitten back to the vet - - I was truly heartbroken, but it needed to be done. And like you, I try to think of that as being a "foster" time for him - - a day away from the veterinary clinic.

Juturna, please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, and thank you so much for your most appreciated friendship.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi Moon_beam,

I hope precious Noah begins to feel safe going upstairs soon. Having our animal companions greet us at the door after work is such a wonderful welcome, and one I know you must miss. It sounds like it was time for the visit with your sister to end. Noah will be relieved when he realizes.

Taking back my little adoptee puppy went smoothly, though it was difficult. The woman at the front desk who I had signed the adoption agreement with seemed shocked and annoyed, and could hardly look at me. My heart was aching and I feel horrible that I abandoned the little boy, especially when he tried so hard to please me over the past couple days. I have to trust that he will find a loving forever home shortly.

It's been a long day. When I arrived home from work tonight, one of the ##er spaniel adoption groups called me to see if I was still interested in adopting. I told them that I need another month or two before I will be ready.

Hope you and your precious Noah are having a snuggley evening together. Thank you for your trusted support and friendship.
With peace and gratitude,
Juturna

Hi, Juturna, I'm sorry the receptionist at the adoption shelter was less than compassionate toward you. But she is a "non-essential" in your life, and hope you can forget her totally ignorant attitude toward you. And I hope and pray that you can come to realize that you did NOT "abandon" the little waif. You returned him to his "safe place" where he will truly find a permanent home with a loving human companion / family. This is the most responsible action on your part - - so the word "abandon" is an inaccurate assessment, in my opinion.

It's a rainy bone chilling day here in Virginia. Noah is happy to have me home from work, and is slowly recognizing that he has his "kingdom" back. He still hasn't ventured upstairs, but he did call to me from the basement when he heard me come in from work and heard me call him, so that's progress. I will be so glad when he's finally feeling comfortable again knowing that he can go back upstairs. My sister kept the door at the top of the stairs closed - - because she didn't want "cat" coming upstairs and having fur and hair scattered all over her "clean" space. A couple of days before she left she mentioned that she found "cat" again on the floor, and I told her that I could have tracked his fur upstairs - - that Noah has not even attempted to go upstairs since she arrived. She was very quiet for a few moments. Shedding is part of having a fur child - - you learn to live with it and accept it. If shedding fur is the worst of her concerns, then I would say she's pretty fortunate - - wouldn't you?

I'm looking forward to getting evening chores done, getting Noah his dinner, and then calling it an early evening for lots of snuggle time with my Noah. This coming Saturday the temperatures are supposed to be back in the 60-something range and lots of sunshine. I may try to work outside a bit in the yard beginning the task of raking the ocean of leaves in the back yard. I remember how Oslo so much enjoyed keeping me company in that task in his younger days. I have missed hearing his feet shuffle through the leaves this winter - - he loved walking through the leaves. These are first leaves I have raked since the spring of 1999 that my Oslo has not physically walked through. The yard work does not have the joyful incentive that it used to have -- - to keep it clean and neat for my Oslo and his feline brothers and sister so that they could go out on their tethers and safely enjoy their yard together. Now it's just "necessary" yard work.

Juturna, thank you so much for sharing with me how things went for you yesterday. I do understand how difficult it was for you, and I admire you for thinking of what is best for this little waif. And I thank you for keeping my little Noah and me in your thoughts and prayers, too.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi Moon_beam,

Thank you for reminding me that the receptionist at the shelter is a "non-essential" in my life. Your validation is very much appreciated.

Yes, animal companion shedding is part of the joyful experience in being a guardian. And when our babies are gone, we realize how very much we miss seeing their hair. It sounds as though your sister has not had the wonderful experience of being an animal parent.

The yard work has lost its joy for you. I so understand how you have missed hearing your precious Oslo shuffle through the leaves this winter. Those sounds are now beautiful memories. And the yard work has become a necessary chore.

I hope you and your precious Noah had lots of snuggle time this evening. I'm so glad that he is making some progress in feeling safe, and trust that he will venture upstairs very soon.

The rain is supposed to hit here (PA) tomorrow.

Sweet dreams tonight, my trusted friend. Hope the night is peaceful for both you and Noah.
With gratitude and peace,
Juturna

Hi, Juturna, thank you so much for your thoughtful and always welcome note. I was reading on the internet about the flooding expected in the Northern States and New England, including the snow storms that are supposed to hit some areas as well. I hope you are not affected by the predicted hazardous consequences from the weather.

I am so happy: When I got home from work today Noah was downstairs when I came in through the garage door, and I called to him to let him know I was home, and he came running up the stairs and jumped up on the back of the sofa and was purring and so happy - - and I am still smiling and he is snuggled next to me taking a nap as I'm writing to you. Today is an exceptionally good day.

It's another rainy dreary day here in Virginia, and we're under a weather warning for the potential of strong thunderstorms this evening. I'm glad to be home with my little Noah - - not having to be out and about in case the weather does become boisterous.

Thank you so much for your comforting support in my memories of my handsome Oslo. I miss his gentle comforting physical presence. Whenever the kitty kids really felt stressed they would always go over to him and rub up against him, and he would just stay very still wherever he was and would let them rub up against him for as long as they needed to. And I so enjoyed laying down next to him stretching out the length of his body. I would give hiim a massage and eventually he would let out the longest sigh and his body would just relax. And I would brush him - - how he truly enjoyed being brushed, except the last few months when I think his body just could not tolerate the feel of the brush. But I saved his fur and put it in a zip lock baggie, and still have it to feel and smell.

With the excpetion of my Noah, it is only here I can share my memories of him, and for this I am grateful. Thank you, Juturna, for sharing my precious Oslo with me, along with Cheryl, Jan, and all the wonderful people on this forum. And for sharing my beloved Noah with me, too.

Juturna, I hope this evening will be a peaceful one for you, and thank you so much for your deeply appreciated friendship.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Dear Moon_beam,

How joyful that your precious Noah feels safe to venture upstairs and jump on the sofa. I love reading how he is snuggled next to you.

Oslo must have been the best therapy dog with his gentle presence. What a loving picture you painted with the kiddy kids rubbing up against him, and you brushing him tenderly. You have such wonderful memories. And how beautiful that you saved his fur. (I touch my beautiful Victoria's hair clippings often.)

Hope the thunderstorms tonight in your area were uneventful. It's been raining all day and evening here. I have to go take the trash out now and will get soaked.

Hope the night is peaceful for you and little Noah. The gift of your friendship is most appreciated.
With peace and gratitude,
Juturna

moon_beam, thank you soooo much for sharing this oh-so precious memory. As I was reading I was grinning from ear-to-ear at the wonderful image. What a special, magical boy your Oslo is. Even though I never had the pleasure of meeting him, he has still earned a special place in my heart. A true healing angel here on earth; and now in the heavens. I truly believe that Oslo is still using his comforting and healing powers alongside you now; helping you to find the perfect words to bring comfort to those on this forum who need it most. I feel so privileged to have met you, and to have learned about your wonderful Oslo through your memories of him.

I hope the weather doesn't get too bad where you are. There's a slight storm here at the moment, but thankfully I haven't had anywhere to go today, so I'm enjoying listening to the rain and wind, in the warmth and comfort of my home.

Take care of yourself, and I wish you a peaceful weekend. And as always, please give your darling Noah a hug and kiss from me.

Your friend always, Cheryl xx

Hi, Juturna, Cheryl, thank you both so much for your most thoughtful and welcome notes. My Oslo is a very special boy, and my friends, I do believe with all my heart that he is continuing his "therapy" practice in heaven's perfect garden - - espeically with the "new arrivals" - - helping them to get comfortable in their new heavenly home. And, Cheryl, thank you so much for your kind thoughts - - "I truly believe that Oslo is still using his comforting and healing powers alongside you now; helping you to find the perfect words to bring comfort to those on this forum who need it most." If this can be true - - I am deeply honored to be his "mouth piece" on this forum.

The prediction of storms in my neighborhood were highly over-rated - - we just got steady rain, and that's okay. I have been reading about the horrific earthquake and tsunami that hit Japan today, as well as many others in this country whose lives have been devastated by major flooding and tornadoes. My heart goes out to them, and my prayers are with them that the "survivors" will be able to re-establish their lives. I hope our forum correspondent, Mark, is okay.

Thank you so much, Juturna and Cheryl, for sharing my precious Oslo and Noah, and furkids, with me. Noah came running up the basement steps again to greet me when he heard me come in from work and call him. I am so glad his home is returning to "normal" for him, and I am so glad this is Friday evening and we have the weekend together.

Thank you again so much, Juturna, Cheryl, for your most welcome and comforting notes. I hope this evening and weekend will be a peaceful one for you both, my friends, and please know you, Juturna, Cheryl, are in my thoughts and prayers.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Dear Moon_beam,

I'm so glad that precious Noah has reclaimed his home.

And I love hearing about your wonderful Oslo. He has the heart and soul of a healer. I believe he helped my beautiful Victoria when she arrived at heaven's gate.

Yes, the tragedy in Japan is devastating. The animal rights groups are already gearing up to try to help there. My heart goes out to the people and animals, as well.

Hope you and your precious Noah have a serene weekend together. And thank you for the gift of your friendship.

With peace and gratitude,
Juturna

Hi, Juturna, thank you so much for your most welcome and thoughtful note. I'm so glad to know that the rescue groups are already mobilizing to help the wildlife and beloved companions in Japan as well as other areas that have been so devastated by disasters. New Zealand is still assessing the damage from their earthquake from about a month ago.

I, too, am very glad that Noah is once again settled back into his home and routine. I have already started preparing him for the "invasion" next week of a plumber coming in to fix the leak under the basement kitchen sink. But this will be a short-lived "invasion".

I did not work out in the yard today as I thought I might. I straightened up Noah's latrine boxes (they are the carpeted boxes where you can put the potties inside), and I discovered that my back is sitll not up to vigorous stooping and bending from all the recent re-arranging project. So, Noah and I spent the day doing quiet projects. He thoroughly enjoyed laying on his window table in the bathroom looking out the window and napping in the sunbeams. He kept me company while I took my shower and washed my hair, and he is stretched out next to me taking his after dinner nap as I'm writing to you now. We have watched "Star Trek" movies today on the SyFy channel, and are now enjoying the "Wild Russia" series on the "Green" channel. When I get this post done I will sign off for the night and get my Noah his evening treats and snuggle with him before calling it a day.

Can't believe tomorrow we will back to Daylight Savings Time. I have already moved my clocks forward so that I don't have to do that tomorrow. I almost forgot about it, so it is good that I've gone ahead and reset the clocks so that I don't forget to do it tomorrow.

Juturna, thank you so much for your always welcome notes, and thank you so much for your valued friendship. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, and I hope you will have a very peaceful evening.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Dear moon-beam,

Sorry to hear your back is bothering you. Sounds like you are tucked in for a quiet weekend. I had to work today and tomorro we pick up Kasper.

It is always so comforting to know you are here when I sign on at night. You always have the right words to say to help me feel better. Please take care of yourself and your darling Noah.

Hi, Joanne, thank you so much for your most welcome note. My back just needs time to rest, and this is a reminder that this "old gray mare" is truly not a "spring chicken" anymore. However, I am enjoying the benefits of my labors, and so is Noah, so a creaky back for a little while is worth it.

Joanne, I'm very honored that somehow I manage to say something that is of comfort to you, as I am also grateful to you for your thoughtful words of encouragement to me in my challenging moments in my grief journey.

Today has been a quiet day for Noah and me, and I'm very thankful for that. Even though the sun has been shining the wind has been blowing quite steadily. Can't believe that in about 10 days or thereabouts we will be into the season of spring. My Oslo always enjoyed the spring, as he enjoyed each of the seasons, particularly in his younger years.

Joanne, thank you again for your most thoughtful note, and your cherished friendship. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers,

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi Moon_beam,

Hope you were able to give your back the needed rest this weekend.

I love how your little Noah was looking out the window, as well as snuggling by your side. He sounds so warm and loyal.

Yesterday, I was able to go to NYC and actually enjoy myself for the first time in close to 2 months. Today, I was hit with horrible work emergencies.

Not much time to write, but I wanted you to know that I was thinking of you and your precious Noah. Hope you, my friend, and little Noah are having sweet dreams.

With peace and gratitude,
Juturna