Hi Baby Girl,
Well...I somehow missed another week or two since I have posted but I am back. I thought 2009 would never end and now I am so glad to be pushing through Spring of 2010...time really is the healer although at times I wish I could either rewind or fast forward instead of each day dragging endlessly. It is easier for me to be around other pets and animals now but it may be a long while for me to open up to another.

Love,
Mama

Hi there baby girl, wow, it has been more than a month since I was last here....shame on me! I have been thinking about you everyday as usual and still cannot quite find it in my heart to open up to another yet, you were my child, my everything and I am afraid to go down that road again right now. I will be visiting your grave site next month- it would be nice to see if the pink pampas grass has bloomed.

Boy I miss your loud~siamese style meow!!!!
Mama

Hey mynutmeg. It's good to hear from you. Thank you for checking in on me on my post. I hope you are doing ok. It's ok to not be ready for more babies. We have a little girl kitty in our home now. I didn't want any more because I needed time to "live" and breathe a little. But what we want isn't always what we get. Her circumstances were such that she needed to be here. I'm not what she wants and she knows it's mutual. But she is sweet and growing on me every day.
Your letter to Nutmeg is sweet. I know you still miss her dearly. Take care.
-Donna