I looked at the calendar this morning and realized it has been 1 month since I had to say goodbye to my "little man" Snoops. Such changes in my world since then .... we now have two beautiful little four legged bundles of joy named Rosemary and Basil who have managed to fill up the empty spaces on our house.

I still miss my little guy horribly and still cry pretty much daily (now included). It's hard to believe that so much time has passed and at the same time so little time ... I still see him everywhere I go and I still wish I could hug him one last time ... even though I got to say goodbye it still isn't enough ... guess nothing ever is. However, I do find myself growing content with the decision we had to make ... the guilt is starting to go a bit and I no longer feel to apologize to him all time. This is partly because of a dream I had about him a week ago ... he was healthy and happy and seemed content. I took this to mean that he was no longer in pain and disoriented. Has anyone else had similar dreams about their pets who have gone? I found some comfort in the one I had ... but I would still give up everything to have him back ...

Anyhow, thanks for listening ...

Both my girls went on the 6th Sadie 6th December and Jude 6th March.
I was tormented with thoughts that Jude hadn’t made it to the white light because I had her put to sleep yet had had signs and a medium reading that one of my dogs was ok, but I was sure it was Sadie who I knew was ok because she went naturally.
Then I had a dream that I was cuddling Jude and Sadie was standing by watching us, I now believe that Sadie brought Jude to me in my dream to show me she was ok.
Maybe this is a load of rot but all that matters is that it eased my pain and made me feel a little better, id still love to have a medium say ‘hey I have a dog here called Jude and shes with her sister Sadie’ but I guess that’s asking too much.

Sad anniversary
Love you girls forever and ever
Love Sue

Hi, Beth,

I have never been lucky enough to have one of the "dreams", but I really do believe that they are more visitations than dreams. Our minds suffer so with the loss and the grief and the guilt and I think our dreams reflect that -- so when we have one of those happy, peaceful dreams, it must be something else. Snoops was letting you know that he was ok and healthy and content now. I know you still miss him, and know you'll keep crying, and you can't help but feel YOUR sense of loss, but hopefully there is some comfort in knowing he is ok.
Love,
Jennifer