OH WHAT A TRYING MONTH THIS HAS BEEN, I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT, IT COMFORTED ME SO MUCH TO KNOW I WAS NOT THE ONLY ONE. WE HAVE ALL BEEN GIVEN A SPECIAL GIFT TO BE ABLE TO LOVE OUR BABIES LIKE WE DO. I HAVE LEARNED BEHIND EACH PERSONS EYES IS SOME STORY OF PAIN AND LOSS. WE HAVE TO TRY AND BE STRONG SO THE SPIRT OF GRIEF DOES NOT CONSUME US. I WENT OUT TO START LOOKING FOR WORK AGAIN TODAY, WHEN I CAME HOME IT WAS HARD, SO MANY THINGS ARE HARD RIGHT NOW, MOOSE IS MY FIRST THOUGHT WHEN I OPEN MY EYES IN THE MORNING AND WHEN I CLOSE THEM AT NIGHT. I THINK MOOSE WAS A GIFT TO ME WHEN MY PARENTS DIED, HE WAS BY MY SIDE THROUGH THE WHOLE THING AND WAS MY STRENGTH, MY COMPANION, MY PROTECTOR, HE MADE THOSE LONG WINTER NIGHTS FUN WITH HIS PLAYFUL SMART PERSONALITY. I WOULD LIKE TO POST A PIC OF HIM BUT I JUST CANT LOOK AT THEM YET. TOMMROW WILL BE A DIFFICULT DAY AND I AM TRYING HARD TO HAVE A THANKFUL HEART. BUT I MISS HIS PRESENCE SO, I WAS THINKING OF TAKING HIS ASHES TO MY PARENTS GRAVE AND BURYING THEM THERE, THAT WAY MY PRECIOUS THINGS WILL BE THERE TOGETHER. I STILL SLEEP ON THE COUCH, I GUESS IT IS MY WAY OF COPING, THE TV ON THE COMPUTER CLOSE, I STILL FIND IT SO HARD TO BELEIVE THIS HAPPENED TO US MOOSE AND I. HIS NAME IS MOOSE BECAUSE WHEN HE WAS A PUP HE HAD A BIG HEAD AND SOBIG FEET, HE GREW UP TO BE SUCH A BUEATIFUL BLK LAB. I MISS HIM SO MUCH

Hi Pamela,
I just wanted you to know I am thinking about you and your sweet Moose. I can just picture him with his big head and feet and how cute he must have been. Each of us have indeed been given a gift when we have had our precious babies that give us love and devotion. I have always said my Snookie was all I ever needed in life, and I would not trade a single day with her for a million dollars. I for one will be forever thankful that I was blessed my my little girlI hope you find a good job soon, maybe you will find one that you will like better than the last. I am thinking of you.
Ann