QUOTE (EmmasMom @ Nov 11 2013, 05:30 PM)

I miss my little girl so much. Everyone who knew her loved her quietness. Even her vet said she was an old soul. All I know if that my heart is broken with loss of such a beautiful baby in my life. I feel so empty without her. She is everything to me, and the love and trust we share is something that can never leave me.
I always had dogs in my life and I assumed that when Emma left me, I would want someone else in my life. But I don't. And I feel like I have lost part of myself. I have always fostered rescue dogs as well as living with my own. But Emma wouldn't tolerate foster dogs so the two of us lived alone all these years. I just can't bear to see another dog in her favorite spots. And I feel guilty that I have a home that could be helping dogs in need, but I just can't bring myself to try.
Emma looks so sweet. I hope she is at peace now, and I hope you truly know that she isn't hurting anymore. I think you will see her again some day. I know how you feel about never thinking ofwanting another animal in your home again. I also felt guilty after my kitty passed because he didn't care for other cats, how would he feel if we took in another, I worried if he would think we were trying to replace him. I think its different for everyone. Its okay if you never take in another four legged friend. I didn't think I ever would, but pretty quickly I started thinking of all the pets just waiting for a new mommy, a family and home of their own. I couldn't not adopt again. But I think it definitely is a personal thing. Maybe if you ever did decide perhaps you were ready to adopt again then you could foster again first - just to test the waters? Whatever you decide, its okay, as its the best decision for you, and that's what really matters.