I just wanted to share a book I found about pet loss and dealing with grief which helped me understand that I wasn't going crazy but just heart broken and missing my son. It helps to explain what your feeling and the things you can do to help you through it. The best book I found was by Wallace Sife "The Loss of a Pet ". This was a perfect book and really helped me. Or you can try these too when you have time. http://www.findinfo.com/petloss.htm or http://www.petloss.com
again I'm so sorry for ALL our losses!
Let them rest in peace until we meet again!
R.I.P My Buddy boy, my son forever!