Tomorrow the 9th makes 3 months since i lost my babygirl casper. Its still hard for me because i just wish she was still here. She was my world and losing her was like i lost my world like my heart felt like it broke and honestly its till broken. She held a special place in my heart and that spot will never be replaced. I wish i could just have another minute wit her to hold her and tell her i love her one last time. Sometimes i just wish she would or could send me a sign to know that shes ok and that its ok for me to move on. I honestly neva knew losing her would feel like this i guess i never wanted to imagine how it felt to loose her until she was actually gone. I listen to the song Bye Bye by mariah carey on repeat sometimes. The lyrics that speak out to me is "Miss you but I try not to cry...But it's like you're gone too soon..Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye" Sometimes i just dont know what to do other then break down. Babygirl ever since u left i feel like im slowly losing others, grandma aint doing so well auntie aint doing so well, another aunt just put her dog to sleep i hope ur wit him showin him the ropes wit Flash. U would of been 16 by now and i just wish u were here to c 16 yrs of life. U dont understand how much i miss u. I try to go on in life but its hard wen ur not here to greet me wen i walk in the door or here sleepin on mi pillow or here just for me to hold u. I know i said goodbye to u but i wish i neva had to, i wish u was still here. But all i want u to know is i will always love u.

Hello EvEf

I'm sorry your heart is breaking over the loss of your dear kittie. Her picture is VERY sweet. I can tell she is (not WAS) a very special cat. The pain you feel now is a reflection of how much you and she love (not LOVED) each other. It takes a long, long time until you can do anything but cry. Please know that my heart is with you.

Gretta's mom

It really just sucks. every month i use to look forward to me and my boyfriends anniversary now every month all i think of is o its the 9th shes been gone for how eva many months. I really felt like i lost my heart and soul