Wow what a week this has been...im not sure I can handle anymore heartbreaks.
I lost gizmo a week ago and last night we lost her sister chewy. Only this time there was no pain and suffering.
I came home from work to find my little sweetheart laying on the floor at the front door..as if she were waiting for us to come home and help her. I immidiatley called the vet and we were at their office within ten minutes. Turns out the flea spray wasn't the only problem my little angels were having. They contracted a fatal cat virus ..that attacks their red blood cells and doesn't allow oxygen to get in their systems. How terrible!
so I was left with a choice..either put her to sleep so she went peacefully or pay over a thousand dollars for blood transfusion and test and god knows what else...the vet was very honest and said at the stage the kitten was in it would be like throwing money away because her survival rate was slim to none. My heart broke for a second time this week. I knew it was the right thing to do...I watched her sister die in pure agony because I didn't have the funds that week to put her down and I would not watch chewy go down the same way...no one should have to endure such a death. I put my baby out of pains way..I know I did the right thing.
My heart and soul are pretty damaged right now...I am beyond sick at the thought that this may happen a third time with Yoda ..chewy and gizmo's big brother. The first born. He is so healthy right now and I informed the vet about him she said to keep an eye on him and at the first sign of a problem bring him in. The virus is contagious and there is no treatment..the cat has to pretty much fight it on their own but the vet can provide assistants if they need it..like oxygen and an I.v.
I am praying to every god their could be out there and I beg you guys to stick Yoda in your prayers too please! I cannot afford to save him if worse gets to worst. I hope someone up there will give him a chance to thrive..to not have to suffer the same outcome as his sisters..to live a full life for all of them.

Thanks again for the shoulder everyone!

Dear Claira

My heart goes out to you , what an awful time you are having. I send my sympathy for your dreadful loss. Bless your darling angels Gizmo and Chewy, they know their mummy loves them and did everything she could. I am saying prayers for their Big bro Yoda, I'm sure your little angels will be watching over him too. Please let us know how you and Yoda are doing, whenever you can.


Love and hugs

Jan and my Angels and Pixie xx

Dear Claira, i am so sorry for little chewy, and gizmo, and for you, such new little souls...at least she had some peace at the leaving...is it some type of leukaemia they have? Not that it helps your heart right now...Prayers for yoda and hugs for you Leejaye

Thank you very much to the both of you! I'm sure Yoda appreciates you praying for him as much as I do! And your right,i'm sure chewy and gizmo are watching out for their dear brother. The poor thing has been acting down all morning. Chewy was his partner in crime..his snuggle buddy and im sure best friend. Im certain he is feeling heartbroken and lonely today. He's been searching the house. Im giving him plenty of attention..hope it helps!

No I don't think it was leukemia..or anything cancer related. She said it was a virus..that is easily spread from cat to cat. I have been cleaning all morning because she advised I bleach everything to limit the transmission amoungst the rest of my cats. She said alot of cats get it and survive but kittens and already ill cats have a hard time with it. It breaks down the red blood cells and exposes them to secondary diseases. I can't for the life of me remember the same of it..i will do some research and let you know. Also it will not harm a cat that is vaccinated but like everything else there is a small chance. Yoda is going in for his shots on his next appointment that we made., my adult cats should be fine thank god!

Again thank you for your support and I wish nothing but the best in your lives!

So sorry for both the losses, of Gizmo and Chewy. Prayers for Yoda.

Dear Claira:

I can only imagine the terrible grief of losing both of your girls in such a short time and so suddenly. Since Dzamba left me, I've had moments of great worry that something could strike Loki out of the blue, and I don't know how I would deal with it. I must say I really respect you making the right choice for Chewy to end her suffering. I haven't had to make that painful decision so far in this life and could only hope that I could see clearly enough at the time to make the right one.

I have had a very auspicious day, so I think I might have some extra good mojo to send Yoda. You and your boy are in my thoughts.

Peace (and positive vibes),
Chris

Hi, Claira, please permit me to add my sincerest sympathies in your additional loss of your beloved Chewy. I so well understand how broken hearted you are feeling. Please know your precious Yoda is in my thoughts and prayers that he will be okay.

Thank you so very much for sharing your beloved Gizmo and Chewy with us. They are beloved souls who will always be with you in your heart and memories - - they are forever a part of you. I hope today is being kind to you. Please know you and your precious Yoda are in my thoughts and prayers, and will look forward to knowing how you both are doing whenever possible.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Thank you again for your kind words!

Dear chris,

I apologize in advance for any typos...my phone has a mind of its own lol

It was hard to say goodbye to little chewy...but there was no difficulty or hesitation in putting her down...I saw what the disease did to her sister and that's just not something I can let happen again. I would not have been able to live with the memory of her suffering..I have a hard enough time getting through the day with gizmo's death in my mind...replaying at every free second I have. I only wish I could turn back time and have found a way to do the same for her..show her the same kindness and compassion I showed chewy. But the money gods were not on my side last week.

I would love to know more of your story. I will read though your posts this weekend...there are so many people with so many stories and I want to read them all. You have taken the time out of your day to be here when I needed friends and I will certainly do the same for you...and everyone else out there. I hope live is treating you good and I pray for health and happiness to you and your fur family!

P.s Yoda is looking at me know giving me his silent meow...im sure that means thank you to all of you for your prayers:)

Dear Claira

Please accept both my heartfelt sympathy on the passing now of baby Chewy AND your courage and strength to remain standing through all this tragedy. ALL of my prayers are going to Yoda that that baby's like may be spared and that he may have long years to be your best friend. If not, know that everyone here - EVERYONE - is with you in this awful situation. Our trouble pale in comparison. You are one brave and LOVING lady! Hat's off to you.

Take care,

Gretta's mom

Hi Claira

Just wanted to know how you were doing and how the third kittie was doing, too. Remember, you have hundresd of LS friends who are sening good wishes and strength to you every day.

Gretta's mom