QUOTE (fcbruno @ Jan 25 2011, 07:57 PM)

Hi Di
Thanks for your beautiful message.
I really appreciate you watching my video of Bruno. I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of your cat. What was their name? Do you have a photo you could post? Hopefully, in time, this fresh pain you feel will become a thing of the past as the happy delightful memories of your cat stay at the forefront of your mind, making all the sadness drift into the background.
Awww I'm so happy to hear that Kaya is in perfect health and having a wonderful life. These happy moments we have with our pets can be forever cherished. Give Kaya a hug from me!
I have felt really sad today, missing Bruno, but am hoping to cheer up tomorrow.
Thanks again for watching the video.
Take care
Peter
EDIT: I've just seen your beautiful photo of Fritz. Awww he's amazing. So sorry for your loss.
Hi Peter,
Apologies for not responding sooner...it's odd, but after I'd posted in this forum a few times, I found it very hard to come back. I suppose I was probably trying to deny the pain in losing Fritz, as I'm one to bury things deeply inside, and losing Fritz hit me harder than I'd realized.
I must admit that your video tribute of Bruno was one of the most touching and heartfelt I've seen in a long time. You know, I believe these guys always knew just how much they were loved. And the pain that follows when they leave is testimony to that fact.
In earlier days if anyone had asked me, I would have probably stated that I'm more a 'dog' person than a 'cat' person. At least, that's what I used to believe. But Fritz literally stormed into my and my son's life, bringing with him so much more fun and love than any one cat would be expected to carry...and I've since come to realize that I'm not a dog or cat person..I simply love all creatures. Fritz loved everyone, two-footed or -four, and was a constant source of smiles and love. I learned so much from him, and then agonized over the decision to have him euthanized. Admittedly, it's almost never an easy decision to make, and his illness came on so suddenly, and with such vengeance...well, as any animal lover I suppose will attest, laying self-blame is almost unavoidable. Yet even though I did blame myself, I do believe that at the same time, everything does happen for a reason, and our beloved pets leave when the time is right. It's up to us to come to that acceptance, and to acknowledge that they really are always with us.
I think I would have loved your Bruno very much, had we crossed paths in life. He appears to have been a huge spirit who absolutely loved life. And what a life he had! One other thing I also believe is that these beautiful souls choose us, rather than the other way around; and Bruno definitely chose you for a reason. He graced you and your dad's life, and in return for his unconditional love, he was graced with the same. How blessed all of you have been.
Kaya, my dog (who is an Australian cattle dog mix, looks like a Dingo) is getting on in years...14 now. She still loves life, loves to play, tosses her toys around the living room, romps with joy through the mountains of snow, and - as is every elderly dog's right - snores up a storm in the evenings, burps after an enjoyable meal, and sometimes clears a room with her overwhelming fumes after a particularly enjoyable meal. I'll admit I dread the thought of losing her from my life, though I do know that - as with every other loss that has come to pass - I will handle it. Even so, I've planned to hopefully invite another dog into our lives this year. My heart right now is set on a Border collie (though the warnings have come fast and furious from those who have said, "Border collie?? Are you crazy??!!"), but I welcome a challenge, if there is one. Kaya herself was more than a challenge when I adopted her almost 14 years ago...she came with a plethora of problems, including severe separation anxiety (in which she ate the vinyl flooring, the kitchen chairs, my bed, and just about every blanket I ever owned), severe food aggression, and non-socialization with other dogs in her early days, which led to an ongoing anxiety over how to interact with dogs we meet at parks. Yet we persevered and got through most of it, and this 'aggressive' dog of mine who wouldn't think twice about making a meal of a wild animal shares her home with two rabbits (one who constantly antagonizes her), and puts up with bunnies nibbling at her toes and attempting to climb on her when she rests. I figure, if I made it through all of this with Kaya, a Border collie should be a breeze. ;o)
Afraid I've gone on a bit about my animals; but then, we all share that unspoken love for our pets in this forum, so I suspect you'll understand if I've rambled a bit. I do hope that one day another furred soulmate decides to grace you with it's presence (if not already); perhaps Bruno will be there to guide the way for a little soul who will recognize that special love you have to offer, a love that should never be wasted.
~Di