Today is six months since I lost my Nikita. I haven't posted here lately. I would come on and almost every day there would be new posts from those who had lost loved ones; I wanted to repond to each one but I didn't know what to say anymore. My heart goes out to each of you and I grieve with you. Life goes on, time does heal the wounds but the scars remain. The holidays are especialy hard without my Nik. I have my puppy Tucker he is seven months old now and a real handful. We still have the stray kitten I caught he is also around seven months; we named him Sammy. I find myself growing more attached to them each day and am begining to admit to myself that I do love them. But, they're not Nik and no pet I ever have will hold the place in my heart that she did. I wanted to check in on this sad anniversary to say hello and to wish everyone a Merry Christmas. For those struggling through the holidays my heart aches for you. It does get better but I can attest that it never completly goes away. Try to stay strong as we think of our lost loved ones and better Christmas' past.

I miss you Nik Nik

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Last Christmas. Her last Christmas.

I remember Nikita, I'm glad you posted again with on update as to how you are going. Six months isn't long, it took me way longer before I could actually say I was happy again. I have a rescue cat called Dexter now and I just adore him, he reminds me so much of my lost boy and I feel blessed that I have another chance to love again. You never forget the soul mate ones and Ulriich was like that to me, but now I couldn't be without Dexter. Happy Christmas to you xx

madi xx