Hello to you all, some of you may don't know me but I have been here before and now again for the same reason, today I have lost my baby Cat El Niño, September 8th, 2010 at 7:00 pm. He died of diabetes complications and I'm very sad right now and don't know really what to say, here is a pic of him of last year, Love you Buster and Love you Niño, you both will be missed for ever and thank you for been mine these 13 years, love you both Papa Jorge Click to view attachment El Niño

Dear Jorge

I'm so sorry for the loss of your baby Kitty El Nino. She will be with your Angel Buster right now, both of them watching over the best 'dad' anyone could have.
It's good to see you again dear Jorge, I'm just sad that its because of another sad loss for you.
Your photo of your fur baby is lovely.
Thinking of you.
Hugs Jan and my Angels and Pixie (yes we rescued a dear Dog, she's been with us for 6 months now)
x

Jorge, I'm so sorry about Nino. My heart goes out to you as you face this road again. He was and still is a beautiful baby.
-Donna

Thank you Donna, Jan, Angels and Pixie, you are all very kind and yes this is a very sad time for me again, I can't stand it. When on vacation for two weeks and the person in charge of giving him the Insulin twice a day did not give it to him for three long days and nights and found him under a table when I got into the house he was almost almost dead he just looked at me a miau once like he was waitihing for me to died and took him into an animal hospital we have here 24/7 but they said that it was to late them I cried and asked him for forgiveness cause I was not there when he need it me the most then he went away to heaven in my arms so sweet, I'm very sad and mad with the person responsable for his dead he just said to me he is very sorry he need it to leave town in a hurry and my cat was dying. If I knew this I would never ever go on vacation at all, guys I'm so sad and filling guilty you have no idea, he was to me like my own son and miss him to much and not scare to show it cause he was my pride and I'm glad he picked me as his Daddy, NIñO, REST IN PEACE AND FORGIVE ME I WAS NOT AROUND WHEN YOU NEED IT ME THE MOST, LOVE YOU ALWAYS YOUR PAPA JORGE Click to view attachment El Niño

Oh Jorge, I'm so sorry about the loss of your beautiful baby boy, El Nino. I'm sorry you have to go through this again. I'm sorry about the guilt you're feeling. I'm just... sorry. Jorge, you placed your trust in someone to care for your baby - you weren't to know that this person wouldn't live up to your trust. Like you said, you wouldn't have gone away if you'd have known. You really have nothing to feel guilty for. You loved your boy with all your heart and soul. At least you were there right at the end, to hold him in your arms.

You have two beautiful Angels watching over you now.

Take care of yourself.
Cheryl x

I am so very sorry for the loss of your friend El Nino. It sounds like you were a wonderful caretaker for your friend. I know the challenges of caring for a diabetic cat. I lost my cat, Boog, in January after 17 years, the last 7 treating her diabetes. Vacations were always very difficult. Please try to concentrate on all of your good memories of El Nino.

Oh, Jorge, I am so very very sorry for your loss of the beautiful El Nino, and for the circumstances surrounding it. We know that you would never have done anything to harm your beloved--it's all just so darned sad. I don't blame you for being angry and upset and feeling guilty and all of that and more--this is a terrible thing to have had happen!

Like others said, I'm really glad to see you back here, but sorry that the circumstances are what they are. I feel your sorrow.

Big big hugs from Margi, Spiritwolf, and Leopold the Bold One

Thank you to ladywolf, bartinmi and Cheril83 and yes thanks again, it is so good to know there is someone out there that cares when you need it. Now, my other female cat Weena han not eat nor drink since she felt he was not around, they were together since they were born she walks all over the house and besement looking for him with this loud Miau also she hides under my bed thing that she never did before any advice from you guys to make her feel better? I don't know what to do with her, she is suffering to much, all your advices will be appreciate, love for you all, Jorge Click to view attachment El Niño

Dear Jorge

I am so sorry that dear Weena is having a hard time missing her buddy Nino. It's to be expected when they have been together since they were babies, bless her.
Just be yourself , which is being a very loving and caring Papa to your fur babies. Let Weena know if you can that you are ok (I know you're hurting like mad) but she will sense that you are hurting. Hopefully you two will be a great comfort to one another.
Thinking of you.
hugs Jan and my Angels and Pixie xx

Jorge,

I am so sorry for your loss. Our animals are our hearts. I am sure little Weena is feeling the loss also... So sad. I, too, have been fighting guilt - calling for the one that trusted me and as he ran to me a car hit him and killed him. When I got to him his little heart was still beating and as I rushed him to the animal hospital, I placed my hand on his side so he knew I was beside him.

I am so sorry for your loss..., it is painful to be sure.

One morning I hope to be able to drive home without a huge hole in my stomach and without my heart sinking every time I drive into my driveway and it is so terribly empty without him rushing to greet me... This is such a long and painful time, isn't it?

Take care of yourself and Weena...

Thanks janika and greenbeagle, it is ok for me to suffer trust me it is ok but..... to see Weena calling him loud it really breaks my heart just thinking of her wanting to see him and he is all long gone, I wish I could do something else not to see her like this, she is not eating nor drinking much she has also lost some weight and her rutine has changed enormesly, she even does not go to were they both just to laid down and clean them selfs she evn has a scary looking in her eyes like thinking that something bad is going to happen to her too [I'm giving her very lots and tons of love but she runs away from me and hide, I'm so so very sorry things happened the way they did and that I never thought, thanks to you all. LOVE YOU BUSTER AND EL NIñO, FORGIVE ME, MISS YOU BOTH, PAPA JORGE Click to view attachment BJ and El Niño

Hi Jorge
I am so sorry for another loss for you. I know how you feel so helpless for Weena my Dozer
did the same thing after Max Died. It made me just cry even more and just broke my heart
to see him so sad. I do believe he grieved himself to death thats why he died 3 months later
out of know where and never sick. It stills brakes my heart to think he loved and missed Max
that much. I hope that your Weena soon comes around. I know with our dog smokey when
our lady died and them two were inseperatble, he grieved her passing and he would lay and just
lick and lick where she always laid thats when we got Max for him to have comapny. That is how Max came
into our lives. Then shortly after that we got Dozer. It just goes to show people who think that animals
are stupid, and dont have souls I will never beleive that they even grieve like we do and maybe even more so then
we do. I will pray for you and Weena.

Hugs Jorge
Anna and my Angels

Hello Anna and your Angels, you are so right and you have no idea how much, it really breaks my heart to see her [Weena] like this she is not her self won't eat, drink nor play with her toys just nothing. It seems unbelieveble that he died a week ago today I miss him dearly and it seems to me like a big lie that you are really gone, I'm so sorry you have to go this way and that I was not allow to spend with you your last days and that instead saw you under a table almost gone as soon as I arrived from the airport. I Miss You Papi Niño always will and forgive me please, your Papa for ever, Jorge Click to view attachment Weena, El Niño and Miss Kitty.

Jorge
Your angel loves you and I am sure he knows you did nothing wrong. Try not to blame yourself I know
that is easier said then done. Try to belevie that it was his time, maybe god had the plan all along
to call him to be with the angels when you would not be there to witness his passing. They say there
is a plan for all of us even though I know we dont understand. I am thinking of you and your sweet angels
Jorge.

Hugs
Anna

Thanks Anna, I may be still on denial and think it was not his time yet, sometime I think if I was around here and not on vacation he probably would be here, I know he died of lack of Insulin for three days, oh, if I could turn time I would in a second, Weena and I miss him dearly and a big time, tonight when I was preparing the plates for Weena and Miss Kitty to eat and saw the third plate empty felt a stab in my heart and a knob in my throat. Weena still is having a bad time, sometime late at night she wakes me up with this strange and long Miau wich I never heard before from her, I guess that is the way she use to call him, he will be miss big time and for ever.
Love Buster and El Niño and sorry, love Papa Jorge Click to view attachment
El Niño and Trixie

MISS YOU NIñO, WISH YOU WERE HERE RIGHT NOW, PAPA JORGE Click to view attachment El Niño

Thinking of you Dear Jorge. Your dear Angels Nino and Buster are watching over you and Weena.
Take care of yourself and big hugs for Weena.

Love
Jan and my Angels and Pixie xx

I am so sorry. I have had two diabetic cats in my life, and I know the heartbreak-and-hope roller coaster that goes along with it.

I too lost my Rosie when I wasn't there for her final health crash, so I know the pain and guilt you suffer. The guilt is overwhelming.

Look for your baby in your dreams. He will come back to you and let you know he is ok.

Please read this, it gave me comfort...

http://www.animal-connection.net/articlesouls.html

((((hugs)))) It's been a week and a half since I lost my Rose and I cry every day.

Thanks MissMyRosie it did give me confort, appreciate it and thanks again for understanding my pain so well, hugs Jorge Click to view attachment Trixie and Niño

Oh My Gosh, Sweet Jorge. How did I miss this here? Lo siento muy usted perdí su EL Niño del gato a la diabetes de septiembre el octavo. Please know that you are both in my thoughts and prayers as I wing many loving Angels to soothe and gently guide you through this most difficult time, Dear One Jorge.

Hugs and Butterfly Kisses to your fur kids, Angel Fur Kid El Niño and Angel Fur Kid Son Buster! Candle is lit.

Always, Dottie xoxoxox

Thank you Dottie, yes I'm back again and I'm so very sorry about it because it was not El Niño's time to go yet and everything do to the negligence of the person who was supposed to take care of it and let him without the Insulin he need it twice a day for four whole days and nights, I'm devastated as you would think, I miss him dearly since he was such a special Cat that loved Dogs as every one can see it in the pics, specially with BJ him like Weena are still looking for El Niño, thanks again and take good care, Jorge Click to view attachment Trixie and El Niño

Good evening to you all, just wanted to say that today I got El Niño's ashes and he is now resting next to my beloved Buster, miss you both my boys and please keep each others company, Papa, Jorge Click to view attachment El Niño

Thinking of you dear Jorge. Your darling 'Angels' are together and will be watching over their dear 'papa'. Siempre contigo en tu corazon y en tu alma.
How is dear Weena ? I'm sure you will be such comfort to each other.
Hugs
Jan and my Angels and Pixie xx

Click to view attachmentThank you very much Jan, Angels and Pixie xx, Weena is not doing well she cries at night, have lost weight and going to the bathroom all over even on the stairs going to the basement wich she never did before, I know she is suffering a lot and don't know what to do, it brakes my heart to see her like this, she just to sleep with me and now I have no idea where she sleeps at night [this is a huge house] when the night comes and I'm ready to go to bed I call her but she never comes over, I really don't want her to get sick, also she walks all over the house like she is hunting something. Again thank you for your concern about my Weena. Buster-Niño miss you lots, Papa Jorge El Niño and Weena

To both my Boys, there is not a day I don't think about you guys and lately also thinking it was a big mistake for me to go on vacation Niño and let you behind with a careless person. I know now Niño you would be here with me if none of my trip was made and I'm so sorry I was not around to take care of you when you got very sick and I was not here, love you and miss you guys lots, Papa Jorge BJ and El NiñoClick to view attachment

Hi Jorge, I'm sorry I'm late on the reply but let me add my condolences to you on your recent loss.

Stay strong my friend.

Hugz

Hal
Candy's Dad

It is okay Hal, better late than never, appreciate, take good care, LOVE YOU BUSTER, LOVE YOU NIñO Click to view attachment El Niño

Niño, today it has been very hard on me, it's been a month since I had to to let you go, I miss the way you just look at me with those big eyes I miss when you just come up to the kitchen cause it was time for dinner, remember how pushy you were? I will miss you for ever, please forgive me it was to late for you when I came back from my stupid vacation, I wish I could turn back time and make it right even though everybody says it was your time to go to heaven [I don't think soo] I love you and always will, I will remember you like the special kitten you were I need you and I need you now [tears] please be good and please have a blast with my boy Buster. Love you Buster, love you Niño for ever! Papa Jorge Click to view attachment El Niño

Good morning Buster and NiÑo, thinking of you right now, lost my job and wish you were here to give me your company, Miss you both enormesly always, Papa Jorge Click to view attachmentClick to view attachment

Jorge, sorry to hear about your job - times are so hard, aren't they. I'm also sorry you're missing your handsome boys so much too. Keep them in your heart - they are both watching over you now.

Take care of yourself,
Cheryl x

I'm sorry I didn't notice your story earlier Jorge, how sad things are for you right now. Animals suffer from depression, just as humans do and it seems Weena is suffering along with you. They also sense how you are feeling and know when things are not right with you and react accordingly. When I lost Ulriich, my 3 year old cat, I was very distraught and it affected my other pets badly, they were not themselves at all. Animals, especially cats, like routine and when their routine is interupted in any way they feel insecure and act out in different ways. I do hope Weena gets back to her old self soon, thinking of you both. xx

madi xx

Thank you both Cheryl and Madi for your concern, yes things are not going well for us lately but... I hope they would get a bit better with time. Weena's routine are not the same since my boy El Niño left us, it seems that she misses him more at night [they just sleep together all their lifes] she cries all night and when I try to confort her she just goes away and hides this breaks my heart and feel helpless, now I'm sure it was a big mistake for me to go on vacation do to that I have lost a great friend of 13 years so did Weena, thanks again to the both of you and God willing that one day I forgive the person responsible for our sadnees.
REMEBERING YOU BOTH "BUSTER AND EL NIñO" YOU WILL BE ALWAYS IN MY HEART, PAPA JORGE Click to view attachment El Niño Click to view attachment Buster

AngelCareOne, you are the best, you always make me smile even though my heart is broken into pieces again, I really appreciate it that, thanks always. Love you Buster and Niño, miss you big time and wish you both were here right now, Papa Jorge Click to view attachment El Niño Click to view attachment Buster

Good evening to you all, I like to say to my beloved Buster and El Niño that I love and miss them enormesly, good night my Kids, Papa Jorge Click to view attachment Buster
Click to view attachment El Niño

Buster, El Niño, it is a very cold night and snowing right now, the house it seems empty without you guys and wish you were here with me now, always love you for ever and ever, Papa Jorge Click to view attachment Buster Click to view attachment El Niño

Hi, Jorge, thank you so o o much for sharing these wonderful pictures of your precious Buster and El Niño. Some days are easier than others as we continue our earthly journey. Sometimes we ache just to be able to hold our precious loves one more time in our arms, to run our hands through their soft fur once again, to feel the warmth of their sweet precious bodies snuggled close to us.

Hold fast to your beautiful memories, Jorge, and thank you so much for honoring us with sharing them with us. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Thank you AngelCareOne appreciate it, you are so sweet. I would like to wish everybody here Merry Chritsmas and happy New Year.
Buster, Niño, I wish you both a Happy Hollyday whenever you are and letting you now both I miss and love you lots, Papa Jorge Click to view attachment Click to view attachment Buster and El Niño

Hello to you all I now it has been a long time since last I was here, we all are doing well thank God. I wish a late Marry Chritsmas and a Happy New Year to all of you and to also to our Beloved {Kids} that passed away and the one still present.
MARTICA ,DUKE, LAIKA, PRINCE, BUSTER AND NIñO YOU WLL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART FOR EVER AND EVER YOU ALL ARE SO SPACIAL I CAN NOT EVER EVER FORGET YOU, I WISH I CAN SEE YOU ALL EVEN IF IT WAS FOR 5 SECONDS THAT IS ALL I NEED TO FEEL YOU ALL OVER ME AGAIN, FORGIVE ME FOR MAKING THAT HORRIBLE DECITION OF SENDING YOU AWAY FROM ME SINCE I KNEW YOU DID NOT WANTED TO LEAVE ME BUT I HAD TOO, PLEASE SEND ME A SING YOU ARE OK AND UNDERSTAND WHY I DID WHAT I DID, YOU WERE SUFFERING LOTS AND I PREFERED TO BRAKE MY HEART IN LITTLE PIECES BEFORE I SAW YOU IN PAIN. I'M VERY HAPPY AND PROUD YOU PICKED ME TO BE YOUR DADDY AND I THANK YOU, STILL MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH AND I THINK I WILL KEEP MISSING YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE, TAKE GOOD CARE MY LITTLE ANGELS LOVE YOU ALL DADDY JORGE Click to view attachment El Niño

Hi, Jorge, thank you so very much for sharing with us how you're doing. It is always a pleasure sharing your news. I hope your holidays have been good for you, and that the coming year will be filled with many blessings.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam