Hello, My sweet little boy, It's just me missing you so much. Lucy's here with me, she's missing you too, she's just lying around looking for her buddy to play with. I'm just sitting here thinking of you, listening for your little paws to come running down the hall to play with Lucy and me. We truly miss you.
You were only 10 little pounds, but those 10 little pounds were nothing but pure love. You touched my heart in so many ways, You helped me through some hard times even though you didn't do anything but jump in my lap and look back at me as if to say (it's ok I'm here). I can still see those little brown eyes looking at me. I love you for being there for me , without you I don't think I would've made it.
The day you passed (December 25,2008 @ 4:40 pm) I begged you to stay not to leave me here by myself, I still needed you in my life, but you had to go I think I understand. I know it's only been 6 days since I seen you last, my heart is still broken completely in half. You were so much apart of my life, I'm waiting on a sign just to let me know that you're ok and doing fine.
O' my sweet little boy the house is not the same without you here, I still leave your blanket out for you, and at times I look over at your blanket to see if you are hiding under it from me like you use to do, O how I wish you were still here with me and Lucy.
You will always have a special place in my heart. Lucy and I will never ever forget you, never.
Remember we love you.

Love

Dad
&
Lucy

You are Truly Missed
Papa (nickname Killer) Jacobs
June 21, 2001
December 25, 2008

Little Papa's Dad and Lucy,

I am so sorry for the loss of your long time companion Papa. I know this will make Christmas Day difficult for you forever.

My poodle Flossie also lived over 17 years and I lost her in October so I know exactly what you are going through. It is so hard when they have been with us for so long, been such a comfort through bad times and such fun to see them evolve from those little balls of fluff to grown up ladies & gentlemen. Flossie was about 10 pounds also but one tough cookie as she had many times had to recover from what even the vets were amazed she was able to overcome.

I did like you and left her blanket out. It is on my bed even now for her to come visit if she wants to. My kitty wouldn't even lay on it for a few nights because it was reserved for her to sleep on.

Some people here get signs from their babies & some do not. I hope you will get one to help ease your pain. I've only gotten two and the first one was just what I thought were her noises I'd hear her make during her sleeping by me at night.

Though Papa is not physically with you he will always remain "in your life' as he will be in your heart always.

There are many, many people here with kind words, special hugs, poems, prayers and support for each other. When you are ready, please post pictures of your beloved Papa (and Lucy too).

Hugs to you and Lucy as you begin the New Year without your buddy.

Ginger

I'm so sorry for your loss. What a lovely letter. I'm sure he hears every word. The emptiness is the hardest. Keep your heart and mind open and you will receive many signs from your sweet boy in the days to come. Wishing you peace and healing this new year..many hugs..Ann

I agree with Ann...your letter is very beautiful. I am so very sorry it was your boy's time..and on Christmas Day. You will always remember that day but hopefully in the future, think of Christmas as the day your boy's soul and spirit took over your heart as his forever home and on that day, wish him a special hug and know he now is truly with you forever.

I wish you peace and healing. We never forget these special ones. We love them forever and miss them forever but the wonderful, happy, healthy memories are something that nothing can take away from us. In time, we can remember those and smile and be oh so very grateful that we had our special one as part of our life....grateful that we found each other.

Hugs to you and Lucy and your very special Angel...Papa


Judy

Papa will always hold that special place in your heart.
I hope you will get a sign soon. It has been about 7 months since my loss and I have gotten 3 signs. I think we all get them. It is just that some of us don't know they are signs.

I also have to agree with LoveThem.

Many Hugs to you and you new angel Papa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!