Hello everyone.
Its now been three months since my boy Jordan died. I haven't been on this site for a few weeks but wanted to share my recent experience with everyone. We were having a birthday party for my daughter the other day...lots of people, balloons, cake, the works. Everyone was out on our deck having fun when I had the strangest feeling...the hairs on the back of my neck were standing up. I felt so strange for a few seconds and had no idea why. Then I turned my head and I saw a black streak bound over the lawn for just a second. I am thoroughly convinced it was Jordan-running full-speed like he use to years ago... maybe chasing a ball or a stick? I looked again...half expecting to see a black bird or something to explain what I had seen but nothing was there. I had to excuse myself from the party to go into the bathroom so that I could be alone. I cried for a few minutes...missing him so much. I knew that if he were in his physical body that he would be chasing a ball and dashing across our lawn or following at my heels. I have wanted to see or feel a "sign" from Jordan since his death so so badly. I like to imagine that he was saying, "Look, Mommy! Look at how happy and healthy I am! See, I'm always here with you!"
So much sadness on this site... I feel for everyone so much. But I wanted to share my wonderful moment with you. I know that I will be okay now...at least for a little while. I miss him so much. Thanks for listening.
Love,
Jordan's mom

Hi Jordan's mom!

Well that IS positive --!! very positive! I am so glad you shared this with us. What a beautiful sight to recall whenever you want to feel good about Jordan!
Tonight I was telling a friend of mine that sometimes when I am thinking of Ginger outside in "his" yard a wind rustles through a tree-right then when I am thinking of him. and the really neat thing is that it is just that one tree that has the moving air go through it--not any of the trees next to it. So I am convinced that that is my boy "talking" to me, having a conversation with me...just like we used to have. I never tell anyone this unless they've lost a pet. Only those people seem open to the idea that Ginger answers my missing him by "rustling leaves" in one tree.
Thank you for bringing this up Jordan's mom, it is making me smile.
Love,
Patti

That is wonderful! I do believe Jordan's right with you, and that he was giving you a sign.

I have had signs from my Little Girl, too!

Hi Jordan's Mom --
That is so neat! I am very happy you got your sign from Jordan, and that it made you feel better.
Marcia
Baby Hannah's Mom and Babe's Mom

Hi Jordan's mom,

That's a great storey! I'm so happy for you. Thank you so much for sharing that with us. It gives me hope that I'll get a sign someday too.

Thinking of you,
__Jim