Thinking of you, too, Michelle, during what will be yet another sad season for you. Me, too, even though it's been awhile.
All any of us can do is try to find some peace and present-day appreciation in the midst of our sorrows. It's so hard to recall the good memories when they're so touched by the sadness & missing at the same time, and so we're trying to do two opposing-feeling things at once. It's not an easy task, that's for sure.
Hopefully, Curtis and Coco will give you something to smile about every now and then through the holidays, and keep you in those present moments as long as possible. Give them both furry Santa Claws hugs from me, K?
All the best to you and your whole family......should I add "...and that BETTER mean at least "better", if not "best"?"
I'll be lighting an extra candle in honour of Tee when I do my candle ceremony again this year.
Keeping you in my prayers and thoughts,
F's Mom