Happy Birthday Parker!!! I just wanted everyone to know that today would be my beautiful baby boys 16th birthday. He died 3 years ago tomorrow. I miss him everyday. I cried today because I am so afraid that I am forgetting him. I am starting to forget his smell, and I think I can't remember how his fur felt or the crimp in his ear. I long to have him in my arms.......that will never change. My heart is forever broken and I still don't know how to mend it......three years later. Everyone on here was such a help to me in the year past his death. Eventually I had to stop getting on here, because I was just reliving my sadness everyday. I had to learn to seperate myself from it a little, enough to function. I have done that, but if I even allow myself a moment......I am right back where I was that day that I had to say goodbye. He will forever be my baby boy, my lou lou, my fuffelina and of course my boo boo bear. Parker, have a huge steak and swim until you can't swim anymore. Mommy misses you baby.

Parkers Mom,
Kerry

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY PARKER!!!!!!!!!!!!