Hi everyone,

It's Geese again, and I just want to say that tomorrow will be 2 weeks that my best man has been gone. I cried again today thinking about all of his silly things he did, and the things I am grateful I can always remember and never forget.

I feel a little better than I did 2 weeks ago, but 2 weeks ago he was still lying here with me as I held his limp little paw in my hand in hopes that the next day the inevitable was not going to happen... 2 weeks ago I could still hold on to my baby, even though I knew his heart was breaking to not be able to return my affection.

This is one of the hardest things I've ever had to deal with. My special man is gone, forever. I miss him every day, I think about his beautiful soul all the time, and I cherish the memories he has left me.

I really think that time does heal all wounds, and the pain and anger does lift. It's still hard to accept, but death is a part of living. If you at least had a beautiful life, whether is was short or long, it's better than having to live with no love at all.
Unconditional love is the best kind to have, and to give. God bless our little friends who give us so much, so much that no words could ever explain.

Sorry, I'm venting again, but I am trying to heal.. and all you people that listen help so much.

Hi, Geese, thank you so much for sharing with us how you're doing. It is hard facing the days wihtout our furkids by our side, - - I know the emptiness you are feeling right now. Someday you will be reunited again with all of your furbabies for all eternity, and this horrible time of grieving their physical loss and separation from them will be totally forgotten, for your heart will be so overjoyed at being with them again that no pain or sorrow can ever touch any of you again. But in this agonizing meantime we are the legacy of our furkids lives with us, and to honor them we must take up the challenge to live each day to the best of our ability and to not turn away the opportunities to be happy - - for that is what our furkids want for us always. Geese, your precious little furchild has not left you - - his precious living Spirit is still with you - - your relationsihp with him has only temporarily transformed to a different dimension. I know two weeks feels like an eternity already, but please remember that as you continue to heal from the loss of his physical presence you will not be forgetting your precious furchild - - the healing will help you to remember him and cherish his presence with you and enjoy the warm glow of happiness that you shared on your journey together on this side of eternity. Please know we are here for you for as long as you need us - - you are not alone in your journey, Geese.

Peace and blessings,

moon_beam

Hi Geese, I can't remember who I told this too, but I'll tell it again. Last night I had a talk radio show on. Wasn't really listenig, but I heard the person say that the power of healing is through contact. A hand on the shoulder or writting a letter, etc. - I thought of LS...We stay in contact here to help eachother in our healing. I was so happy when I found this site, then sad that I had to use it. I shut it down and go to bed and think, gosh, there is so much pain and suffering, but yet I continue to read, and type. I look foward to it. Cuz I need that contact.. It's been 2mos today for me. I have cried every single day. Everyday is a bad day and others are worst. Each tear that rolls off my face falls into my heart and hopefilly will fill the empty space until it will be whole again..in the meantime..stay in contact.. Hugs to you.. Ann

there is no need for you to apologize. that is so beautiful that you said that their lives and ours are blesed to have had that kind of love and it had nothing to do with how long the life was. that comforts me that even though my acorn's life was short, it was a happy one. im sure your angel is missing you just as much as you are missing him. i too cant believe a little over a month ago my acorn was doing flips and chasing his bestfriend buddy up and down. its so hard to realize every day that those days wont return. i understand how you feel. we will be with them again one day.

with love corina and her angels