Remembering...
You would sit on the sink as I got out the shower and listen to me complain about my boyfriend
You always had time to lend
I see your best friend Buddy playing alone
It hurts me to the bone
Do you miss me?
Are you happy?
I miss the jingle of your bell
This is hell
I open the door and look down to make sure you won’t run out
I can’t learn to live without
You were such a ray of sunshine, the world seems so much darker now I want to stop crying but I don’t know how
I hope heaven knows how lucky it is to have you
I’m supposed to celebrate your life and not dwell for such a long while
But I miss you making me smile
Just thinking of your face lighting up when I got back from school kills me
That’s something I can no longer see
Why couldn’t they have taken me?
How could this be?
I am so lonely
My heart hurts
I can’t handle this
You were my big piece of bliss
A dear baby and friend I can’t help but miss
I would have gladly cut years off my life to save yours
No one knows unconditional love until it’s shared with a creature who walks on all fours
You came here to teach me to appreciate life but life without you is hard to appreciate
Thank the angels for my other loving furry friends who have drawn closer to me by fate
I hope I will see all of you precious angels there to open the pearly gate
Painfully I have to wait
But you are worth it
-Corina
(around 7/25/08)