Momma misses you so much! I love you, my baby.
I miss all the things that you'd do and, yes, the bad things you'd do at times in which it wasn't very often. I treasure the 17 years we had together, the good and the bad. I remember all the silly things and not so silly things that happened during our tractor/trailer days and other times. The time you got scared when we were at the truck wash when they started spraying the truck to wash it........you squeezed up into a tight spot and I couldn't find you. I thought maybe you got out when dad got out and I jumped out of the truck barefoot with all the water spraying to look for you. I couldn't find you and I was crying and crying. I got back into the truck, ready to tear it apart looking for you! I finally found you up in that tight spot and had to hook one finger under your collar to pull you out of there. You were so scared but momma held you, kissed you and comforted you. Then there was the time momma did the dishes while we were on the truck and you were jumping from one bunk to the other and missed and slid rear first into the bucket of nasty water! I had to pull you out of it and clean you up but you cleaned yourself to! I have those silly and not so silly moments to remember, my pretty baby! I remember how you'd get temperamental at times and would put people in their place when they'd come to visit. 
I miss you lying in your favorite window watching the birds, sleeping, and getting lots of sunshine. I miss you at night sleeping on my pillow with me, purring and having your tail hanging down around my neck. I miss you waking me up when I have slept past your and DJ's feeding time.......the gentle cuffing on my cheek with your paw and gently head butting me in the face. I miss you greeting me at the door with DJ when I'd come now and I sometimes expect to see you there still. I sence it sometimes that you are there, my baby. You were ailing and I know you had to leave me. It was very hard that night when you passed on. I know you are just fine , healthy, happy, and having a good time with all the others at Rainbow Bridge. I am looking forward to the day when I will see you again, my pretty baby.
I've been feeling some guilt with your passing but I have the support of others that are helping me to get through this. It's very hard, my baby.Momma loves you so very much and momma misses you, oh so very much!
