I guess that overall I'm a lot better than last month, but there are still some incredibly rough patches.

I was looking out the window at work today, and a dog and it's owner walked by. The dog looked so very much like Luba in the whole way that it walked, carried itsefl etc. I did a double take and said her name out loud a few times ( I was alone in the office, so nobody thought I'd gone mental or anything like that).

On my way home I started bawling while I crossed the park where Luba and I used to play ball. The park has set me off a few times, so I don't know if I should just take the longer route walking to work and avoid it.

I'm supposed to be going off to a music festival down at the lake tonight, but I'm feeling too depressed right now.

Man. I miss her! 7 weeks tomorrow.

Hi Steph:

If you can, I'd say, "go enjoy the music festival tonight......"
It might just be the medicine you need to get through the rest of the day.....

Your Luba was a very, very beautiful girl......Hmmm.....maybe the dog you saw might have been????
Maybe Luba "sent that dog to go by you, so you'd look out the window???"

I was soooooooooo happy to read that your Falkor went into the water!!!
How fantastic is that?????

God Bless you!!!!

Love, Denise