but then my heart aches, i miss her so. i am not the same person i was before she left me. i think of her everyday. i miss her everyday. i even cry everyday. but i am stronger.
i have come to realise that i have such wonderful memories of her. she left me with so much. so much to love to still give. although i cant bring myself to get another kitty, i know there are ones out there needing homes but i cant go there just yet. but in time i think i will..just not now... i still have healing to do.
i know shes with me. i can feel her. i can. her presence is strong. in my heart she is alive. i keep her alive in my mind and in my heart. i always will forever.
kitten i miss you baby girl. more than you'll ever know. the joy you brought me was so precious. you were my soul,my love, my best friend. i thank you for giving me 18 wonderful purr filled years. i'll always miss you i will never forget you.
may you sleep well with the angels and check on me once in a while. i love you with all my heart.
john i wish you peace and comfort and healing my friend.
much love
michelle.
