It has now been three weeks since I lost my best friend Niko. I have shed thousands of tears and I still ask myself all those questions that we beat ourselves up with..."If only", I should have", etc. The emptiness in my house is unbelievable.

Niko was a pug, a small dog, yet she filled our house with so much love. I still look for her wherever I go and the funny thing is...it still surprises me sometimes that she is not there.

Niko left me with three baby pugs to raise. They are now four weeks old and doing so well, even the vet is surprised. They are my tribute to Niko, knowing she would want me to do everything I could to make them strong and give them good lives. I am doing that for my Niko, My Baby Girl.

I even opened a memorial at RainbowBridge.com and will keep it open for her as long as I am around to do so. All of this has helped me heal, though I still have a long way to go.

Thank you for letting me ramble...this site has been such a great help...I miss her so much

http://RainbowsBridge.com/residents/NIKO007/Resident.htm

Lisa
"Niko's Mom"

they're so sweet. Your Niko lives within you and you shall make her proud, what beautiful little creatures, they are like a poem to you and a tribute to Niko's love which will continue to fill your hearts, she lives on in all four of you and will comfort you when you need her most. Take care and believe that she is with you because her love certainly is, many things are mysterious but they are good.