Hey all,
I havent posted in quite awhile. I have been thinking about my 2 lost babies Tinky and Millie a lot lately and I have even dreamed about them. The 2 yr anniversary of their deaths 1 day apart is coming up in September. I guess thats why I am thinking of them so much. I have 4 new babies now, all 2 yrs. old and although I love them all dearly, it will never be the same as with my first two. LIfe goes on and for me I don't know how I would have gotten thru that time without this web site. My one cat died suddenly (probably heart related, as she was healthy) and I still freak out sometimes over the health of my newbies. If one is lying very still with their eyes open, I walk over to make sure they are breathing. Last night Thor threw up about 5 times and I found ribbon mixed in. I was so worried about him all night. And this morning I couldnt find Sheeba, I always do a head count before I leave for work. And I didn't leave until she showed up, but my heart was pounding. I guess I will always be fearful after having lived thru the trauma of finding my one cat suddenly passed away and putting down the other one the next day. Thank you everyone for all your support, and my heart and prayers are with everyone here.

Deb mom of Tinky and Millie.....and now Sheeba, Frankie, Chrissie and Thor!!!

Deb,
Your story is so touching. I'm so sorry you had to endure two deaths so close together. I can tell you are still in pain even though it's been almost two years. It's true time does heal but sometimes more slowly than others. Just take it one day at a time and treasure their memories daily. And extra hugs for the little ones!!
Lisa

i feel your pain. i too lost both my cats two months from each other,one on 9/3/06 and the other on 11/10/06. sept 3 is just two days away i dont know how i am going to make it. this website has been a godsend for me. life moved on but it still is lonely with out my girls around. although they are in my heart..i just always long to hold them still.
i will be thinking of you today and wishing you peace..
michelle's kitty..

Hello,Michelle.It has been a long time since I have been to this website but today for some reason I just decided to come back and see how everyone was doing.I am so sorry you are feeling so down about the one year anniversary of the passing of your two kitties.I can't believe it's been almost a year for me too since my boy Sox had to be put to sleep.I still miss him so much and it seems like every friday I especially think of him (since it happened on a friday afternoon).Maybe I need to come back here to this site for awhile and be with others who are still feeling the pain of losing a beloved pet.I remember when I first found this site and shortly thereafter when you found it too, we were all in such a state of shock.I saw where Alley's Mama and Moose's mama where still coming to visit and trying to help others who are going thur the same pain as we all went thur together.I just wanted you to know that I was thinking of you today and I always wish you well.Sincerely,Renee (Sox's Mom Always....)

Thank you Lisa and Michelle for your kind words and thoughts. My thoughts and prayers go out to you both.

Deb