I couldn't bring myself to post here today at all until the 1 week anniversary came and went. It was like if I denied it had been a week, then it hadn't. I know it sounds crazy. This kind of anniversary really sucks. I miss him so much and need him so much. Again, I'm sorry I wasn't able to respond to any of you guys today (yesterday). I hope tomorrow feels like a better day, but I doubt it will.

Tiffany

Oh honey, that first week is so hard! My heart goes out to you.

Love

I am so sorry about your 1 week anniversary. The first 3 weeks I was still in shock. The first week anniversary at 7:15pm I just watched the clock.......

It does get better than you feel today, the stages ahead aren't so great either, but it does get better than than first week.......at least there are people here who understand Rajah's loss.

I know for us a weekend trip out of town helped, a change of daily routine. It was the first time I had fun again since it had happened. Maybe something fun this weekend with your son for an overnight would help???

Again, I am so sorry for your loss.....it sounds like you were great parents to Rajah. Try to focus on all you gave to him and knowing in the end you did what was best for him.

Love, Amy

I am so sorry you are without your Rajah. I week seems like such a short time, but it can be an eternity without the one you love.

Would you like me to do a picture with a background for your signature, to honor him? If so, email a pic to allfiredup@outglass.com

Tiffany, you are in my thoughts. Such a tough time but the friends here are so loving and helpful. Right now all you can do is survive these first weeks. We all know how you feel and are here for you..