I just got off the phone with Rajah! The animal communicator's name is Colleen Nichols and her phone # is 315-652-4964. Her website can be found at
http://www.holisticanimal.com/pagesmain/aboutus.htmShe told me that Rajah was bouncing up and down with excitement that he was going to get to talk to me. The first thing he said was you saw me! you saw me! you saw! It was so easy and I can do it. The night I put him down when I finally fell asleep for a few minutes I did have a dream about him. He jumped right up on the bed (he hasn't been able to do that for awhile) and laid on my chest, kissing me and wagging his tail. Colleen said that most animals when they cross sleep for awhile, but he told her that his crossing was easy, the we had made it easy and he was rarin' to go! I wish I had though of the question about reincarnation, maybe next time. I asked him if he would visit me again and he said yeah, it's so easy. I asked him to visit Papa (my Dad). He said that would be harder because Papa doesn't believe. Then before I could ask about if he would mind if we got another dog for my 5 year old son, she said Rajah said, get another puppy for the boy. He needs a friend.
I asked him if it was time for him to go and he said he would have died that day anyway and that dying in my arms made the crossing so easy. I asked him if he knew he was loved and he said he was special and yes! He also kept saying that he did a good job with everyone here, he did a good job. I told him I loved him and told him to come visit as often as he could if it wasn't too hard. He said I love you too Mom! and not to worry.
Collen explained to me that the fact that he showed up in my dream the same night shows that he really thought our relationship was special. I still miss him horribly and still want to cry at the drop of a hat, but I feel alot better also. I can't explain it. Thank you all for your support. I'm still going to need it, I think!