on the 3 rd of march it will be 6 months for poohbears passing. i cant believe that it has been that long. on the 10 th of march it will be 4 months for kittens passing.

kitten and poohbear, mommy misses you more than words can say. i thought i was healing and then i am blindsided with grief all over again. i miss you both so much.


poohbear i wish there was more i could have done for you to still be here. i am sorry that i had to do the inevitable..but you were suffering so. please forgive me..i love you so much.

kitten, my sweet sweet girl, my first baby the love of my furry life. you were so kind and loveable and funny, you had a great 18 years with me. you knew me inside and out. there will never be another girl like you. i hated the fact that i had to do the inevitable with you also, but you let me know it was time for you. i think about you every day and wish for once you could crawl on my chest and snuggle again..but you my sweet are snuggled in my heart. i thank you for being in my life and for being a mom to poohbear, i know after she passed you missed her terribly as i do. but i know you two are together and are safe warm and happy once again..wait for me at the bridge and please let all the other fur babies know that their loved ones love and miss them and someday will be reunited with them, we here talk about them all the time we will never forget them not for a moment..can you do that for mommy? you were always a talker so i know you can pass the message on..i miss you girls and i love you..see you when my time comes...

I do believe that poohbear and kitten are together again, and they are both looking down on you with love. I know how hard these anniversaries are. It will soon be three months since I lost my Alley and every day she seems so much farther away.

I love the picture of them in your signature. They were both so very beautiful.

Kitten and Poohbear's Mommy

My heart goes out to you. I understand how hard it is for you. 10 years ago I lost two just 5 weeks apart. The only comfort I got was that they were together, cuddling, just like always. I had buried my first boy in the backyard, and I only dug down a little on his grave to put the second boy there. They are together in death as they always were in life. I hope you find comfort in thinking that Kitten and Poohbear are together.

The picture on your signiture is just beautiful, your girls were wonderful.

Love

I'm so sorry for you. I know your pain must be awful right now. I am praying that I am not facing the loss of two as you experienced. I can't imagine how you must feel.

Grief is such an unkind process...you are still healing, but unfortunately grief is one wave of emotion after another. Sometimes I think it's harder to get "blindsided" as you put it, after feeling good again. It's that much more of a fall.

We are all here for you and thinking of kitten and poohbear and will be checking in with you on the 3rd.

well here it is six months since poohbears passing to the bridge..where did the time go? im still heartbroken..missing her so much..wonder if she misses me too?

pooh if you can hear me..i love you. and i miss you terribly. life is not the same with out you..missing you baby girl with all my being...
momma love you

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(pooh is on the left and kitten on the right...)

I'm sorry I didn't check in last night - I was gone until very late and was unable to get on the internet until this morning. I've been thinking of you.

I can't believe it has been six months for you...of course you are still heartbroken. I don't want to use the term "anniversary" as it doesn't fit...but I would imagine that they bring it all back and open up the pain again, which never really goes away anyway.

I am SURE that Poohbear misses you. And she definitely knows how much you love her. Life on earth is never the same without our babies...mine has changed forever.

I am sending you big hugs to get through this awful time..

Poohbear's Mommy

She was so beautiful, I'm so sorry you are so sad. We just miss them so much.

Thinking of you and Poohbear