Kahsa, its been 3 weeks today that youve been gone. I miss you so much baby, its hard for me to get thru each day now without you. I miss your kisses and the smell of you . I loved you very much Kasha, with every fiber of my being. You were always my special girl, mommies little pooch. I wish I could be with you sweety but its not meant to be. I hope your in heaven and having a good time, wait for me will you sweatheart?

Love you
Mommy

What a beautiful tribute to your sweet and special girl...I know how much you miss her and I hope it will get better for you in time.Just know that your in my thoughts and prayers tonight.Sincerely,Renee (Sox's mom)

Pooches, today you came home! Having you home Kasha has put a little peace in my heart. They put you in such a pretty cream colored tin with sprays of flowers. It's very girly and suits you. I put your favorite lighted teddy bear with you and I have your picture and a candle burning now for you sweety. I still miss you terriable baby. But you know you will always always have that special place in Mommies heart. Kasha I hope you are having fun in heaven and dont you worry about me, in time I will be okay. Gary sends his love and he misses you as much as I do. He was doing laundry and cried because he remembered how you use to love to jump into the clean laundry when it was hot out of the dryer. A few days ago while he was grocery shopping he put a piece of gum in his mouth and started crying in the store remembering how you always got scared when he chewed gum, he said people probably thought he was crazy walking around crying. But he says he's never gonna chew bubble gum again. He really misses his lil pooch dog, maybe you can send daddy some peace of mind. Well baby I have to go now, you take care and know that I love you and one day we will be together again.

Love Mommy

Pooches, its been 5 weeks today that you've been gone and I still miss you so much. I'm doing better than I was. Baby I think about you so much and all the cute little things you did to make me laugh. I miss holding and smelling you the most. I hope and pray that your in a better place now and are free from all sickness and pain. Just know honey that no matter what happens in my life that I will always love you and no-one or thing can ever replace you. I hope some day we can be reunited and if so please wait for me.

Love Mommy

Hi Pooches, its been 6 weeks today that you've been gone and I still miss you so very much. Know that I will always love you and your never far from my thoughts. When we have dinner and we've cooked something you loved I put some in a bowl for you, sure hope your getting it sweety! If you can Kasha please come visit me in my dreams, I would love to hold you just for a moment and smell your sweet smell. I love you baby never forget that. Take care punkin and I hope to see you in my dreams
Love Mommy

I know how hard these little "anniversaries" are. Every week, they seem a little farther away from us and remembering their little face gets a bit harder each week. The one thing that never changes though, is the love we have for him.

Thinking of you and Kasha.

alleysmama, I miss her so much this is the one place where I can come to cry and talk with her without being judged.

Hi Pooches, Still missing you so much baby. You gave me so many wonderfull memories to hold onto and I cherish them. It seems like everything I do makes me think of you . The memories bring me tears now and I hope that someday the memories will bring a smile onto my face with no tears mingled in. I miss you so much pooches, it seems the more time that goes by my missing you seems to intesify. Some days I just don't want to go on any longer but I know Gary and Lloyd need me here so for now I can't be with you. Oh baby If I had a choice I would choose to be with you, please know that. I will forever love you above all else.

Love Mommy

You are right about never being judged here, because we all feel the same. This is the place we can come and be free, to love our babies, and talk about them, cry about them. I made it though another saturday, the day that Alley left. Every saturday morning at "that time" I sit and think about her, and cry, remembering it like it was yesterday.

Hey Pooches, hows Mommies favorite girl? It's been 7 weeks and 1 day since youve been gone and I still miss you so much and think of you often. I hope your having fun in heaven and are waiting for me, know that I love you and always will no matter what happens in my life my love for you is the one constant thing. You are and always will be my little pooches.

Big hugs and kisses
Mommy

Hi Pooches, youve been gone 10 weeks today and I still miss and think of you every single day. I love you so much punkin and think of you often and how much happiness y ou brought me for the brief period that I was lucky enough to have you in my life. I hope you are enjoying heaven and I hope to one day join you so we can have eternity together, kisses and hugs baby

Love Mommy

Hi punkin , its been a long 15 weeks without you. A day doesnt go by that I don't think of you and miss you. Thankyou so much baby for sending Cuddles my way, I know you had to be behind that. She has been alot of comfort to me. I hope you can see into my heart and know how much I love you, mere words don't seem to convey the depths of my love for you. I will forever miss you Pooches.

Love Mommy

Pooches must hear you loud and clear, your words and messages of love are so moving!

So sweet...she knows she is loved..

Hi Pooches, hows my best girl? It's been awhile since I've wrote to you, not that your forgotten, I still think of you EACH and EVERY DAY. I am now after 5 1/2 months able to remember some of the cute things you did without crying. Cuddles was barking out of your favorite window and it brought you to mind. Oh how you loved to look out the window and bark at the people walking on the street below. I love you so much baby~!!!!! You will always own the biggest part of my heart no matter what dog or dogs come into my life. Cuddles has been a huge comfort to me and I don't doubt for a minute you had a paw in that one. Its hard for me to come here and write to you, the tears are pouring down my face now with the love and want I have for you. How I wish I could hold you one last time. I love you baby and know that I never stop thinking of you, there are reminders of you all around me.

Love Mommy

Kasha and my Joe,will be waiting on the other side.We will be together with our babies again someday,untill then I will mourn each and everyday.I'm so sorry to hear of your loss,as I share your tears,pain and your sorrow.Our comfort lies here,this I know. I Miss Joe

Pooches, its been 6 months today, where has the time went, its hard to believe that I have lived 6 months without you already. I still miss you terriably as you know and think of you daily. Every day I carry you ashes out to the livingroom so you are with us and at night we take you to the bedroom so you are never far from us, I don't really know if your there Kasha but just in case you are I make sure you are still part of the family and our daily routine. God how I miss you , you were so perfect in my eyes and I loved you so very much. Sometimes it seems like time is the enemy because as the days pass by it only reminds me of the time that I havent had you in my life. You were always my greatest joy and never failed to bring so much happiness into my heart on a daily basis. I love you baby and will never ever forget you, my heart will never stop loving you and even as time fades the hurt of losing you my heart will never forget or fade in my feelings for you.

Bigs poochy hugs and kisses for you sweety

Love Mommy

My tears are free flowing again, reading your message to Pooches. I lost my soulmate in November and reading you it takes me back to that hard 5 1/2 month time where I knew the 6 month, half a year if you prefer, was coming. It's hard and keeps being hard, we miss them so so so so damned much! Hugs to you, hugs to all.

Hi Pooches, its been 8 months now without you and I still miss you and think of you each and every day! We are buying a house and I'm so happy but at the same time I feel so sad, this apt has nothing but memories of you in it and I hate to leave that behind. If your here with me I hope you will come to our new house with us. Theres a pretty fenced in yard Kasha, you would of loved it. Oh baby I love you so much and this is so hard for me, missing you the way I do. Cuddles is a great comfort to me and reminds me alot of you, a moment maybe when she turns her head just so will make me think of you. I don't think I'm ever going to get over this baby, you were so special and meant the world to me, its a lonely place now without you. As always Pooches know that mommy loves you and always will


Big hugs and kisses punkin

Hi Pooches, hows my baby! We're going into our 9th month without you and I still think of you each and every day. We had to put Sissy to sleep on Aug 28th due to her tumor rupturing and her not doing well, I hope you are showing her the way and looking after her for me. I guess 2007 just has not been a good year for Gary and I , first we lose you then sissy 8 months later. I take comfort in that Sissy had 15 good years with us. But as you know you were always my heart and It just about killed me inside to lose you after only 3 short years together, I can't wait to see you again baby on the rainbow bridge, what a glorious reunion we will have. Know that your always in my thoughts but most importantly forever in my heart. I LOVE YOU KASHA


Love Mommy

Hi Pooches, was thinking of you so I decided to stop in and tell you how I still miss and love you........ Not a day goes by without me thinking of you. You are never far from my thoughts and are eternally in my heart. Big hugs and Kisses for you baby

Love Mommy

Hey Punkin, Its fall now and we bought our pumpkins for the halloween season and it made me remember how you played with the little pumpkin I bought you last year. So many sweet memories of you , at least now I can remember them without it bringing on waves of grief. Simple things like turning on the heat with the cold weather now makes me think of you and how you use to love to lay in front of the fireplace and soak up the heat. I'm missing you so much at this moment and the tears are free flowing. How I wish I could bury my face in your fur and smell your sweetness. I miss your gentleness Kasha, you were so sweet and loving, even to this day it amazes me to think back on how you were. Know that I love you Kasha and always will
Love Mommy

Pooches, always missing you it seems like still. You are never far from my thoughts and even more so now with the upcoming holidays. This year just has not been a good one for me, I lost you and sissy and now Daddy is in the hosptial with yet another stroke and I am so worried about him. Right now I sure could use some pooch love! I love you baby and think of you often even with all thats going on.

Love you
Mommy

I just wanted to let you know that I have a foster kitty named Akasha. I call her Kasha, and every time, I think of you and your sweet girl. She is such a sweet kitty. I hope your Kasha wouldn't mind sharing her name.

hugs, thinking of you

Paula

I just stopped by and wanted to pay my respect to your little Pooches. I am so sorry for such a loss. I know what you mean about the holidays- I just don't seem to even be into them at all this year. My heart goes out to you during this time.
Hugs, Steph

Paula, Kasha would love that you named a kitty after her, she loved cats

Forduffy, thankyou for your kind words


Pooches, today was thanksgiving and I thought of you all day. It was this time last year when you began to get sick. You would of been proud of me today Pooches, nobody guessed that I was missing you and not having a good time. It bothered me not making you your plate of turkey and the trimings. I still miss you like crazy and have been thinking of you more often now with the holidays approaching. Lastnight cuddles was laying on her back in bed with me just like you use to do. I layed there thinking how like you she is and even fancied maybe you were there inside her visiting me.

I love you baby

Hugs Mommy

[/QUOTE]Lastnight cuddles was laying on her back in bed with me just like you use to do. I layed there thinking how like you she is and even fancied maybe you were there inside her visiting me. [QUOTE] Pooche's mommy, I met a lady there who doesn't believe and still doesn't believe (she says) in any afterlife. She is a very cool lady who rescues animals and found herself with a little dog who is deaf and quite aged but still enjoys life. Not long after she had that little dog,it started to do exactly what her cat used to do in the middle of the night: pull on the bathrobe on her bed until it falls to the floor then lie on it. She can't explain this.

Pooches its christmas eve here and as always I am thinking of you . I left you some banana bread and of course theres a plate of cookies out if you decide you would like one of those also I miss you baby and the holidays are hard without you by my side but know that you are not forgotten on these special occasions and thou I may laugh and have a good time a piece of my heart aches to just be with you instead. I hope theres lots of snow in heaven and your having a wondefull time playing in it, you always loved the snow and I remember well how you would run and leap in snow banks and look up smiling with snow all over your little poochie face. I love you baby and merry christmas from Mommy and Daddy!

Pooches, you've been gone 1 yr today Its been a very sad day for me remembering everything you were and still are to me.

That first year is a hard time to go through, they may be gone from our sight but they lay heavy in our heart. Take care.

I would guess by your avatar picture that Pooches had a tail that went back and forth at least 50 miles an hour!

It is the good memories of our babies that help us in the healing process of at least only crying part of the time, etc. etc. Talking to them helps too, whether it is in this forum or to their picture as we walk by and lock eyes with them.

That is an adorable picture..he was certainly anticipating something great when that picture was taken.

We hug them in our mind and we love them in our heart.

We understand where you are coming from as we have been and are there ourselves.

I am glad that you can think of Pooches now without too much pain. The beautiful memories really do remain, don't they? I know that Pooches is watching over you here and is very happy seeing you healing emotionally.

Take care,
Ken Albin

thankyou all for your kind words and support, the picture in my avatar is my dog cuddles who I strongly believe was sent my way by Kasha. They are just to much alike for it to be coincidence. Cuddles has been a balm to my aching heart when I needed it most. At first I was sooo very afraid to love like that again then I realized that I would be losing out on so much not to let myself love and be loved again. I will always feel the loss of Kasha and in my eyes she will always be the most amazing and lovable girl a person could ever hope to have. I used to tell my husband that I truely believed that kasha was sent to me by god with a childs soul , she was just that human acting and loving. So maybe she needed to go home more than I needed her here with me. I have to believe that there was a higher reason and power that took her away.


Kasha, how is mommys punkin doing? I have been doing good and still miss and think of you. Today I was just remembering how you would sit at the table like a little lady and eat your dinner to include you veggies. You were such a well mannered little girl and how I loved to let you eat dinner with us. I can finally smile at the memories of you without crying all the time now. I love you punkin

You speak with total acceptance and joy of the memories you have of Kasha, while expressing joy and the love you have for cuddles.

Indeed it does feel wonderful when we can let the fond memories seep in for us to savor. Those gleeful feelings and grat*itude help to push out the hurt and pain and provide comfort and acceptance .

I have a fountain of happy memories of my Goliath that will last me for the rest of my life and I am so thankful that I had a chance to make them with him.

Happy Valentines Day Pooches! Sending you hugs and kisses

Hi Pooches! Hows my baby doing? Today is easter and I hope your having a great day chasing bunnys in heaven! I still miss you like crazy and think of you often. You left me with so many wonderfull memories baby and I thankyou for that, I LOVE YOU PUNKIN, Happy Easter from Mommy

Pooches, been thinking about you alot these last few days and thought I would stop in to say Hello! It seems that even after all this time you are never to far away in my thoughts. I still have moments of intense aching when I start missing you like crazy. Cuddles it seems is always doing something that makes me think of you I just felt the need to come here and tell you that your still my number 1 girl and I love you like crazy~!!!!! Sending you belly rubs and scratches

Love forever
Mommy

To Kasha,

Belly rubs and scratches from me too, baby angel.

Dayna

Pooches, Hows my angel doing? Happy 4th Punkin! Hope your day was filled with nothing but goodness and sunshine. We didn't do anything special today but tomorrow I am having my parents over for a cookout. A littler over a week ago Lloyd and Meg went fishing and I tagged along to just get out and be one with nature, well as luck would have it they went out to the same place where you went swimming with us, remember that baby? I was in the water with Lloyd and Meg and the next thing I know Gary is yelling to me to look towards the bank and there you are swimming out to me, I caught you with laughter and joy in my heart that day and sent you swimming back to land but you kept swimming out to us anyways over and over again. That was such a fun day for us all and you had such great fun. I stood and stared at the place and remembered you with tears and heartache and it was a hard couple of moments for me while the memories were washing over me. God how I miss you. I love you baby and I will never forget you and our times together.


Love Mommy

pooches, sending you hugs and kisses . Youve been on my mind alot lately, know that I love you and miss you like crazy still.

Love Mommy

Your posts give me hope. That I will still be able to talk to my Sissycat after that long. I like to talk with her just to tell her I still Love her.

Hugs to You!!!!!!

Kasha, My love for you is still as strong as ever and time has not made it lessen. You always seem to be on the fringe of my thoughts and I remember so many wonderful things about you . I like to think of you looking down on me and waiting for the day we are once again joined together again. I miss ya like crazy still even after all of this time. I always thought and still do that you were just the cutest lil dog god created Mommy misses you so pooches and I love you with all of my heart. Sending all of my love heavenward to you

Love Mommy

I am so sorry for your loss. I have a hard time not crying when I look at my baby's picture too long. Of course, as a guy I'm not supposed to show those kinds of feelings for my little boy, Wally. He looks a little like your baby.
One thing I saw that cheered me up was that you put your baby's favorite teddy bear next to her ashes.
I kept my little fella's teddy. His was bigger and despite being fixed, she became his inanimate girlfriend if you get my drift :-)
I waited a while (I couldn't even look at it without crying for a while), but then I gave it a good laundering.
I'm really glad I did that as I can hug that teddy bear and I feel like he's near me.

I believe that they may become puppies again in heaven. I also know that the love they delivered in this world is valuable to God and thus this is not discarded by God. When I think of my Dog, I see him in the arms of Jesus or next to an angel who is in charge of them.

God Bless
-Donald

Donald, I think it's awesome that you come to this site and bare your soul. Like you and Pooches mom, my cat had a toy that he loved. In my husband's den on each side of his television are two little stuffed monkeys. My husband is a Tai Chi teacher at a senior citizen's center and his students are always giving him cutesy things (in case you are wondering why a middle-aged man has little stuffed toys in his manly den!).Anyway, every once in awhile we'd get up in the morning and find one or both monkeys outside of our bedroom door! Sometimes I would look in the den and Elliott would be laying on the couch with those little monkeys. It was the cutest thing and so absurd for a cat! As I sit here writing, I have one of those little monkeys perched on the table next to me in the living room. I too, sometimes pick it up and cry into it. For some reason it soothes me. I will never let those monkeys go ;0)....It's been two weeks since we put Elliott to sleep because of chronic kidney failure. He was just 10 years old, too young I thought for such an illness. He was quite the character. No one quite like him and he is sorely missed. I've been crying off and on all day today after having gone several days without breaking down. Anyway I love that both you and Pooches mom have kept their teddy bears.

Thank you Pooches mom for letting me vent on your site. I so admire that you keep your baby's memory alive at this site.

With care,
Mikki

Pooches, you have been in my thoughts alot lately and when I came across this poem I had to come here and talk with you and share this poem with everyone.


"I'LL WAIT FOR YOU"

I got to the gate of heaven today, after we said goodbye

I began to miss you terribly, because I heard you cry.

Suddenly there was an angel, and she asked me to enter heaven's gate

I asked her if I could stay outside for someone who would be late

I wouldn't make much noise you see, I wouldn't bark or howl

I'll only wait here patiently and play with my tennis ball

The angel said I could stay right here and wait for you to come

Because heaven just wouldn't be heaven if I went in alone

So I'll wait right here, you take your time, but keep me in your heart

Because heaven just wouldn't be heaven without you to warm my heart.



I love you pooches and I like to think of you in heaven waiting for me . Sometimes thats the only thing that keeps me going is the hope that we will be together again.
Your forever in my heart
Love Mommy

Your Angel is listening and hears every word you say.

We truly love these babies forever and miss them forever but by being part of our hearts, they are still with us forever.

Someday...we hope to hug them again..............

Your special girl will definitely always love her very special Mom. Right now she is a sweet Angel perched on a cloud, looking down at you every moment of every day..and..listening......

Hugs to you and your Angel Kasha

Judy

Pooches, were nearing christmas soon and I think of the last christmas gift I bought you, a white teddy bear that changes color and how you loved that bear . Its the only toy of yours I kept and it is sitting with your ashes on my bedroom dresser so you always close to me at night. I have 2 other dogs now as you know , cuddles and JenJen, Daddy bought Jen a bed for christmas and we have to get cuddles something also yet. Last year I didnt buy gifts because my heart just wasnt in it. I am still stalling and not wanting to buy the girls anything but I know I have to get on with things . Its this time of year that is so hard for me when I feel your loss the most. Come Jan 4th you will have been gone for 2 yrs but never forgotten in my heart. You would of been 5 yrs old this month. Oh baby how I still miss you and my tears are flowing now as I type this and remember you.


I LOVE YOU BABY

Love Mommy

Dear kasha's mommy, your messages to Kasha are so moving. At this time of year it is almost unbearable to face another Christmas without the loving souls that we miss, instead of having us excited Christmas is now another reminder of our loss. Though we are blessed with the presence of other loving souls who also need our light, though we try and find bright and cheerful things for them as well for ourselves, just as much we also need to retreat and remember in silence the love that now quietly beats to the tune of our own heart, to feel that somehow it is right beside us and will be again, after your christmasses are all passed. Take care.

Kasha, its 2 yrs today that you've been gone You are still in my heart and my thoughts and will always be.

I love and miss you punkin

Love Mommy

Yes, Kasha will always have a special place in your heart and you in hers!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hugs to you on this 2 year anniversary