Still struggling, but last night in the wee hours, my husband and I both had an experience together.........we had both been sound asleep, and I thought he was dreaming when he raised up slightly and said "BUD?" I raised up to as I heard that little sound Bud always made when he wanted us to get him or let him out to pee. that little grunt....uhh uhh. We both looked at each other and held hands as we lay there thanking him for that little message. He was sending us yet another message of love. I believe they are in the next dimension and a better life, which we know little or nothing about yet. But obviously they can "send" little messages or somethings to us here and there when they know our hearts are aching. These messages are everywhere if we can just accept and acknowledge them. We could have talked ourselves out of it, and said oh that was just our imagination or wishful thinking, etc, but we choose to embrace it, accept it, and be thankful for it.
Also my grandson who is 10, called today to tell me he had a dream about Bud last night -----isn't that something? He said Bud came to him and told him to watch a tv show on Discovery today..........he turned it on and there was a show about a boy his age and his dog, "BUD". It was a definite and clear message.
He said, i know Bud loves us and misses us, and wants us to know he's alright.
Here's some lines for you, Bud, my Bud Man, my Ratpink, Rooting tooter, my cowboy, my baby boy.
You came to me by chance it seemed
From a bad place
You needed love, I needed to give it
You gave so much joy and love to us
The questions in my heart I guess
were these
Did I love you enough
Did I give you all you needed
Did we do enough
Did you know how much we loved you?
We have felt so much guilt
For all we perceive as our sins
But we have felt your love
Reaching through the blackness
To tell us in many ways
Of your forgiveness and your love
And of the hope we can hold onto
For a Day with no tears, no pain, no sorrow
When we will "know as we are known"
And have peace and happiness
That can never be taken from us again.
Thank you for reaching through
to send us little messages
From your sweet little heart
To our suffering hearts
Thank you for easing the pain
We send you our love and our thoughts
And remembrances which we will never forget
Please keep on sending us messages
And know that we think of and speak of you daily
We love you always the same
as if you were still right here in our arms
Our Buddy, our friend, our baby boy.
The mere mention of the word LOVE
brings your little face to mind.