It was twelve weeks on Monday, since I last held my baby. I miss him so much. My sweet baby Boo Boo. I love you and would do anything to get you back. Mommy failed you and betrayed your trust. My dear baby boy, I will love you forever.

Hi...it's been a while since I have spoken with you. You have been beating yourself up since I have come into contact with you in the forum. I cannot begin to tell you how bad I feel for you that you are doing this to yourself. In my younger years there was a great tendency to do this to myself for any mistake I made in my life. I am still prone to it somewhat today, although now older and educated from "outside sources" on the danger of it, as I said I have "been there & got that t'shirt". Please don't do this. I know how hard this thing is for you. I can tell from your posts...your kind words you have spoken to me when I needed them.... that this act you persecute yourself for was not intentional. I know you are a kind a and giving person to our furry friends, the kind we all are here. You must be kinder to yourself emotionally. That kind of talk about yourself is nothing short of cruel.

Each month is so hard. I'm so sorry for you. I know you miss him and love him.
Love
Lori