My goodness....where to even
start? -Nissa's and my
miiiiiiillllion kisses (like no mere human could ever duplicate!)!!!! And how simply gazing into her eyes deeply, looking at her soul, would put her right in the mood for those kisses! Her paws reaching for my cheek or neck, in order to draw me even CLOSER to those furry lips!
-her unique double-purr when kissing me - one, deep and far inside her; the other from high in her throat, all breathy and passionate, but both at the same time
-her "cheeky-rubs" against my own cheek at the end of some kisses....her absolute
PASSIONFRUITISHNESS!-feeling her soothing presence, plunked down so close to me, at night, every morning, her fur so plush yet satiny
-her "budgie-headed smell" on the crown of her head, mainly in warmer months
-her 'dusty' smell after a rolly-polly outside on bricks or concrete
-her 'fresh laundry' smell from being outside or in a sunbeam
-lap times on the couch, and attendant "sleep spells" she'd cast on me
-curled up beside my feet both mornings and evenings while I got ready for the day or bedtime
-being a Little Loudie around here, with her HUGE voice in such a wee, dainty body! Our thousands of conversations together.
-DOING for her: EVERYTHING...with food, drink, supplements, (not the meds, tho - ugh!), warming pillows, opening and closing doors, helping her with dozens of things (that became harder for her over the years), giving her Reiki and accupressure....just
always being of service to her and her needs and desires.
-yelling at Daddy when he got home, to pester her (along with her false 'protests') and take her for a 'car' ride in her cardboard box, inside and out.
-playtime on her posts, and everywhere else; tossing toys, dragging 'snakes', MAKING new toys, filling her catnip "plaid guy", holding her honeysuckle log for her to rub, and on and on
-taking her for jaunts across to the tall grasses and riverbank
-watching her expertise in getting DOWN from trees on her own
-snoozing above the fridge in 'her' cupboard, on her pillow, in the colder months
-being our Busy Little Bee Girl, dragging 'snakes' all the way from the bsmnt overnight and proudly announcing her 'kill' so I'd get up and praise her
-chasing and catching mice outside and me being able to sing her her mousie song
-bringing the odd live mouse IN the house...and me having so spend an hour getting them out from under the couch again.
-her stances: flat-bum, slink run, otter girl, cat yoga poses, etc, etc.
-her incredibly expressive face, voice and tail
-simply BEING around her, with her, touching her, talking to her, feeling her soft, pink and fuzzy essence, sharing that love between us, so tangibly-felt, and so much more...basically filling my life with all things Nissa.
--AND, the opportunity to make even MORE memories.
And that's just
Nissa! Sabin is missed every bit as much, for all
his unique ways......I can't believe it's all physically over. And although I'm glad I have them, memories just aren't the same as the real deal.