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rlanier
On September 6th, our precious Lollie passed away. One of the worst days I have ever had. We adopted her almost six years ago from a rescue center in South Carolina and at first she was very stand offish of everyone and everything, then in just a few short weeks she became the light of our lives. She was the sweetiest and best friend that I have ever had. She just loved to be hugged on and cuddled. Her life was just too short, she would have been nine years old this December. The saddest thing is that we don't even know what happened to her, one minute on Sept. 4th she was running around and the next she started having these terrible seizures so we rushed her to the nearest emergency hospital which was over 30 minutes away and she seized the entire trip there and we thought we would lose her before we made it there, but my husband and I prayed all the way there and to our surpise she came back home with us that night. But the next day she acted very confused and disoriented, so I took her to her vet which is only two doors from our house. If only the seizures had started during the day when our vet was open. The vet said that was normal to be confused after such a bad seizure like she had and he had gave her more medicine. The next day while at the vet's office she died and my life has forever changed. She had so much personality and so lovable, I just miss her more than words can describe. The vet thinks she could have possible had something that happened to her brain and I just couldn't let her be cut on to do an autopsy. If anyone knows how I'm feeling right now, please tell me that it will get better. It seems like all I do is cry every time I talk about her or think about her. I try to think about all the beautiful memories we have of her and that helps, but sometimes it feels like my heart is just breaking. Thanks for listening!
Krissyo
rlanier,

I am so sorry for your loss of Lollie. Your story is heartbreaking. It is so hard when you don't even know what happened.

We are all here for you. We are in different stages of our grief. It has been 4 weeks and 4 days since I lost my beloved Dugan. He had cancer and we had to have him pts. There has not been a day that I have not cried buckets of tears. Try not to stuff your pain, just let it out. Go with the flow. Do what you can and leave the rest. Everyone here is in various degrees of pain and we all try and help each other. You will find alot of very caring people who all loved our furbabies and are missing them.

Keep coming back and tell us about Lollie. It really helps.

Hang in there and take care of yourself. You are in my prayers for healing.

Dugan's Mom
Krissyo
LoriP
I lost my chihuahua also as you read in the other thread due toa dog attack. I too am heartbroken wondering how I will even get along without my baby. Already I can't sleep, desperate to feel her sweet little licks on my hand under the covers and cuddle her warm little body next to me. I am devastated without her and it was my fault. At least in this case it was natural causes- you got her to the vet and there really was nothing that could be done.

Soon you will start to heal a little, as I hope I do, based on what others have said. But it's not easy and those who tell you it'll be ok in the end don't get it. As I say, I might get past it but I will never get over it. Someone told me that once and I felt better, oddly enough.
LittleGirl'sMommy
I'm so sorry about the loss of your precious Lollie!! sad.gif

She is now in a realm where there's no sense of emotional or physical pain, where there's no sense of separation from you. Pure bliss wub.gif --and you will be reunited when it's your time!! Until then, Lollie wants you to be okay.

Maybe you can someday adopt another needy animal in Lollie's honor---a way of continuing the love.

It will get easier. My heart is with you,

Kathy
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