I miss Hannah so much. Tomorrow will be one month since I had her put to sleep. I thought about her and missed her all day long today while I was at work. Yet, opening the door to my apartment, for just a second, I almost called out to her.

I am still doing the could have, should have's, but not as much. I just wanted to talk to somebody who understands. Oh God, how I miss her! I just miss her.

I understand perfectly. It has been 8 months since my Snoops went to the bridge and I still have days like that. They are not as frequent but they are still there. During these times, try and remember her fun times ... when she made you laugh. These are the memories that will help you through the hard times. At least for me they were.

Hugs,
Beth

I feel your yearning!!

A very special friend of mine from this site wrote to me a couple of days ago. She knew that I had been missing my Little Girl intensely, and she reminded me that Little Girl is "HAVING A BLAST" now, and in total bliss, because her EARTHLY life had ended. Somehow that really helped. It was just what I needed to hear.

The missing and yearning gets INTENSE though. Someday we will understand the whole picture, and we'll be reunited with our precious babies.

p.s. Your Hannah is adorable!

I know how you feel...I know how much you miss Hannah and how sometimes even in the midst of this great grief we forget that they are gone for a moment and almost call to them or expect to see them
Yesterday was 2 weeks for me....somehow the "anniversary" dates ...one week,two weeks, one month are harder....yesterday was awful for me so I can only imagine what you were feeling.
I am waiting for the day that it gets easier,the day when I learn to live with the wound that Daphne's sudden death left.
I want answers,I want reassurance,I want all those things that I can't have...I am thinking of you and Baby Hannah and keeping you in my prayers
Love,
daphne Jane's Molly