I saw you this morning in my dream and it seemed so real I jerked awake. Aspen was sitting on the night stand staring at me.

We went to visit friends yesterday and took Molly and Belvedere. They had a good time. It seemed to bring them out of their shell. I guess I wasn't very good company as I cant stop thinking about you. Today is the day I rescheduled your vet appointment for. I cant help but wonder if you would have some how recovered and made it until today. I cant help but wonder if maybe you could have been just temporarily sick....but I couldn't bear to see you look at me and cry...the only comfort I could give you was to hold you close and lay you in my lap. Tonight is the candle ceremony for you ... Whatever it does please hear us as clearly as you can ... be with me, find me again when the time is right...you fill my heart to overflowing, Pepster. I beleive now I wont forget how you felt to pick up and hold...I can still feel you.

Huggies, Huggies, Huggies

Love daddy

Peace and comfort to you, Pepster's Daddy.

I feel the same as you. I lost my cat Precious on 06 August. He was aged nine**** years and three days. He had cancer and congestive heart failure, very sudden onset (you know how cats are so good at masking their feelings). He was gone in a little more than two weeks.
The pain is terrible; coming home to an empty house is worse. I had mine since he was 31 days old; we would have celebrated nine**** years together on 04 September. It will be a very sad anniversary this year.
Prayers and hugs to you, my friend...
Lisa

I don't know why...it should have read 19 years!