I cant beleive its been 5 full days......Last night I slept in the bed for the first time without you. The minute I went in there I remembered the last 2 nights with you...I brought you the little glass of water ... you seemed to like drinking from the glass. I put your pillow where it was ... Aspen got up on my chest for a minute or 2 like you did that night. When I woke up I forgot you werent here and looked for you for a second. I had to get more temptations yesterday as I gave the last of yours to Aspen and Chevis. I cryed when I poured the last of that envelope out for Chevis.

I'm gonna keep your appointment with the vet for tomorrow and take Aspen in to be checked out. I didn't even think about her being 16 years old ....since you were 23 I just thought of that as still being young. Everybody tells me she is an old girl to. Please look after the others from where you are Pepe....Please help me to take care of them the best I can from here.

You were my first baby Pepe, and nobody compares, I hold you still and forever in my arms and give you huggies daily. Keep coming in our dreams.

I love you with all my heart,

Huggies, Huggies, Huggies
Love daddy

I am sorry for your pain. It is tough the first time in bed without Pepe. I did it last night since losing Betsy on Monday. I got a whole two hours. I hope you are doing better now. Pepe will always be with you in your dreams and all around and the cool thing is, you will be able to see him again in Heaven and this time you can hug him and love him for all eternity. God Bless you and know he with you.

Kevin