I have all your pictures out, pepe. The ones we took Sunday are beautiful honey. I found one of aunt Karen holding you a couple months ago. Its a beautiful picture honey. She loves you so much too.

Chevis is so upset and misses you. She took off running this morning as hard as she could thorugh the house. Aspen just wanders the house looking for you. She woke me up this morning so you dont have to wory about that any more. Are you talking to her in some way? She seems so different, so sweet and kind. She slept close against me again last night.

Im sitting in our morning spot right now, I can so vividly feel you if I close my eyes and reach down and pick you up into my lap. I want to hold you so badly.

I'm gonna have a candle light service for you on Monday night. I'm gonna build an online site to you also. I miss you so much baby

Huggies, Huggies, Huggies...

love Daddy

It's been not quite 5 weeks since we lost our cat Scooter. We had 3 other cats at that time, and they grieved and are stll grieving, though better. They searched the house for him, and one cat would run through the house, trying to see if Scooter would come out of hiding. He would also cry and put a toy mouse in the middle of the floor, because Scooter loved his toy mice. This morning I found another toy mouse on the floor. I guess Boo, hopes that Scooter will come out of hiding.
Cats are very smart, and seems as though they sense when somthing is wrong.
This site does help, and I'm so sorry for what you are going through. Some days are better than others, but it still hurts. Looking at pitures helps. We made an album with all of our cats pictures that we could find. That helps bring back the happy memories too.
Take care, writing about Pepe here will help too.

Dear Pepe's Daddy,

Your postings are so sweet. They make me cry because I know how you feel and it's so unbearable at times. But this really is a great place to come because we are all going through this tough time together. We don't have to be alone. My 12 year old Chestnut died six weeks ago and it's been tough, but this website has helped me hold on during the toughest days. My 14 year old girl Bonnie has become very affectionate and I know she misses him. I can feel it and I can see it in her eyes. I just want him back. I've had three dreams with him and they brought me some comfort. I just hope for more. Why does this have to hurt so much?

Chestnut's mommy