Steve, I'm so sorry!!

That is too much to bear. I feel your pain, and it's heart-wrenching.
Do you have some good support from understanding people in your life? That definitely helps, and I'm glad you came here!
CoCo and Fuzzy are together, in a realm where there's no distress of any kind---and you'll be reunited when it's your time.

Until then, know that they are okay. But I know it must be SO hard right now--- it probably seems impossible that you'll survive.

Let us know how you're doing.
Sending prayers and understanding,
Kathy