For all my brave words, I miss Daisy terrible, particularly at night. Right now, as often happens, I am crying, remembering how she used to greet me at the door - Her tail wagging, her whole body showing her joy and excitement. She was a tiny dog, so I would always pick her up and she would lick my face and I would pet her.

It hurts so much to know that this will never happen again in this life.

What is so tragic to me is that Daisy could not bear for me to be unhappy. If I ever cried, she ran to lick my face and would not stop until I stopped. And now, it her death that is making me so sad and she, more than anyone, would not want me to suffer so. My best friend, my first child, is gone forever, and no words can dull the pain.



Daisy's Mommy

Daisy's mom,
I really do feel your pain.
It does seem to be worse at night. Daisy sounds a lot like our Snowy, she never wanted any of us to be sad either.
Even when we would have an argument she would always get in the middle and lick our faces and make us laugh and feel better. I remember one time my mother and I were arguing and she jumped right up onto my mother's lap and licked her mouth to make her stop yelling. It was so funny. Snowy was a peace maker too.
And I remember when I sprained my ankle, Snowy would lightly lay her head on it because she knew I was hurt.
I don't think that Snowy would want us to be sad either, but sometimes you just can't help but let it all out.
It sounds like Daisy was so lucky to have you in her life. It sounds like she was really happy and you gave her a wonderful life.
I read about the dream you and your husband had on the same night. That is really something. We have been waiting for a dream or a sign from Snowy, but unfortunately haven't gotten one yet. I really hope that some day I will get one.
I pray every day for her. I would give my right arm if I could have one more day with her. I would just keep telling her how much I love her and how much she did for all of us.
But I have to believe that she knew how we all felt about her.
And I believe that our love and our tears will reach all the way up to Heaven and just wrap around her.
I believe that your love and tears will reach Daisy too.
Who knows, maybe Snowy and Daisy are together right now running around and having a great time, with no more pain or hurt.
They never met in life, but maybe now they met in Heaven.
Someday we will see them again.
Please take care of yourself.
Love Wendy

Wendy,

Thank you so much for your reply. It really helped.

Daisy's Mommy,

Anne