My precious Tillie

Hi baby it's mommy and I just have to tell you I love you so. 100 days have gone by without you greeting me at the door or racing me to the bed or your sleeping and snoring on my head or your giving Molly and Betty heck as they play. We all just miss you so much there still is hardly a minute I don't think of how my Tillies gone I think people are sick of me talking about you but I can't just turn it off.

Last night I had another dream of you I saw you as a pup again dancing on your hind legs for me to pick you up you looked so cute and small. Please baby rest well and visit me often and IF there is a way find your way back to me do it. I still can feel your kisses on my nose I still smell your smell on your collar I still feel you presence around me that will never change. Honey I love you .

Love mommy

Tillie is sooooooo cute. I am sure she is so happy at the Rainbow Bridge. I guess no matter how long our babies had leapt to the Bridge, the love, the hurt, the pain, and the grief is still the same as "the" moment?

Love,
LuckyNono's still-in-pain and grieving mom

Lucky nono moms

Thank you yes she is very cute and so is your girl and yes it still hurts alot. I can't even type right now hardly. I know you are still deeply hurting I am so very sorry I hope you are ok too. Time they say time I hope they are right!

Tillies mom

Tillie's mom,
has the pain subsided a bit after 100+ days? or is it still the same as that awful day?

as for me, the pain is still the same. i don't think i am progressing with my quest to make it easier for me. i feel like everyday without my baby gets harder. is this the same with you?

Lulu's mom

The pain is not the same as the first few weeks I was crying non stop for weeks .

Now the dull ache is there everyday but I have my meltdowns every few days instead I think I have them as a relese of the built up pain . You will get through this and you will get better about it but you still are very early in your grief not to say it just goes away or maybe it will but 3 months for me has not made it gone.

Yesterday happened to be my meltdown day now maybe I am good for a few days also yesterday was hard cause it was 100 days plus a very good friend of mine has to let her malmute go and she is hurting too. It's like here we hurt for our own loss and we add to it by reading others hurt. I hate that I have to go through this I hate that you have to go through this and my good friend too and all the others here going through it. But we will get through it.

Tillie's mom