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My Lucky died last night at 5:35 Eastern time. I thought he was fine he ate dinner was playing he was very happy pet. I am so sick over this. I could not help him. He was a Tea Cup Yorkshire Terrier. I thought he was just playing but then he could not get up. We had a memorial service for him today. Then had him Creamated. It is the saddest thing ever in my life. I love Lucky he made me and my husband very happy. Lucky will be missed with all our Hearts and Soul. I need him back. I love him. I don't understand why he had to leave.
Grieving, Muttsy

My heart goes out to you and your family in the devasting loss of your beautiful Lucky.
I came here this evening to post my monthly tribute to my Esabella.....and read your post.... truly understanding your feelings. Esabella was so happy and playful that day, ate her food and soon later.....left my world. Words can not describe the pain and suffering that you feel at this time....nor in the months to follow.
Our special little loved ones are..... our "Earth Bound Angels"
Their time may be long or short as in our lives......but the love, joy and memories are ~ ours to cherish always with great thanks.
You have come to a place where you can receive daily support as you journey through your sadness.
Please know that I will keep you and "Lucky" in my thoughts and prayers.
Sincerely,
Litebrez

I know how you feel. I lost Tigger on March 15th and I still don't know what to do and just want him back. It is a hurtful feeling and no matter what you do you can't do anything to get them back. You can only try to find a way to deal with the pain and that my friend will be a long process I have come to find. When you have the love of a beloved furrykid it is unconditional and that is something we don't have with our human friends, family members, etc. Which makes our love for our furrykids SO SPECIAL

My Tiggerbug was a special boy, he was with me for 17 1/2 years and my heart was ripped from my chest the day he left. I don't think I will ever get that part of my heart that went with him I can only try to mend that part with the days ahead of me and I know that it will take time. I have cried everyday since his travel to the bridge and I know that it will be a long time before I can get through a day without a tear.

Just try and remember the love your sweetie Lucky gave you and the joy you had in your heart each time you held him. I know it might make you cry as it does me but it does help the healing. You might even want to consider a grief counselor as I have.

I had my sweet boy creamated as well and I have already ordered a beautiful urn for him to rest in. I have also decided to get a painting done to hang over the urn in a special place in the house. I want to memorialize him because he gave me SO much LOVE and SO much HAPPINESS for so long and I will never forget that.

I will tell you I had to make the decision to have my baby put to rest and that was the most difficult decision I have ever made in my life and I feel guilt and pain. I even wanted to reconsider but in my heart I knew that it was time. It came on so sudden within only 4 days he went from kind of not feeling so well to being extremely ill. He wasn't eating or drinking, his blood count was off and dropped rapidly in 4 days. He also had lost 1 pound since December and then 1 pound in 4 days. His liver also looked abnormal, which made them think, cancer. When asking our Vet his chances of living they were less than 25%. I did not want him to suffer slowly, so I took him home for one last night with lots of steroids in him which do make them mimic feeling lots better and they even eat BUT it is what they give cancer paitients who are dying so they can have a better quality of life until the end. He died around 5:15pm on Wednesday March 15th in my arms on my back patio where he loved to sun himself. My vet was nice enough to come to my home, I could not bear to have him die on a cold steel table in a vet's office.

I think of him evertime I pass the back door where his kitty door was, he had a screened in patio just for him....it was a must for the baby.

I hope you understand he hasn't left you, he is in your heart and will always be and he was so filled with love that to keep him warm and happy till you meet him again at the Rainbow Bridge.

Dawn

I am so sorry for your loss.I know what you are going through-I lost my beautiful Mia 3 weeks ago today-way before her time.
I know everyone says it will get better-and Im hopeing it will.But it is still a struggle.we light a candle for her every night and it seems to help.
Know that our angles are still with us.
Im so so sorry for you...
My Mia

I can completely empathize with the feeling of all of this being so sudden. My Pushkin died in an accident so we had no warning either.

In some ways I think that makes it even tougher because you had no time to prepare. If your Lucky had gotten sick at least you would have had a little bit of a warning (not that it would make this any easier), but this sounds like it just happened to you really suddenly. That's very tough.

I went through feelings of disbelief and shock, it didn't seem possible to me that one second Pushkin was fine, the next moment he was gone! I still sometimes think about this but I try not to because it doesn't help.

Losing a furry member of the family is such a horrible thing to go through. I'm so sorry for the loss of your little Lucky. He was super cute, looks like such a sweet boy.

Take care of yourself.
Monika.

I'm very sorry for your loss. I lost my Kurby 7 wks ago, unexpectantly. My husband had gotten home before me and let him out to potty and went back inside. Kurby was hit and killed by a car about 5 mins before I got home. I pulled in the drive and found him. The car that hit him never stopped. He was 4 1/2 yrs old. He was a Yorkie but not a teacup.

Kurby was my baby and the bond I had with him, can never be replaced. I would give anything to have him back with me. I'm better on the outside but the inside is still torn. Some days, this still feels like a bad dream and I hope I'll wake up from it soon.

I do know from my reading up on Yorkie's before I purchased Kurby, that teacups are more prone to health problems. Did your baby have any problems before now?

Again, I'm very sorry for your loss. Yorkie's, (I know from experience), are very special furbabies and they bond with their owners so quickly and deeply.

"kurbysma"