It has been 5 weeks since Chloe has been gone from our family. It has definitely been a rollercoaster. One minute I am fine, the next, I have that heaviness on my chest, that lump in my throat. I miss her sooo much, but I am determined to make something positive out of all this sadness. I have taken old towels, a couple toys she never liked, and the rest of her food to a no-kill animal shelter. (I didn't have the guts to go in and look at the dogs, plus I made the lady behind the counter cry because I was all teary-eyed) We also made a donation. We sponsored a kennel--and the tag reads, "In memory of Chloe". I also have made an effort to reach out to the 2 vets that made a positive difference in her life, and to encourage them to continue their compassionate ways. We have hung the best photos of her close to where she always loved to lie.
I want to do so much more--to help others, in her memory. If anyone has suggestions, I would really appreciate them. I know I am not ready to get another dog yet, but I would like to feel like I am taking care of someone in need. I guess that nurturing feeling goes on, and on...
Any replies would be greatly appreciated.
Thank you,
chloe'smom