Jaymie, I'm so sorry about your heartbreak!

Crystal knows how very much you loved and still love her. And she's still with you (she's a spirit and it's only her body that passed on). She's in bliss,

in no emotional or physical pain. She wants you to be okay throughout all of your remaining years in your physical body. When it is your time to pass on, you and she will be fully reunited.
You've come to the right place. We understand your pain! There's nothing like it. I have found that knowing you all are here helps me feel so not alone in my grief.
With understanding and prayers,
Kathy
Write anytime!!