On Wednesday, February 25th I had to say my final goodbye to my dog, Gus. It was truly the most difficult decision I ever had to make. Gus was such a fighter and he has been fighting one difficulty after the other since last May. This past December he started having bladder problems. I tried everything that we could. It was only getting worse and his back legs were starting to go. The vet told me it was time. My head battled my heart for 5 days and then I knew I had to say goodbye for his sake. He was only hanging on for me, I had to set him free. Why is it so hard when you know they are only suffering? My heart hurts so bad and I miss him so much. I know that the memories will live on in my head and his love will live on in my heart. I love you Gussie Boy!

The decision you made is the final act of unconditional love you could have shown Gus. You took the pain he was in and liberated it from him by taking it on yourself. Nothing in this world will ever be able to equal that last act of love. I am deeply sorry for your loss and I know only too well the hurt and grief you are feeling. In the coming days, when it gets really hard try and remember the things Gus did that made you laugh. Hold on to those memories as they will help you get through the rough days ahead. Also, the guilt that come with making this decision is normal ... we have all felt it. Also, remember that is OK to cry. If you need to talk or just vent some the feelings feel free. Noone here will judge here as we have all been where you are.

Hugs,
Beth