i had to make one of the hardest decision to be made last wednesday. My beautiful german shepherd, Tara, had degenerative mylopathy and her health begun to decline rapidly. It was the last thing i could for her. I was there until the end.

She was a loyal friend and i loved her more than i can describe. She taught me so much and gave me so much joy.

Dealing with the loss has overcome me and i feel like i will never smile again. I miss her terribly. I'm afraid that i'm going to lose it when it's time to collect her ashes.

I keep having visions of her in her area of our yard. I keep hearing her bark... it's hard to keep my composure at work.. i can't concentrate on anything...

Thank you for listening...

I, too, lost my German Shepherd 10 weeks ago today. I know what you're going through. My Bailey had arthritis for years and then spinylosis set in and I knew it was time. It's a rough time. I'm crying as I write this. Good luck. Just know that this website helps. lisa

It will take time to heal the pain of loss. Remember that Tara will never be gone as long as she is in your heart.

I am so, so sorry to hear about your loss. Tara sounds as if she was a wonderful companion and friend. You must miss her terribly.
You say that you feel like you will never smile again. I think we all know this feeling...but I think we can all say that, unbelievable as it now may seem, you WILL smile again. And you have so much to smile ABOUT: the wonderful years that you and Tara shared, the ultimate love you showed her at the end, and the fact that her spirit will always be with you.
I hope you feel better soon. Take time out for yourself, get rest, do whatever it takes to comfort yourself through this. Things DO get better, sweetie...they really do. You WILL smile again.
You are Tara are in my thoughts and prayers,
Take care of yourself and be kind to yourself -
Amanda ***

I am so sorry for your loss. I am sure Tara was a wonderful pet. My mother raised German Shepherds when I was young so I know what a great breed they are. We lost our Border Collie on July 2. It has been very difficult. Just know things do get easier, and in time you will be able to enjoy the memories. My heart goes out to you.

Sent with a prayer,
Cassie

To Lisa, Ken, Amanda and Cassie,

I can't tell you how much i appreciate your kind words and I am deeply sorry for the loss of your special friends.

During this difficult time, it's nice to know that compassionate people like yourselves are out there and are willing to get through it together.

You all, as well as Bailey, Daddy Cat, Serge and Cody, will be in my thoughts and prayers...

michelle

Dear Michelle,

I'm so sorry for your loss of Tara. DM sounds like such an awful disease and I'm sorry Tara had to suffer with it. You gave Tara a great gift by taking away her pain and staying with her to the end.

Just remember, Tara's spirit will always occupy a special place in your heart.
Hugs,
Kathleen