My sister Randa asked me to come here and express my grieve, our cat SOU SOU has passed away on June 13th, and since then I have been suffering. I knew that he was getting old but never thought about losing him. His only picture is always been in my wallet; I never carried anybody else’s picture but his. Even after I got married and I got busy with my life, he is always been my favorite and best cat ever. He was my best friend. When I was going through relationship and wedding stress, he was around to make me feel good. I always loved giving him a bath; he was such a good boy, never scratched me, and he enjoyed the water. Even when I used to give him his insulin shot, he would just sit still until I'm done. When we go out in my parent's backyard we would play together and run after each other. He was very playful. He used to wake up the whole family in the morning making sure that we don't miss work : ). When he meows, he meows in French. I missed him I really missed him a lot.
I don't know how to deal with my grieve and emotions. I'm almost 7 months pregnant and my husband is worried sick about me and the baby, but I can't help it. I wake up in the middle of the night crying thinking of him. I feel sad, guilty; I’m lost with my feelings. I haven't been to my parent’s house since the day my cat passed away. I'm too afraid.
I know that I shouldn't be doing this to myself because I’m carrying another life; I know that he lived a good rich life. I know that he lived with the right people who took good care of him, and that because of the care we have given him; he lived longer with diabetes and kidney failure. But it's really hard, I thought oh it will be easy for me, I will forget soon because I don't live in my parents house. I was WRONG
I missed you Sou Sou, please come and visit me, let me feel you around me, and easy my pain.
I love you Sou Sou, you will always be my best friend that I never had.[COLOR=red][COLOR=blue]